~pari~ part 64 page 133 july 25th - Page 30

Waiting waiting waiting .  

Originally posted by: Sundari.

Waiting waiting waiting .  

That's fabulous , will be waiting  

PART 52

She has never felt like that before. Weak vulnerable and yet, it seemed like she was the strongest she could ever be. Different, and yet, complete. Lost and yet, there was nowhere else she wanted to be.

She was brought back to reality when he heard the door open. She saw her mom come in with a look she couldn't understand.

She took a deep breath and that scent from the dream guy still lingered. She closed her eyes for a moment, and for a while, she thought she remembered that scent. It seems familiar to her. But she can't remember why. What does that scent remind her of? Or maybe she should ask, .. ask who?
Mom - Maan was here. We had told him to stay away for a while, but he just couldn't help himself.

Her mom looked helpless.

Geet tried to understand her mom's expression. Her mom has been always caring and giving. She spent all her time for her daughters. Geet very well knew how her mom is still a hard core punjabi girl from heart. How her mom is a perfect blend of rich and classy Handa and yet loves her pind. Her mom is very good with hiding her care and love in that shouting of hers. Like right now she seemed raging in anger but she is fighting her tears seeing her princess in such condition.

Rano - did you see him

Geet shook her head
Rano sighed  - good

Geet was glad finally someone who was on her side.

Geet - aacha kiya mama aap logen ussen humesha ke liyen mujh se dor kar diya

Rano eyes were filled with anger - humesha?

Rano then immediately got control on herself - nahi puttar aap mujhe galat samjhe gayen. Hum chathen ki wo aap se door rahen aapke liyen nahi..

She looked at geet little disappointed - Maan puttar ke liyen.  

Geet stared at her mom seriously confused. She had thought her mom always cared about her daughters first. Even though her dad always treated them like boys but her mom was always very protective. Especially she cared about them not getting hurt by such scams. How much Rano is been involved in their life. Every friend they had. Rano would make an effort to befriend with his/her family.

Rano - jub se aap hosh main aayen ho, aap usken dil dukha rahen ho. Yeh aap ko kya hogeyn hain geet. Aap itne kroor tho nahi the. Aur hum yeh sab chup chap nahi dehk sakten. Isslieyen its better he stays away untill.. Rano sighed .. you are you again.
Geet was shocked.. Great so now Maan has charmed even her mom. What is about this Guy.

Geet got annoyed - mama aap be matlab baat bada rahen hain. Aap kush nahi aapki beti teehk hain.

Rano now felt horrible  and hugged her immediately - nahi beta aisen koi baat nahi. Hum bahut khush hain.
Geet hugged her dearly - aur main bhi bahut khush hoon

Rano - nahi beta. Aap khush nahi hain

Rano looked so lost - khush tho aap aacident din walen subha the jab aapne hume subha subha phone kar ke parata ke recipe puchi the.  

She smiled bitterly at the memory - aapki awaz main aajeeb se chahek thi.

Rano cajoled her daughter.. That's khushi.. beta
Rano - uss din pheli baar humne laga

She swallowed back a sob -..  ki humne aapko palne main koi galti nahi ki. Aap kitne khush the beta. Aap ko Nyc aur Sandiego ke time difference ka bhi kayal nahi tha. you called me so early in the morning.  You were so happy making desi style breakfast.

Geet listened to her shock. The person she described wasn't her at all. What did she drink that day?

Geet - maine pee hovi thi kya? Aur yeh nakul kanha tha. Ussne phir se chuti mar lee.
Rano smiled with her tears - chal badmash.. You were in love. And you told me that you wanted to make desi style breakfast for him. And you said you wish you could do that every day.

Geet was still baffled - mama aisen kaisen hosakta hain. Aap janthe mujhe kitna kaam hota hain. Main khud breakfast karlo badi baat hain. Doesn't all that sound little crazy to you. Aaj kal to normal working ladies bhi breakfast nahi banathi.. Main tho..

Rano spoke with sparkling eyes - Yes, you were crazy, geet. You were crazy in love with Maan puttar.

Geet felt overwhelming sadness fill her all of a sudden. She couldn't understand it. But at that moment, she felt miserable. As if she remembered feeling all the things that Mama said, but even before she try to grasp on to that feeling, it was gone. And for that she suddenly felt angry. She didn't know why. She didn't  even know who she was mad at.

Geet - mama please.. Aap mujhe aaklen chod dijiyen.

She spoke bitterly turning away from her mom.
She heard her mom take a deep sigh of frustration. And then she headed towards the door and closed it behind her.

There was no doubt in her mind that she wanted Maan. She could feel desire reel through her at the mention of his name. But at the same time, she can't remember feeling all the things that her mom sister and jiju were saying to her. She can't feel the love they desperately wanted her to feel. The want she felt for him is physical. May be just a physical attraction thanks to his looks. Being herself she can differentiate mere physical attraction and love.

And the jis deewani ki mama baat kar rahi thi.. Thats just can't be her. Did she become a whole different person because of him? she liked being herself.. The Geet Handa. She was happy being herself. She is contented with her life. She doesn't need to change for some guy. Moreover, she didn't need to be weak because of him.
For years, she have been careful not to fall in love. Love means weakness. And she can't bear the thought of being weak... not even for one second. She can't bear to have another person have full control of her life, or her emotions. She had built a Goddamn shield to keep feeling emotions that would lead to her fall someday. The thought of love itself scared the hell out of her.

She couldn't relate to the girl her family kept describing as her. That was not her. That pagli is an idiot! She sounded like she's ready to give up everything she worked hard for, her wealth and her life, and hand it to this guy.

Geet composed herself there was only one person she would have wished for if ever she would fall in love at all. A man who would love her even if she wasn't Geet Handa. Someone who wants her even if she didn't have all that money or fame. But reality check! Handa family was too popular. Geet Handa always rang a bell thanks to media. She probably is one of the most eligible girl in the city, even in the country. She is easily recognizable and wanted. Wanted meant.. Wanted all that money that came being a Handa.

No. It's impossible to find a guy who would really like her for who she was. A guy like that doesn't exist. Reality she didn't even think she would ever get married.

Maybe it's a good thing that she lost her memory. Because this way she could undo this foolishness without the complications of the so-called undying-love she apparently had for him.

thanks for all the likes and comments

lots of love

muskan

Poor maan

Looks like Geet doesn't even trust her own judgment. Why she is not thinking that when she was careful throughout her life, she might have made the decision to be with maan because of some reason.

Nice but again sad move from this concept soon please

felt so bad for geet too...because she is loosing a great life too...she is thinking how can her parents sister and binlaw think she would change so much for another person...really wish she realizes she did indeed find such a person who loved her for herself not her name.fame,money...Infact ran away becuase of that and she had to bring him back to herself...

Loved it... awesome update

can't blame
she alwaysy thought no one can love her all behind her handa tag
now she only doing as geet handa would do
but maan also from khurana
does she know he also rich ? doesn't need her money or fame