~pari~ part 64 page 133 july 25th - Page 53

PART 58

Geet - Because I don't trust you. How the hell you made me fall in love with you, I do not know. How you made me put my money on your business, I am also not sure. I can't still believe we had sex. And I stay away from guys like you.
Maan stiffened - Guys like me? What do you think I am?
She shrugged just leave Maan.

Maan - I am not leaving you like this Geet. I am here to stay. Tum chaho yah na chaho. We didn't commit to each other just like that. Agar uss accident main mujhe kuch ho jata..

Before he could complete her hand covered his mouth. She had no idea why she did that. She fluttered her lashes

Geet - Just Shut up

She stared at him for a long while and she could see his eyes fill with contentment..a bleam of hope. Hope she didn't want to give him. She didn't want him to feel anything for her. She didn't want to hurt him either. Well, guess this proves what a stupid person she is been. She didn't know Maan, and yet she kept on hurting him over and over. Even though, every time she hurt him, something inside her is also killing her. But until she gets her memories back, she would never understand why.

She realized things didn't seem to be in her control anymore.

Why would she do or say something like that. Dr interrupted them and took her for some tests. Saving her from the embarrassment of her own act.

She had no clue why she had some part of heart getting excited about the test and very disappointed when it was negative. When she came back with the result. She was sad. She didn't know why. Just until few mins back she was ready to fight she is a virgin and now she was feeling so devastated that she is not pregnant. She had no clue what she wanted from life anymore. To be a virgin or be pregnant!!

Maan read her expression, he assumed she is sad because the result is positive. His heart fluttered a bit in happiness but felt choked seeing her so heart broken.

Maan - don't worry misty, we can get through this together. He cupped her face dearly, searching her eyes.. I know tumhe kuch yaad nahi. But trust me yeh humara baby humara pyar hain

Oh her heart just melted .. tears poured on their own. She didn't know how to tell him she was not pregnant. She felt like she failed him. She felt incapable. Damit why the hell was she feeling all this.

Geet - I am not

Yes she did see his heart shatter in that fraction of second. It was there just for that mini second. But that killed her million times more. And instantly his eyes were covered with worry and concern.

Maan - phir tum paresan kyun ho?

Geet - I don't know. She pushed his hands away from herself. She squeezed her head between her hands.. Her acts, her feelings, her emotions made no sense. She screamed

Geet - I don't know .. I don't know I just don't know..

U know what I do know... I don't want you anywhere near me. Just leave me alone.

Dr eyed Maan, not to stress her. He nodded

Maan half heartedly left back to NYC.

Her mind was busy deciphering her feelings. Something inside her wanted to make her punch herself. There was a hole in her chest that she could not explain.
After Maan left she decide to cab back to Mansion
She felt like a truck had hit her. And all because she saw Maan disappointed because of her. The feel of his skin against her, his embrace is all felt too familiar.
She still don't know what he did to make her fall for him. It seems like a lot of her previous decisions revolved around him. She has even agreed to make Adi manager of her business here in California so it could give her more time away from the business. She wouldn't normally do that. She would usually want to be hands-on. But she gave Adi full control of her own business except for Nyc, which she wanted to handle herself.
And she guess she knows why. Maan is in NYC. Of course! It gives her a reason to be where he is. So she didn't give up her business in the city. She probably even used that as an excuse to see him. Stupid! When did she become stupid for a guy?

Thinking about Maan's handsome face and that greek godly structure, she thought maybe... it's time for her to visit NYC.

NYC

He finished his gym.. And headed back to his miserable loneliness. The Geet Handa who loved him for the past few months was gone. As fast as she told him that she would love him forever and after that, she was gone. Geet... his rock, his pari, ..the woman who went to hell and back for him. With that thought he hummed that song she taught him .. his fingers trembling on the strings of the guitar.. Looking up at the sky and shouting..WHY?? And tears kept coming. He had tried hard not shed tears and be strong. But moments like this made him weak.

His friends wanted him to move on. But he knows he would wait for her forever. Even if that meant lifetime.

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