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Today's episode
Like you all said I am still not able to come out of it... sill numb too numb and still moist
but in all that what I felt most irritated was about Kasturi
She disappointed not as a mother but as a human being
Yes every mother loves her daughter and do not want her to endure pain
But what sort of a mother is she who pledged her unborn for the dead! (I know i sound rude but couldnot help control my anger)
The mother who at the drop of the hat curse the daughters both and in specific Chakor especially during the first bride swap, Bhuka infact did antim kriya for Chakor and again during the Benaras track, she considered her dead, I sometimes realise does she knows what love is what is true love what is human love and what is divine love and what is the most highest SUKOR LOVE IS... for I keep SUKOR love as a separate love...
the most serene love, the love above all, the eternity
She has not realised that Sukor just donot love each other they live each other in each other's soul.
Suraj I know if I start writing i will loose but this guy eversince he loved her daughter has forgotten about himself, was cruelly separated, is cruelly made to forget himself and inspite of knowing the trauma the unbearable torture he is undergoing mentally and psychologically she blames that he has forgotten her
she knows that her pyaari shamless wretched moraleless, inhuman daughter was the main reason for this catastrophe on him and she was willing to go to have lunch with her few days ago but unable to feel for the poor soul who is soul-less wandering... who has lost his love, forgotten his love, lost his dream the child which he craved for, lost his father, no idea whether the mother who was the other soul concerned about him is alive or dead , also lost his brother and also the child partner has also not understood him.
Kasturi in fact hate you for saying Chakor to forget him... saying he is Imli's Bandhuva.
Chakor, the pure soul who just is lingering for her safe abode who is completely shaken for her world is in front of her, shaken beaten brutally for she know if he had been in his senses not a scratch would be on her has indeed need to support him mentally, psychologically and physically and kasturi you not have that humanity to support her to support him
Yes how can I expect that from you as you could not save your own self, If I were to ask Kasturi... if Chakor had forgotten Suraj and has forgotten herself and if Suraj (he will never do it even in my dreams) was to leave Chakor will you be able to forgive him.
and when she said that Suraj is dea... I wanted to get up and hit her but as I was emotionally down after seeing my adories i could not move
Loved Chakor the way she shut her mother, gave her back, Yes she has lost everything but not her love... for her love is the only constant...
Suraj is, was and always will be Chakor's Husband, life, world.
Kasturi I donot respect you as a mother for you had many a times failed, now I donot respect you as a human being too but only thing I could respect is that You have fortunately given birth to a gem the Chakor who has her identity of only Suraj and for that I just allow you to stay on this earth.
sorry girls please pardon me for being harsh as I am never but today Kasturi really rubbed me on the wrong side.
Udne Ki Aasha
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