Raman picked ishita in his arms and took her to the bed. He placed her gently on the bed and settled himself on her. She opened her arms for him and he came closer to her. He wrapped his arms around her and took her lips in his and start kissing her. She too slide her fingers in his and start kissing him back with equal flavour. They were kissing each other slowly and gently while his hands went inside her kurti. She moaned in pleasure and pulled him more to herself. Raman broke the kiss and lovingly pecked her temple. He cupped her face in his palm and kissed her eyes, then nose ,he pecked her lips and start going down. Ishita closed her eyes feeling contented and start caressing his back encouraging him to go ahead. Raman take off her kurti and kissed her navel. She stopped her breath feeling his touch. He start dropping open mouth kisses on her waist coming up while she start breathing heavily under his touch. He came parallel to her and she kissed his temple cupping his face. He closed his eyes feeling her touch. She took him to her neckline and he start biting her neckline hungrily. She moaned in pain and he start soothing the bites making her moan in pleasure. He start chewing her jawline and neckline slowly making her go senseless. He entwined his fingers in hers and start kissing her bosoms. She hold his hand more tightly and he start dropping open mouth wet kisses on her bosoms. She moaned and hold him tight releasing her hand from him. She hugged him tight while he was busy in biting and chewing her orbs. He hold her undercloth and opened it in a jiffy and within seconds she was all naked in front of him. She too removed his shirt and soon both were busy in exploring each other all naked ,after loving each other for long, he finally entered into her breaking her virginity while she poked her nails in him feeling pain. He hugged her tight and waited for sometime, then both rocked in sync.at last he fell on her feeling contented while she just wrapped her arms around him. Both were laying together, neither sleeping nor talking just feeling other's presence.
Ishita was just caressing his hair while he slept hugging her tight. She kissed his temple and closed her eyes to get some sleep. Soon she was also sleeping hugging him tight.
Later in night, Raman got up feeling thirsty. He went to the kitchen and had water. Then he came back and settled next to her again. He tucked her hair behind her ear and saw her face. She was looking just so beautiful and innocent all drenched in his colour. He remembered how she always supported him and how he insulted her but still she loved him and today gave herself to him. He bend and softly pecked her temple while she just snuggle more into him taking his warmth.
Raman took her hand in his and said -i don't know when I became so lucky to have u, I am really sorry for all my mistakes ishita. I know u love me alot and u have forgiven me, but I really want to apologise to u for my wrong deeds and not only apologise I want to confess my love for u. I love u alot ishita and is waiting eagerly for the day I get fine, so that I can confess my love to u in a grand way .mujhe pata hai agar main aaj kahunga toh bhi tum mujhe mana nahi karogi but I want to became the same old rkb before confessing my love, taaki tum samajh pao that I am not loving u coz I don't have anyone but because all I need is u. He said and slept again hugging her tight.
Next morning, ishita got up feeling sunrays falling on her face. She opened her eyes tried to stretch her hands but couldn't due to someone's weight on her hand. She looked at the direction and saw raman sleeping all over her. She smiled seeing him next to her and their passionate encounter came infront of her eyes. She was feeling contented feeling his love.
Ishita -mujhe nahi pata main aapki mohabbat hoon yaa zarurat. Par joh bhi hai, Ek baat sach hai that I love u alot to let u leave in pain. I will be with u till I didn't take u out of this pain. She said caressing his hair while he stir in his sleep and slept again.
Ishita was lost in admiring him when her phone rang.
She turned and picked the phone seeing her mother's number.
Ishita -hello amma Aap itni subah. Kuch baat hai kya.
Amma -haan ishu,i couldn't sleep whole night. Every time I thought to sleep all I think was u, I can't live in this stress so I have decided, tumhari aur adiraaj ki engagement next week hogi .she was saying when ishita said -i can't marry anyone else amma, I love Raman. she said calmly making amma shocked.
Amma -kya, kya kaha tumne.
Ishita -wahin joh aapne suna, I can't marry anyone else. I love Raman. Main bahut pyaar karti hoon raman se.
Amma -tumhara dimaag kharab ho gaya hai kya.
Ishita -nahi, bahut soch samajh kar keh rahi hoon. I love him aur raman ki jagah kisi ko nahi de sakti apni zindagi mein. She said determined.
Amma -aur raman, kya woh pyaar karta hai tujhse.
Ishita -mujhe nahi pata aur mujhe koi fark bhi nahi padhta. She said looking at the sleeping form of raman. She got up from the bed and went out wearing her night gown.
Amma-tu sach pagal ho gayi hai, tujhe samajh mein nahi aa raha tu kya bol rahi hai kanna. Bhool jaa raman ko adiraaj se shaadi kar le. Aise ladke baar baar nahi milte.
Ishita -amma, Aap samajh kyun nahi rahi. I can't marry anyone else.
Amma -toh kya zindagi bhar akeli rahegi. Aaj raman tere paas hai kyunki tu uski doctor hai, uski zarurat hai par kal jab woh thik ho jayega, tujhe phir akela chod dega. Phir soch tera kya hoga.
Ishita -i don't know amma, all I know is that I love Raman. Main kisi aur se pyaar nahi kar paaungi. Aur adiraaj se shaadi karke uski zindagi barbaad karne se achcja hai ki main akeli rahun. Please don't force me for marriage.
Amma-iss tarah akele rehna, akele pyaar nibhana aasaan nahi hota kanna.aisa ek tarfa pyaar asaan nahi hota.
Ishita -mera pyaar ek tarfa jarur hai par meri kamzori nahi hai. Yeh meri taaqat hai. Aur kaun kehta hai hamesha pyaar ke badle pyaar ho milna chahiye, yeh pyaar hai amma koi sauda nahi joh main tarazu mein taul kar karun.
Amma-i don't know why u again let urself fall for him.
Ishita -its not again amma, mera pyaar raman ke liye kabhi khatam ho nahi hua tha. It was always there.
Amma -par kanna,
Ishita -please amma, don't force me. I know u love me alot aur Aap mujhe takleef mein nahi dekh sakti but shayad murugan ne meri zindagi mein yahin likha hai. I don't want to be like this but I can't change it either. I will be thankful if in place of fircing me, u will support me.
Amma -kaise karun support kanna. I am ur mother, tujhe khushitan chod kar gham chunte hue kaise support karun. She said in a broken voice.
Ishita -please amma, mujhe kamzor mat banaiye. I want u to be my strength. Please accept my request, don't force me to marry someone else. Mujhse nahi hoga.
Amma-i knew it, I always knew it. That u will do like this only. Mujhe pata tha tu kabhi kisi aur se shaadi nahi karegi. Kyunki tu uss raman se pyaar karti hai. Kyun murugan kyun, why u r doing this to my daughter. Kyun usse aise pathardil insaan se pyaar karwaya who will never love him back. She said crying, hearing which ishita too cried and finally both hung the call not able to talk anymore.
Ishita went to washroom and cried sitting under the shower as she knows well that whatever happened between her and raman was just momentary and he will never feel the way she feels for him.
She cried for long and then wiped her tears.
Ishita -dont cry ishita, it was ur decision to give urself to him and now u can't regret over it. No I am not regretting it. It's the most beautiful thing happened with me, it's just I won't be able to go away from him after coming so near to him. But he don't loves u, he never said. Yesterday also he told me that he needs me not loves me. So u stop crying making him regret the last night. Its not his fault that he never fall in love with u, it's just destiny that we r not meant to be together. She said and wiped her tears and got up to get ready for the day.
After an hour and so, Raman got up only to see himself all alone in the bed. He looked around searching for ishita and finally came out of the room wearing his clothes only to see her all ready for the day wearing purple salwar suit. Her hair was tied in half clutch while she was pouring tea in two cups. Seeing Raman she said -good morning, I was about to wake u up. have ur tea and get ready for today, aaj tumhari Ek aur surgery honi hai. She said ever so casually like nothing happened between them.
Raman looked at her and said -ishita, don't u think we need to talk.
Ishita -nahi, why u think so. I know u must be thinking that now I will try to claim u. Will try to force myself on u but trust me aisa kuch nahi hoga raman. She said making raman confuse.
Ishita -kal raat ko joh bhi hamare beech hua that was not ur fault. It was me who wanted this, kyunki main tumse pyaar karti thi and can't leave u in pain. Uske liye tumhe bura feel karne ki zarurat nahi. Yeh sochne ki bilkul zarurat nahi that now I will bind u with me. Kyunki aisa kuch nahi hoga. Mera pyaar meri problem hai. Main tumhe kabhi majbur nahi karungi usse accept karne ke liye. She said making raman look at her.
Raman -no ishita, it's not like that, aisa kuch nahi hai. Actually main toh, he was saying when ishita's phone rang. She picked it and said -i am coming. Saying so she hung the call and said -we have to go, tumhare operation ki preparation ho chuki hai. She said going to her room.
Raman -but ishita listen to me once, he said but ishita closed the door.
Raman punched in the air in frustration and said -shit man, now she don't want to hear me or believe me. Kaise samjhaun usse that I love her. I truly do. He said and went to his room.
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