Ishita packed her luggage and lay down on the bed to sleep but couldn't feeling his hot breath over her. She closed her eyes feeling his touch and felt an urge to love him again, she turned and thought -stop thinking about Raman, ishita. Tu unke kaabil nahi, u can only love him but can never get him. U just don't deserve him, unke baare mein sochna bandh kar de. She said and closed her eyes tight shut but couldn't sleep.
Ishita -agar aaj ka yeh waqt beet gaya toh shayad, Main phir kabhi raman se nahi mil paaungi. I should go to him ,she thought and finally went to Raman's room. She saw him sleeping peacefully hugging the pillow. She settled beside him and pulled him to her. He came close to her and she hugged him tight. He hide his face in her front rubbing his face making her close her eyes feeling heavenly.
She closed her eyes and bite her lips not able to control her emotions, all she want to feel herself under him. All she want to get drenched in shower of his love. She caressed his hair and he stir in his sleep. She felt him running his face in her front and opened her eyes. She saw him in deep slumber and came to his level. She took his lips in hers and start kissing him, slowly and gently relishing his flavour. She want to love him fully and don't want to stop herself today either. She was kissing him slowly while her hand went to his shirt, she opened his shirt button and start kissing his bare chest. She was busy in showering all her love on him. She was just hugging him tight and was kissing him madly making him moan. He grabbed her waist in his sleep only and she got pulled to him like she wanted that only. He got over her and slept keeping himself over her. She smiled and hugged him tight. She caressed his bare chest and said -aapko bata nahi sakti Raman, ki kitna pyaar karti hoon aapse, infact hamesha sirf aapse hi pyaar kiya hai, kisi aur se nahi. Aapko kaise bataun Raman,that I hate that milind and never want to go to him. Aur kabhi nahi jaaungi uske paas. Main bas aapse dur jaana chahti hoon Raman.kyunki agar main aapki zindagi se dur nahi gayi toh Aap kabhi aage nahi badh payenge. U will always love me and will be in pain. Aur main aapke paas ruk bhi nahi sakti, coz I know aapke parent mujhe kabhi accept nahi karenge, khaas kar aunty ji. I remember how much she is against love marriage. Unhone toh ranbir bhaiya ko ghar se nikaal diya tha, just because he married rashmi bhabhi, joh bilkul normal thi, but still toshi aunty punished him ,coz she hated love marriage. Toh main toh already married hoon, ek chodi hui aurat, ek bachche ki maa, mujhe kyun apnayengi woh. I know u will fight for me against her, aur main aapka, aapke parent se rishta kharab hone ka kaaran nahi banna chahti, that's why I am leaving u and will go away from ur life.main toh akele hi jaana chahti thi london,so that I can go somewhere else without informing u, but u r not letting me go alone. Nahi pata kaise karungi but will surely leave u, so that u can choose someone else and be happy always. Aur mere liye toh aapka pyaar kaafi hai to live happily forever. She said and kissed him again. She look at him and hugged him again like hugging him for the last time. Soon she slept feeling contented in his arms .
Next morning, ishita got up hearing ruhi's cry. She get off the bed, made raman wear his shirt and then went to check on Ruhi. Ruhi was wet her clothes, ishita took Ruhi in her arms, she took out ruhi's clothes and start massaging her, after that she give Ruhi bath and feed her.
Soon ishru was all ready to leave, though ishita was dying within leaving raman but she was determined to go away from his life.
Raman got up and saw ishru all ready. His heart pricked seeing them all ready.
Raman -apne dhokebaaz pati ke paas jaane ke liye kitni excited hai, mera pyaar nazar nahi aata Isse, meri tadap nahi dikhti Isse. He said and went to get ready.he cried his heart out under the shower and then got ready.
Ishita saw his face and could feel his sadness but prefer to remain silent.
Both had food silently and went for airport locking the house. Both were silent throughout the way.
Soon they were in airport and then in the aircraft completing the formalities. Ruhi was in Raman's arms while ishita was sitting all lost.
Raman was just hugging Ruhi tight while ishita closed her eyes not able to bear the pain.
After a long flight, they reached London.they were coming down the aircraft when someone pushed ishita making her push raman making his hold loose on Ruhi. She was thrown out of his arms and was about to fall over the stairs,ruhi was screaming with all her might while ishra was shocked to see this. Ishita shouted ruhi's name while Raman jumped off the stairs and catch her before she fell on the ground.
Raman hugged ruhi tight and said -ladoo, u r OK naa. He said caressing ruhi's little face while she was screaming with all her might. Raman hugged her and was consoling her while ishita was just looking at Ruman.though she too have fell down and got bruises, but Raman was all worried and concerned about Ruhi making ishita see Raman's immense love for Ruhi.
Soon airport people came to their rescue and took them for first aid. Ishita's hand was bruised, so she got bandage on hand while raman got on leg while Ruhi was all fine.
After two hours, they went to the near by hotel and checked in. Ruman slept hugging each other while ishita was just looking at them.
Ishita -raman, kitna pyaar karte hai ruhi se, aur main usse unse dur le jaa rahi hoon. No I can't do this to him and to her also. Main Kahan se dungi Ruhi ko itna pyaar karne wale papa. No I will not take her along with me, I will leave her with raman only. Thinking so she write a letter for raman telling, she is going to milind leaving Ruhi with him, and he should not search for her.
Placing the letter next to raman, she was going when the vase fell down banging into ishita breaking raman's sleep. He saw her with her bag and got up. The letter fell and he picked to read it. Ishita tried to go away but he held her firmly.
Raman got shocked reading the letter and said -r u mad, r u even listening to urself, tum aisa soch bhi kaise sakti ho.
Ishita -bahut soch samajh kar hi faisla liya hai maine, aur bahut sahi faisla liya hai .main joh keh rahi hoon woh maniye.
Raman -u have gone crazy, yes it's true that I love her alot but, he was saying when ishita said -toh kya problem hai, main aapko keh rahi hoon naa, Aap Ruhi ko apne paas rakh lijiye, if u want me to sign any kind of paper, then I am ready to sign it. Boliye Kahan sign karna hai, just tell me raman,main aapse Ruhi ko kabhi nahi chinungi . She was saying when Raman cupped her face and said -ishita relax, pehle socho kya bol rahi ho. Main Ruhi ko kaise le sakta hoon tumse, u r her mother.
Ishita -but u love her more, I know aap bahut pyaar karte hai ruhi se, apni ladoo se. Ek baar aapka pyaar cheen chuki hoon main, I can't do this again. So I have decided that only I will go to milind while Ruhi will always be with u only. Kyunki Aap uske papa ho woh milind nahi,u loved her more then ur life while he was nowhere when she needed a father. toh Maine soch liya hai, sirf main milind ke paas jaungi, aapki ladoo ko aapke paas chod kar. Agar Ruhi aapke paas rahegi toh main bhi khush rahungi that my daughter has the best father in the world. Please raman, meri Ruhi se uske papa mat cheeno, keep her to u, meri ruhi ko apni beti bana lo and be her father for ever. She said making Raman look at her with shocked expression.
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