Gauri's Pov
Omkaraji !! hum jaante hain ki aap humse pyaar karte hain; aur hum yeh bhi jaante hain ki hum apne raviye se sabko chot pahuncha rahe hain khaas karke jhanvi maa ko. Par omkaraji itne gehri choton se ubharna aasan nhn hai aur khaas kar tab jab girne ki wajah aapka pyaar ho; sab kuch bhula dena aasaan nhn hai. Humne bahut koshish ki par hain toh hum bhi insaan he na; humare andar bhi jasbaat hain toh kaise sab humse umeed laga kar bethe hain ki hum jhath se sabkuch bhool ke sabko maaf karden aur apna lein. Aaj aapke kamre main apni tasveerein dekh ke hum sab kuch bhool ke aapki bhaahon main pighalna chahte the omkaraji; ek baar fer aapko mauka dena chahte the...Magar jaise he wo kadwe 5 saal yaad aaye; hum nhn kar paaye...Hume pta hai ki aapko bahut takleef hui hogi..par yakeen maaniye aapko dukh dene se jo takleef hume hoti hai wo aap kabhi soch bhi nhn sakte...Hum aaj bhi aapse bepannah mohabbat karte hain ; iss budhu dil main aaj bhi sirf aap he hain aur aap he rahenge...Hum nhn nikaal paaye aapko apne iss dil se...
( Omkaraji! I know that you are hopelessly in love with me and I am aware that I am hurting everyone especially jhanvi maa with my indifference. But omkaraji it's not easy to rise after falling so hard; especially when you fall because of your loved ones; It's not easy to letgo. I struggled hard; I tried a lot but even I am a human being and I have feelings too then how?? How is everyone expecting me to forget everything as if it never happened. How can you all forsee me forgiving like a saint? Today, after seeing your room adorned with my paintings; I wanted to melt in your arms; I wanted to give you a chance but I couldn't thinking about those vicious 5 years of our lives. I know you are hurt; you get hurt with each of my rejection but can never contemplate my feeling after seeing you so fragile.. I still am aimlessly in love you; This tomfool heart of mine ain't in my control.. It still envisions you; still beats for you and will forever love you. I could never get to hate you)
She goes to sleep thinking all this...
2 months have passed since... Omkara comes to gauri's house everyday to spend some time with his family...Jhanvi accompanies him on some occasions while tej is mostly there to keep a check on everything...
Gauri has started talking to jhanvi...But still doesn't address her as maa...Misunderstandings between gauri and omkara have been decreasing but this isn't sitting well with SID who is constantly trying to keep gauri away from Omkara...
Omkara omkara! Omkara...jab dekho ri aur apne beech ki baatein suljhaane ki koshish karta rehta hai yeh omkara! Pta nhn kyun nhn samjhta hai ki ri use apni zindagi main waapis nhn chahti... Sid says angrily and bangs the table with his fist... ( Omkara omkara! Omkara...That man is always trying to sort out the misunderstandings between ri and him. Can't he see and accept that ri doesn't want him back in her life)
Par ab toh ri ka raviya thoda naram hai uss omkara ki taraf sid's heart replies to him... ( But ri is no longer distant as she was in the beginning)
Haan par ab bhi wo usse seedhe moo baat nhn karti hai...Sid's brain tells him ( yes! But she still doesn't see to him in the eye)
Chinta mat karo sid; ri tumhari hi hai. Nhn jayegi wo uss omkara ke pass sid's heart tells him ( Don't worry sid! Ri is yours. She will never go back to omkara)
Par kyun nhn jayegi uske bachon ka pita hai wo; uska pati hai wo; Aur pyaar bhi karta hai wo omkara ri se...sid's brains counter replies... ( but why will she not go? Om is the father of her children; om is her husband; om is the love of her life)
There is a war between sid's heart and brain and he brekas the mirror with a nearby vase in frustration while shutting his ears and shouting NHN!!!!!!
Running his blood soaked hands through his mane angrily; he says: mujhe kuch toh aisa karna hoga jisse ri humesha humesha ke liye sirf sur sirf meri ho jaaye... Main nhn reh sakta ri ke bina.. Ek baar ri meri hojaaye fer uss omkara ko kabhi nhn milne doonga main apni ri. Waise bhi uss omkara ne meri ri ko kabhi dukh ke ilaaawa kuch nhn diya hai aur ab main uski zindagi khushiyon se bhar doonga... ( I have to think of something soon. I have to do something to keep her with me till eternity... I can't live without ri. I won't ever let om near my ri once she is with me. All she has ever got from that man is hurt but I will fill her live with all the happiness)
Gauri who comes to sid's cabin is shocked seeing all the mess...
Yeh kya haal bna rakha hai sid?? She asks still in shock... ( what have you done here)
Aur yeh tumhare haath se itna khooon kyun beh raha hai?? Kya hua hai she asks panicking.. ( And why is so much blood oozing out of your hand)
Sid is mesmerized seeing gauri's care for him..and doesn't say anything... Rather he is lost in admiring gauri's beauty..
Sid hum tumse kuch pooch rahe hain...she asks getting him out of his dreamland.. ( sid answer me; I'm asking you since long)
Kuch nhn ri! He says ( nothing )
Kuch toh pakka hai? Kitne dino se hum notice kar rahe hain ki tum khoye khoye rehte ho; aisa lagta hai maano tumhe ishq ka rog lag gya ho...She tells him teasing while aiding to his hand.. ( something is fishy! I have been noticing you since many days...You seem lost; As if you are smitten by the love bug)
Tumhe kaise pta ri? He asks shocked ( how do you know ri)
Matlab humara shak sahi nikla...Huh!! Itni badi baat aur tumne hume btaana zaroori nhn samjha? Chalo ab jaldi se hume btao ki kon hai wo khushkismat ladki; kya karti hai wo aur kabse chal raha hai yeh sab...She asks heatedly in a single breath.. ( That means I am right! Huh!! Why on the earth did you not think it was important for you to tell me? Now hurry and spill out the beans; tell me who that lucky girl is; what does she do and since when is all this going on?)
Sorry ri! Main tumse kuch chupana nhn chahta tha. Par Mujhe maloom nhn tha ki wo bhi mujse pyaar karti hai ya nhn...Sid tells her apologetically ( sorry ri. I had no intention of hiding it from you. But I just didn't know if she lives me too or no)
Arre!! Koi befkoof ladki he hogi jo humare dost se pyaar na kare.. Tum toh itne ache ho; sabki itni madad karte ho; ache khaase dikhte ho; ghar aur naukri bhi achi hai...Toh bhala kyun koi ladki tumhe inkaar karegi?? She asks him ( Why not?? Only a fool will reject a guy like you. You are so good; helping; caring. You look good; you have a stable job and a house. I don't see any resons for rejections sid)
Kya iska matlab hai ki wo mujhe haan kardegi ri?? He asks innocently... ( Does that mean she will say yes)
Arre baba kyun nhn karegi...Aur agar usne na bola toh hum usse ek jhaap main deewar se sata denge... Gauri does scrunches her nose!!! Par tumhe kyun lagta hai ki wo tumse pyaar nhn karti Sid?? Gauri adds.. ( Why not sid? And I will slap her to the wall if she dares to reject my best friend. But sid just tell me why do you feel she doesn't love you)
Shayad uski zindagi main koi hai! Mujhe lagta hai ki wo kisi aur se pyaar karti hai...he tells her truthfully... ( I think she has someone in her life. I feel as if she is in love with another guy)
Sid agar aise baat hai fer tum uss ladki ko majboor nhn kar sakte ho! Pyaar matlab doosre ki khushi hai; agar wo kisi aur se pyaar karti hai toh tum usse zabardasti se khud se pyaar nhn karwa sakte ho..she tells him ( if that is what you feel and is true then you can't force her sid. Love means you want to see the other person happy; if she has someone else in her life already then you can't get her to love you by force)
Par main bahut pyaar karta hoon usse ri; nhn jee paunga uske bina...he tells her crying ( but I love her to death ri and I won't be able to live without her)
Sid!! Sachi mohabbat main paana he sab kuch nhn hota! Tum agar usse sach main pyaar karte ho toh usse kho kar bhi tum khush rahoge; yehi pyaar hai sid aur yehi pyaar ki khoobsoorti aur dard bhi...Shayad wo tumahri kismat main nhn hai sid...She explains him.. ( Sid! Conquering is not what true love means. If you love her truly; then you will be happy in letting her go. This is love; and the irony is that this is both the beauty and pain of love...Maybe she isn't destined for you sid)
Getting a call; gauri leaves to attend her clients after assuring that her love sick friend is in good shape...
It's afternoon and sid goes to meet rayan and omira... He plays with them for sometime...They all enjoy a lot; sid captures the memory of the laughing muddy faces of rayan and omira...
Omira kya tum mere saath ice cream khaane chalogi?? Sid asks her ( omira will you come with me for an ice cream treat)
Sach?? Haan zaroor; chalo omira says immediately ( are you for real?? I will come for sure)
Aap mujhe nhn leke jaana chahte hain?? Rayan asks innocently ( why do you not want to take me)
Rayan! My champ aisi baat nhn hai.. wo bas main omira ke saath jana chahta hoon sid tells him ( nothing like that champ! It's just that I want to go with omira)
Main kyun nhn aa sakta sid uncle rayan asks sadly ( why can I not come?)
Champ tumhare liye main le aaunga; mujhe omira se kuch kaam bhi hai...sid explains him ( champ I will get you ice cream; Also I need omira's help)
Rayan agrees involuntarily! While sid takes omira with them...
After some time;
Rayan, omira kahan ho tum?? Gauri asks coming in ( rayan, omira where are you)
Mumma!!! Rayan says jumping over gauri
Rayan; omira kahaan hai bacha! Gauri asks him ( where is omira my child)
Muma wo sid uncle ko usse kuch kaam that oh wo usse leke gye the...rayan tells her ( Sid uncle took her with him for some help)
Acha theek hai...gauri says without thinking about it much. ( ok fine)
Gauri spends some time with rayan talking about his painting hobby and rayan tells her how om has been helping him improve his art...Gauri is happy for him...
Time passes; but there is no trace of omira and sid which worries gauri...Suddenly gauri leaves the house in tension while talking on the phone...
It's night and as usual om comes to gauri's home to meet his family...
Hey champ! Sorry wo main aaj jaldi nhn aa saka; kaam main busy hogya tha. Kya kar rahe ho?? Om asks him seeing him sit sadly ( Hey champ!!! I'm sorry I was caught up in work so couldn't come earlier. What are you upto my boy?)
Koi mere saath khelta nhn hai. Sab apne apne kaam pe busy hain... Rayan says pouting ( There is nobody who I can play with! Everyone is nusy in their own life)
Aisa nhn hai champ! Sab tumse pyaar karte hain...Aur tumahre papa hain na; mujhe btao ki aisa kya hogya aaj jo mera champ aise udaas hai?? Om asks him ( You are overthinking my boy!! Everyone adores you and you have your father by your side. Com'on tell me what made my boy so sulken today)
Rayan tells him how sid took omira in the afternoon and then how gauri headed out in tension...Worry and tension creep in om's mind listening to rayan... Feeling something wrong with the way everything is happening; he quickly dials up bhavya asking her to track gauri's phone without getting noticed...On getting the required information; om is sure of something wrong... Dread plagues him with the feeling of losing his wife and daughter...
Putting rayan under alka's care omkara leaves after pecking him... He quickly reaches the location where gauri's phone was traced...
At an unscheduled place;
Om gets out of his car and runs his feet off at a pace he didn't know he possessed.. He runs off to find his wife and his daughter...Climbing up 3 floors of this dusty floor leaves him huffing but the scene that he sees infron of him just sweeps him off his feet...
He is unable to move when he his daughter tied up with ropes like an animal; his disheavelled wife arguing with a man who his brain recognizes as SID...
Main tumse shaadi nhn kar sakti sid; he hears gauri tell sid ( I can't marry you)
Ri tum agar omira ko bachaana chahti ho toh tumhe mujhse shaadi karni hogi; bahut pyaar karta hoon main tumse...sid tells her in fury... ( ri you have to if you want to save omira; I love you a lot)
Sid please meri baat maano; main shaadi aur pyaar main vishwaas nhn rakhti hoon...please meri bachi ho chod do. Omira toh tumhari princess hai na sid; fer kyun tum uske saath aisa kar rahe ho.. Dekho na wo kitne dard main hai sid; meri bachi takleef main hai sid... gauri begs him.. ( Sid please listen to me; I don't believe in marriage and love. Please spare my child! Omira is your princess sid then why are you behaving so cruel with her...Just look at how scared she is; My child is in pain sid)
Blood boils in om's artries and veins seeing his wife begging sid for their daughter's saftey' seeing sid declare his love for his wife... Fisting his hands he takes large strides towards him
Ri Omira meri princess hai par abhi wo he ek zariya hai jo mujhe madad karegi...please ri mujhe bura banne pe majboor mat karo...Main nhn banna chahta hoon bura. Meri baat maan lo...Sid tells her...Thud!! A punch on his face.. ( Ri; omira is my princess but she is also the only one who can help me. Please ri don't force me to become bad. I don't want to be atrocious)
Gauri is shocked to see omkara...Papa omira calls out to him scared...
He runs off to his daughter and comforts her...
Making sure his daughter is fine; he again gets back to sid; pulling him from his collar he makes him stand...
Himmat kaise hui tumhari!! Kaise hui himmat meri beti aur beewi ke saath aisa sulook karne ki?? Om shouts raging And punches him... ( how dare you?? How dare you behave like this with my wife and daughter)
Aap hatiye yahaann se; hum baat kar rahe hain na?? gauri shouts at om ( Get away from here; I am talking)
Chup raho gauri! bahut hogya tumhara. Dikh nhn raha hai ki kya haal kiya hai is aadmi ne humari beti ka; tumahra aur tum keh rahi ho chup raho...om shouts at her making her clutch her sides in tremble... ( keep quiet gauri! Enough of your non sense. Can't you see what he has done to our daughter; yours...and you are telling me to keep quiet!)
Tum kuch nhn kar sakte omkara! Gauri tumhari biwi thi par tumne uski kabhi izzat nhn ki; ab wo nhn hai tumhari biwi. Pyaar karta hoon main ri se; aur main usse shaadi karke rahunga...Sid declares ( you can't do anything omkara. Gauri was your wife but you never respected her and now she is nomore your wife. I love ri and I will marry her)
Sapne main bhi mat sochna ki tum omkara singh oberoi is biwi se shaadi kaloge. Gauri meri biwi thi; meri hai aur meri he rahegi... Om tells him punching his face... Mere ilaawa kisi aur ki jagah nhn hai gauri ki zindagi main aur dil main...om adds ( Not even in your dreams. You can never get married to Omkara singh oberoi's wife. Gauri was, is and will forever be my wife! Nobody but I reside in her heart; her soul and in her mind)
Hhaahhaha!! Sid laughs like a maniac! Itna yakeen? Wah omkara omkara wah!!! GAuri mere saath pichle 5 saal akele rehti thi...Sid tells him laughing like a possessed man and punches him back getting out of his hold... ( Blind faith??? Wow omkara wow! GAuri was living with me for the past 5 years)
Aur jab ek aurat aur aadami akele rehte hain toh ...samjh lo ki kya kya ho sakta hai un dono ke beech main...sid tells them filthily... ( and you can understand very well when a man and a woman live together)
Sid!! Yeh kya bakwaas kar rahe ho tum? Tum yeh jaante ho ki humaare beech aisa koi sambandh nhn the gauri tells him in tears; tears of being betrayed by her best friend ( sid! What non sense are you saying. You very well know that we have never had any such thing between us)
Gauri! jaan main jaanta hoon ki tum nhn chahti thi ki yeh baat bahar aaye par gauri main majboor hoon meri jaan...Sid says caressing gauri's face disgusting her... ( gauri! my love I know you didn't want this to come out but I can't help it now)
Kehna kya chahte ho tum?? Saaf saaf kaho; om tells him separating him from his wife... ( What do you want to say; say clearly)
Kehna nhn kuch dikhaana chahta hoon!! Sid tells him in amusement... and shows some intimate pictures of gauri and him in bed under the covers... ( Not say; I would rather show you! )
Gauri just thumps down on the floor seeing her pictures...
Color drains from omkara's face seeing the pictures... He feels like his oxygen has been stopped; Tears blur his vision...
Gauri's POV
Nhn omkaraji ! humara yakeen maaniye humne aisa kuch nhn kiya hai! Humara sharer; humari rooh sirf aapki hai omkaraji. Hum kisi aur mard ke baare main aise soch bhi nhn sakte hain.. Please humpe bharosa kijiye; Humare charitar par ungli mat uthayega yeh tasweerein dekh ke...Apni dil ki baat suniye omkaraji wo he aapko btayeg aki aapki gauri yeh kar sakti hai ya nhn.
( No omkaraji! Trust me I haven't done any such thing. My body and soul belong to you; only you omkaraji. Never can I ever think about any other man that way. Please trust me; please don't accuse my character seeing these pictures. Please listen to your heart and it will tell you what your gauri is worthy off)
One look at gauri is all he does before beating the life out of side...
Throwing him on the floor with blood coming out of his face. Kya laga tha tumhe ??? ki tum mujhe do chaar tasweerein dikha doge aur main yakeen kar loonga ki tum aur gauri...! hargiz nhn. Mujhe poora vishwaas hai apni gauri pe... GAuri looks up at him hearing her omkaraji speak for her; Her omkaraji not judging her... Meri gauri aisa kabhi kar he nhn sakti. Chahe bhagwaan khud kyun na aake mujhse kahe ki meri gauri ne mujhse bewaafayi ki main tab bhi na maanu ki meri gauri kuch galat kar sakti hai toh tum toh fer bhi insaan ho; ek ghatiya insaan jisse apni dost ke saath aisa karne main sharam nhn aayi. Meri gauri sirf aur sirf wafa karna jaanti hai! Aur usne mujhse wafa he ki hai. Aur aise tasweerein aajkal photoshop karke bnwaana koi mushkil baat nhn hai... ( What did you think?? That you will make me believe of gauri's infedility by showing me such morphed pictures. Never!! I trust MY GAURI. My gauri isn't capable of such things. I won't even agree if god himself ascends down to tell me about gauri being treacherous and you are a mere human; a filthy human who is capable of deceiving his friend. My gauri only knows devotion and she is devoted to me.)
Giving him one last punch he goes towards gauri who is crying inconsolably.. Gauri kuch bolo?? Om tells her shaking her ( gauri speak up!!)
Kyun?? Kyun kiya sid ne aisa humaare saath! Gauri asks him... ( why?? Why did sid do this with me)
Om hugs her and lets her cry... Shh!! Gauri kuch nhn hua hai. Main nhn maanta ki tum aisa koi kaam kar sakti ho.. mujhe poora bharosa hai apni gauri pe.! Iss sid ko main nhn chodunga; abhi police aati hogi... (Gauri it's all under control; I don't agree to any of this. I have complete faith in my gauri...I won't leave this sid)
Seeing the police come and om telling them to arrest sid; she breaks out of the hug goes towards sid...Sid tumhe humne apna sabse acha dost maana tha. Fer kyun tumne kiya yeh sab. Kya mila tumhe yeh sab karke? She asks him making him stand ( sid We were best friends then why did you do have to do this??)
Ri main tumse pyaar karta hoon; bahut zaada pyaar! Pta nhn kab kaise kahaan bas hogya mujhe tumse pyaar. Main jaanta hoon ki tum pyaar main bharosa nhn karti par gauri kaise samjhaata main apne iss dil ko?? He asks her ( Ri I love you; I love you too much! I don't know when, where and how but I just love you. I am aware of your thoughts about love but I couldn't explain my heart which had fallen for you)
Kya tum subeh jiss ladki ke baare main baat kar rahe the wo hum the?? She asks curiously...And seeing him nod just closes her eyes...( Was it I about who you were speaking about in the morning)
Sid! Kya mila tumhe humari izzat uchaal ke?? She asks him wanting her answers ( sid what did you get insulting me like that; get fingers raised on my character)
Kuch aisa jo shayad kabhi nhn milta mujhe...Par jo mila hai main bahut khush hoon ri sid tells her leaving om and her confused...( Something that I wouldn't have got otherwise; But I am very happy with what I have got)
I'm sorry sid! Hum tumse kya kisi se bhi pyaar nhn kar sakte. Humari kismat main pyaar nhn hai...Par aaj jo tumne kiya na uske baad hume lagta hai ki dosti bhi nhn hai humari kismat main; tumne hume kisi par bharosa karne laayak nhn choda She tells him hurt ( Sid it's just not you who I can't love... The truth is I can't love anybody.. I don't have love in my fate. But today I feel like even friendship is off my league!! You haven't left me worthy of trusting anybody sid)
Getting a gesture from omkara; sid is taken away by the police...
Sid smiles and goes away...
Sid' pov
Gauri!! bahut dukh hai mujhe tumhare saath aisa karte hue par kya karta main? Tumne he toh kaha tha apne pyaar ko khushi dena he asli pyaar hai toh mujhe aur koi tareeka nhn soojha tumhe khushi dene ka. Tumhari khushi; tumhari zindgai aur tumahra pyaar sab omkara hai. Aur aaj maine job hi kiya wo bas issiliye taakin main dekh sakoon ki omkara tumhari tasweerein dekh ke kaise react karta hai! Main khush hoon dekh ke ki wo bhi tumse waise he pyaar karta hai jaise tum karti ho. Wo tumpe waise he bharosa karta hai jaise tum uspe karti ho... Gauri I hope aaj usse tumhare liye khada hote dekh; tumpe bharosa karte dekh tum usse ek mauka de do...Mera sacrifice waste mat jaane dena ri..please! Bahut himmat juta ke apne pyaar ko dafanaya hai maine sirf tumahre liye ri! Sir tumhare liye!
( GAuri!! I feel miserable for doing this to you but what could I have done? You were the one who told me what love means and I did exactly what you told me ri. I couldn't think of any other of giving you your happiness back. You happiness; you life and you love is omkara. And whatever I did today was just to ensure that omkara is worthy of you. And I am happy to see that he loves and trusts you the way you love and trust him.. Gauri I pray that you give him a chance seeing him stand up and credence you...Please don't let my sacrifice in vain..It took me a lot of guts to look beyond my own love for you... But I did for you ri! Only for you)
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