Chapter 44 Red: colour of love or danger
He breezed down the corridor and into the warmed dark room, her frightened silhouette hidden behind the huge bed and his eyes dilated accustoming itself to the darkness that surrounded her aura. She was different, like a bruised woman; almost like his mother. Uncaring and a slave to her addition.
His steps collided against the tiled floor and she shivered in fear, she had woken up three nights ago and found herself in a strange place and worse in the locale of a man with cold eyes, and impassive expression. Something about his demeanour terrified her; almost to the point of reminding her of her abusive boyfriend. He hadn't even raised his voice yet shiver ran down just with the tapping of his foot.
'Sameera how are you today?' he uttered serious and sound, for a minute his fingers lingered onto the lamp switch but he let it be. He was never one to intrude, though his ways of operating spoke differently.
'Wwwhhhaaattt iii' she whimpered knowing not of speech or comprehension, fear of everything around eluded rationality. She was a modern woman, quite confident even after what life threw her way but now she was held hostage in an unknown house with a stranger. Yes they fed, clothed and kept her warm unlike the last the few weeks, however her acquaintance was missing. Alcohol: her company and her isolation, her medicine and her poison.
'Two days without alcohol, quite commendable' he tried encouraging but couldn't lose the voice that he held so dear, cold and distant. It had been his faade, his power to keep away.
'Iii want to go ummme' she whispered inching closer to him, he had sat at the end of the bed and she on the floor at the other end. Somehow she pushed further though she was scared however addiction was running in every red cell within her, her want to be drunk and forget was high.
'You soon will be where you belong but until then keep clean' he whispered getting up and leaving, for he knew any more time and she'd beg for him for the running shiny liquid. He had seen it all before, in a past life where he was young and innocent. The begging, the crying, the thirst, the anger; all of it. He was young and nave then to have fallen for his mother's weakness, his love for her had overpowered right and wrong and had him stealing small bottles of whisky, rum, beer or any form of liquefied sedations from his father whose ruthlessness had pained his mother into clinging onto the slow poison. But now he was wise and emotionless, he though unwilling wanted to help Sameera stay clean. This was the first part of his plan, of securing Geet Rana.
Geet wore a flowing red dress and floated down the stairs calling for Maan who promised her a day out, few minutes ago they had FaceTimed Vicky who was masking away from the heated Egyptian red sun and Meera was hidden in his arms. They spoke of the country and zoomed around showing Geet their hotel suite, as Maan gazed lovingly at his wife who looked amazed to which Dadi lightly elbowed him with a happy grin making him swallow down the shy hue that covered his cheeks.
'Dadima shall we go?' Maan stood up as Geet twirled in front of Dadi loving the feel of the silk against her warmed skin. February was warming up and so was her joy, of course the beautiful dress gifted by Dadi was adding to her excitement.
'Maan you didn't say how I look?' she asked linking her hands with Dadi and him, as usual she took centre stage. Dressed gorgeously in red, the colour of his love. Was there a need to answer that question, didn't his affectionate and prying eyes tell her that already.
'Beautiful' he whispered in her shying ear as he ushered her to the front seat, ever so grateful that dadi herself took the backseat, of course if she sat at the front he wouldn't have said anything but throw an angry or irritated look. The journey was filled with Dadima speaking, trying her thorough best to break the little ice that remained between her and Geet, and Geet giggling and responding to Dadi, warming up to the old woman and forgetting the aura that scared her once upon a month ago, though now it seemed like a long time ago when she looked away or stayed behind Vicky trying to limit her advances to Dadi but now she was free, much like her true self.
'Beautiful' his whispered as his cheeks burned in localised redness. She had become a passion recently, and his wall that only started with two pictures of her was now filled with numerous images; her laughing, her smiling, her tears, her joy, her in the rain, her in the sun, her in her sleep, her in office, her and just her had covered his walls, and the walls of his heart.
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'GET THE f**k OUT' he screamed to the camera man who broke his fantasy and his reverie, within that second she who was walking towards the caf had disappeared into the building and he was growing red in anger. Yes he had ordered pictures of her but not when he was dreaming affectionately at her.
'ehhh where you going?' asked the secretary as Adeel walked out the parked car and towards the caf, the man who was previously taking picture now looked to the ground as Adeel directed a heated gaze his way. But as usual he ignored walking away, for he never answered only questioned. Placing a sunglass over his sharpened eyes, he sauntered into the building wanting to get closer to his reddened beauty.
'Geet just choose one' Dadi ordered with little urgency as Geet relooked at the menu and then back towards Maan who sat beside, and Dadi opposite. She watched Geet shift closer so now she fit to his side, as her grandson's arm went around the shoulder and he asked in a more subtle voice of what she wanted? Geet then looked at Dadi like a little kid; a mix of excitement, mischievousness and scared
'Atcha baba take you time' Dadi giggled allowing her eldest daughter-in-law more time to think who immediately smiled and again discussed the menu but this time aloud sharing her thoughts; Dadi smiled knowing the woman in front of her was everything but a daughter-in-law, in reality. Maybe that is why her relationship was completely different to that with Meera, Geet was more of her child who needed protection and Dadi's way of protection was rather different than what Geet was previously accustomed too.
'Careful there' he whispered holding delicately onto her forearm as Maan secured her by the waist, she had smiled his way as Maan thanked for the timely help. Geet looked at him in genuine gratefulness and he felt his cheek flush bright red once again before she stepped away with Maan, who guided them back to their booth.
'Hi and what would you like to order?' the cashier asked as Adeel watched them for a few seconds, Geet's small hand holding the tray and Maan holding onto her and the drinks.
'Don't worry, I got what I came for' he mused deeply and then turned on his heels and walked to the door, he looked one final time towards her direction as her laughter echoed in his being. When he walked out, he noticed the man be was paying to take pictures stood by a brush and smiled big and something told him, this was a picture he would truly cherish. A picture of the future Mr and Mrs Rana, perfectly painted in red.
Later he had found himself in his room, the sun had gone down and the moon appeared readying to disappear again and all he did was watch her through each second that turned to a minute, and then grew into infinity. He had tried shutting his eyes, and even accomplished this human task for the first time in his life with the essence of her floating figure in his arm for a few measly minutes until the wanton faces of the past reappeared.
'Thank you for warming my life' he appreciated sincerely looking at a candid photograph of her which made it to the papers, 'Khuranna's Hidden Bahu' was its title; she smiled yet her eyes looked anxious looking at the numerous journalist. She had very diligently held onto Maan and walked away as he waved to the press asking for privacy.
Then Adeel looked at several other picture's accumulated from Meera's wedding, a personal one of Meera and Geet hugging and smiling for the camera, his man took a side shot so she looked like the highlighted figure and Meera, her supporting cast.
'I will give Sameera her happiness, and in return I will get mine' his eyes smiled, maybe for the first time in decades. The crinkles folded unevenly as if unsure of where to dip, his lips slightly stretched and the edges picked up ever so lightly but the lightness told of his happy mood and his ability to smile, for he never smiled. NEVER. 'I'd make you mine' he kissed her hand which was held securely by her current other half, but the other' was mercilessly cut off from this and many other pictures and articles. Adeel had only cared for Geet, never really bothered about the baggage that comes with it, be it Maan or her Mrs Tag.
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