Hello friends back with new update .This is the another demand from birthday girl " divancute "only .
Part 22
Raman thought for sometimes then spoke " did I took shagun's name anytime ".
Though he was thinking but she took in other way and spoke " dekha your mind is again on her only ".
She said angrily while her lips curved and tears started flowing from her eyes , Raman walked to her ,wiped her tears with his thumb and spoke hugging her " its not like that ,I was not thinking about shagun but when you were angry ,it just hit my mind that her thought make you upset. that's why I took her name nothing more than that ".
I- you mean to say that you have forgotten shagun and now you are totally over her .
R- I didn't said like that ,shagun was a part of my life and she will always have a place in my heart .
I- and me .
He looked at her ,still searching for an answer because in his thinking ,if he is thinking or giving place to another girl in his life that means he is cheating shagun but at the same time he was confused with his own feeling . How much he wanted to shrug ishita's thought but every time he end up thinking about ishita . He was silent juggling between his thoughts ,still thinking about a appropriate sentence which can calm her down but little did he know that Ishita was looking her patience by each passing time . Finally she burst out and spoke" humm no need to say anything ,I got my answer, now I can't stay here any long .you please book our tickets ,we are going back .
R- but you are injured .
I- don't you dare to fake care for me .we will go today itself .
Saying so she was going when he pulled her to him ,she landed on his chest while her tendrils covered her whole face .Raman slowly removed hairs from her face and spoke scooping it in his palm "ishita we are not strangers, you know me from last two years na . you know well that I m bit careless and loose in taking decisions".
I- what do you mean by that .?
R- our marriage and shagun's death both are not so old .
I- I know ..
R- all this happened just in a period of a month , at least give me sometimes to adjust with this new life . you very well know me as well as your place in my life . biwi to tum abhi bani ho meri , but you are taking care of me since two years .
Ishita looked at him he too saw her with sincere look and spoke " I m trying just give me sometimes ".
I- no you are not .
R- how can you say that .
I- I agree shagun was your first love and non can forget their first love but at the same time we also know that live doesn't wait for anyone and no one can due for anyone. because we are bonded with each other . I agree the love for a lover is much but we can't die with him or her as we have family beyond them . you also tried to end your life by smoking and drinking but could you , nahi na because you have the responsibility of your parents . unhone aapko janm diya hai ,aap kisi ke liye bhi either its shagun or even me you can't leave them . Raman time and again I m saying one thing try to move on ,shagun was your past ,but mummy ji ,papaji and me are your present .
Raman didn't answered anything just looked at her when she spoke again " I know I married you with no expectation and thought that I will never mouth my feelings and desires to you but main bhi insaan hoon ,takleef hoti hai mujhe when you being my husband ,stay away from me ,it hurts when you scold me if I say something for her . I thought I could spend a life being you namesake life but its not happening . Every one has their own choices and likes ,we can't force ourself on them so I had decided that if you want me in your life then I will stay and if not then I will go away from you . I will set you free from this unwanted marriage ,and I don't want anything from you ,neighter your name nor your money ,so please don't think that I had married you for money and will demand ant alimony after going away ."
She completed with tearful eyed then he spoke " don't you think ,you are going too fast , arey If you have started loving me to saaf saaf bol na ki pyaar karne lagi hai mujhse ,aise ghooma fira ke kyun bol rahi hai ".
I- (shocked)- what are you saying ?
R- yahi ki ,I agree you are bit intelligent than me in this philosophy but that doesn't mean I m duffer . its clear from your behavior that you had started loving me . that's why you are so much mad at me . Ishita I won't say I don't have feeling for you ,you know I like you very much and I want you in my life . I was dying after shagun's death ,it was you who brought me back to life , mujhe mere parents ka vaasta de kar cigarette aur sharaab chudawaya . I do respect your feelings but at this point of time I just can say ,give me some more time .
He almost pleaded her ,she looked at him with a sorry face ,he smiled and opened his arms for her ,she almost ran to him and engulfed herself in his embrace ,both hugged each other tightly . Raman wiped her tears and shook his head in negative ,signalling her not to cry anymore . She smiled and hugged him more tightly while he pulled her from him and spoke placing a soft kiss on her temple " I don't know till now I love you or not but you are my strength, tu mere saath hoti hai to mujhe himmat milti ,to fight with every situation .chal aaj ke liye bahut ho gaya ,now come and rest ,you are standing from long time ."
Saying so he picked her and took her to his room and placed her in bed . Then checked her wound and spoke glaring her " madam yahi haal raha na ,to do din baat kya ,we will be able to go back after two weeks ,see how much it has swelled "
Saying so he placed her leg in a pillow and started applying medicine while she was admiring him ,getting happy . blushing and getting embarrassed in her thoughts that he knows ,that she loves him . He applied the medicine nicely ,then tied the bandage and then came and settled beside her . He then searched a nice romantic movie and both started watching it freely ,without any shyness or differences as today they were couple not friends .
That's all for now friends ,hope you like it . Enjoy reading and do comment .
PS - friends in last update I asked your suggestion about shagun being alive and most of you said that she should return . but very few of you said that let her die and let Raman move on with ishita as this is the uniqueness of this story . I too agree with her ,kuch stories bina shagun ke bhi achchi lagti hain ,so I had decided to write only ishra ,hope you all understand me and will continue reading this story ,without getting angry with me .
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