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Sandcastles are meant to be washed away,
As a gust of wind greets it remotely
And that's how fragile human emotions are,
Perhaps more vulnerable than even what a glass could have been.
When it shatters into a million pieces,
Can it ever be restored to what it was before?
Why did I let you come close after all?
Should have known that the sea can never truly unite with the shore.
You believed everyone but me,
Even an abomination from your past
Yet, I was the one you always put,
..Under the judgment radar.
And today I lie confined,
within these four walls,
My own past flashing before me once again,
And I struggle to still stand tall.
It echoes intricately,
From 16 years back..
A betrayal from my own father,
Today it resurfaced once again and cities fell like shacks.
Just that this time,
The pain is a tad bit more.
For I lost whatever was remaining of me,
And I could hear only a vengeance in me roar.
So here I lie,
Living a life I didn't sign up for
Betrayed by my own,
But once again I shall soar
For if I am confined,
For a sin I never committed,
I might as well commit it now,
And I don't care if I am hated.
For hate is a small word,
It is the breach of trust that haunts,
As I leave behind everything I was,
The real sinner shall be dragged by the hellhounds.
-Avni Ayesha
Just a flow of thoughts that came to me, by that one liner posted by the NK producer: ''I don't mind being hated. Hate being misunderstood.''
Also, this is just my POV on what might be going on inside Avni's head after being in the prison for 6 months. We all know the mindset of Neil/Neela/The Khannas/Vidyut, but it is Avni's mind that's a mystery now. So, thought to put up my two cents on it.😊
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