Girls , I am really really sorry but deeply pained to write this post..
Just wanted to share. I accept my apology Rabia as you were right about Chakor.
As said earlier, I did not watch any of the episodes after the godbhari after the beautiful flying kiss of Suraj.
I am just going through the written updates, all your shares, posts of yesterday and also today morning the rage in the social media and few of the gruesome photos of yesterdays episode. I was cold, frozen and numb.
I myself did submit a complaint form to the Broadcasting council about the cruelty shown to a pregnant women.
Chakor...
I felt your pain, your agony, the gruesomeness you were put through ...
Chakor, I am sure every human being, every women in specific, every mother will stand by you, empathise you, sympathise you and I will also be the first to lead that group but...
But Chakor with so much of tears, I sympathise you but I AM JUST UNABLE TO FORGIVE YOU, FOR ONCE I FELT YOU WERE WRONG!
Chakor, I felt as a women the pain, the gruesomeness which is beyond describable limits of a fellow human being inflicted on you and the unborn within you. The small pearl within you given by the best oyster was put to brutal assassination by the most gruesome creation of the world and this was lead by whom... YOU, Can you forgive yourself in your life., NO YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO.
I infact supported you that you are jagatmata and that when you went with your pearl inside you to free Paakhi, but, why did not you realise that the the most appalled creator has been always wanting to kill you and he has done that inspite of knowing that he tried to poison you when you went to Haveli.
Why did your brain give in to your traitor sister the next appalled creation when she said that KN will not harm your child as it is his grandchild... but he tried to harm you by posioning your kheer knowing you are pregnant!!!
What explanation will you give to your self to have put through the little life through the most most gruesome act of being killed, rather butchered...
Yes you wanted to save the child but what have you done to your child, like Paakhi's father in my sense is the most irresponsible father on earth as he holds his wife's hand and cries and wait for an pregnant women who is always been tried to be killed by that monster , I felt you were no less responsible that him.
I did support you when you asked Suraj whether he would accept you with your flaws (the jagatmata mode) but never I realised your love of that role will flaw you to thaw your unborn. You invited the brutality on your little life.
Will you be able to forgive yourself!
You broke everything!
Suraj always had the ESP (Extra Sensual Power), I feel when it comes to you being it the warning he gave about the simple thing that Ajay will propose you... it did happen
He did warn you when it was drastic that you can play with death anytime but not with life even once as the story will end once for all... true enough you were brutally stabbed...
And even during the godhbharai his Power did warn you not to do any heroism and specifically with Kamalnarayan and made you to promise him too and here it did happen what he feared the worst!
You have broken
The trust... he had(your husband - the most lovable person on earth who had no inhibition to bow himself to you)
The axis... as I always felt Suraj was the tilted axis where Chakor the earth, his universe spins around, you have broken that axis...
You broke his life, his world, his dream as he was the most unambitious guy and all he dreamed of was his child, his bundle, his pearl which he wants to hold in his arms, nurture the good culture, upbringing ...he just made himself invisible at the thought that you along with his life is at a devils den... And he was there to protect you albeit your warning of his life's gravity... you broke everything, by breaking the promise...
For you Suraj is part of your world but for Suraj you are his world and you just broke that completely!!
Can you forgive yourself...
Chakor with pained heart I say
You donot deserve that beautiful Pearl
You donot deserve that diamond
You donot deserve that gemstone
You just donot deserve the Sun, the Lion
You donot deserve that Ek number ka single piece.
Suraj...I know your beast will come out for what I say... For once please leave her.
Please dude just forget her
She is not fit to be in your abode
I will be happy that your memory is lost and you live in your peaceful world.
But for the first time I feel Chakor must go through that love pain of getting him back.
I am extremely sorry girls I have got completely disconnected and shall get back when things get better!
Disclaimer: I am really really sorry to write this post against Chakor but I just could not stop myself tearing
