Part 38Roli POV:
I felt much relieved when he finally left from here...
OMG.. its very difficult to act different when i have so much of love towards him...
It was very difficult task to introduce him as Uncle to our son...
But what to do.. i dont want our son to feel hurt later...
That is why i made my mind and told so...
I know he was hurt because of that...
Also he tried to talk to me after that...
But i avoided him giving reason of the baby...
Yes.. we cant talk anyway in front of baby...
But if i wanted.. i might have sent him for a while to play so that we can talk...
which i didn't do as its difficult for me to deny him when looking into his eyes...
Whatever... he left finally.. hope he leave this place & go soon...
I took deep breathe and continued cooking...
I need to get ready for office as well...
I finished cooking and packed Roshan's lunch box...
Also packed mine and we both had breakfast lightly...
I packed changing dress for our son & took my bag...
I hold Roshan hands and went to next house...
I dropped Roshan there as usual and continued towards office...
I got some mails to be sent today morning...
I was preparing the list of works to be done inside my mind as i walk towards office...
As soon as i reached office i switch on the PC and started sending the messages...
In a while... i completed all my urgent works which i listed to be done...
I took deep breathe and drink some water to relax myself...
As soon as my mind got relaxed... my mind got engaged...
Engaged with his thoughts... His touch.. his hug.. his kisses...
All these days went without all these distractions though it was difficult in earlier days of arriving here...
Later when i came to know about my pregnancy.. i decided to concentrate on my baby instead of taking any sort of tensions...
WIth that as i joined for this job as well.. the days went very fast.. learning the work and handling the pregnancy...
After child birth... All these years.. i was fully into taking care of our child...
But now.. after i meet him..All his thoughts.. all his love.. all his longing came back inside me...
that too after whatever we did yesterday night... Its going to be more difficult till i come out of all those...
I was not suppose to allow that.. i was not suppose to let him to stay itself...
But what i can do.. i was worried when he was talking about child...
I already lost my love.. but i cant afford losing our son...
He is the symbol of our love.. he is the grip of my life...
Even the thought of losing our son bring tears on my eyes...
Wait.. wait... since when i started addressing Roshan as our Son...
Of course he is our son.. but all these years i used to think him as my son & never as our son...
But where can i even deny the rights & love he has over his son...
Yesterday when he hug Roshan.. that too with tears... OMG.. i cant see you in tears Prince...
All these series of thoughts which was haunting my mind got disturbed...
Yes.. disturbed by the call in the telephone...
I looked at the caller id and found its from Boss...
Normally when he calls like this.. i prefer to go inside and ask instead of asking in the phone itself...
He is just in the distance of few feet.. why should i talk in phone...
Instead if i go inside.. i can ask him what he wants and do the work...
I took the notepad and pen if required to take any notes...
Then started moving towards his cabin...
Now i got that doubt... yes.. my boss used to come after i reach office...
But today after i reach office.. i didn't see him coming...
Or did i missed to see him coming as i was lost in all those thoughts...
OMG.. i didn't even wish him in the morning...
I made mental note to wish him entering his room and opened the knob...
'Good morning Sir...' i greet and entered inside the cabin...
But my eyes.. my thoughts.. my mind... my heart.. my body.. everything froze...
Did i started day dreaming because of all his thoughts...
I blink my eyes few times to clear my vision...
But NO.. its not day dream.. Its My Prince who is in front of me...
'Good morning Roli...' he greet me in return...
'You.. here...' i asked in all shock & surprise...
Edited by banuprasa - 7 years ago
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