Chapter 34
His heart said : you love her that's why you can't see her scared from you or uncomfortable in your company that is making you feel guilty nothing else that's why I am saying you to drop your plan and let her live in Peace you know I was happy to see her after such a long time but seeing her scared and uncomfortable Hurt me.
His Mind said :don't listen to your him he is emotional fool you just focus on your plan and get her by hook or by crook okay I was so happy after seeing the effect I have on her it was awesome I love that and for one minute when she was in my arms that feeling can't describe in words after such a long time I touch her it was wonderful having her uff and I can't wait to have her again so just focus on your plan okay.
His heart said : no no no drop your plan it will take you nowhere I love her and the person whom we love never want to see them scared of us Please drop your plan.
Jalal said : shut up you both I am not going to listen anyone of you I am going to do what I want and no one make me stop from doing that.
(after sometime thinking so much he go back to Dinning area but no one was there so he goes to his room and saw Ajay is waiting for him there so he goes to him).
Ajay said : you back I was waiting for you what happen are you fine is there something wrong tell me Buddy I will help you.
Jalal said : I don't know what is happening with me I am tired of this fight with my heart and Mind I love her I want her I want to spend my life with her but I want love from her for me to I want her that she to want to spend her life with me I need her but I want her that she need me to I want to share my success with her but I want her that she share her sorrows with me to but it is not happening just one look and she get scared of me just a mere touch of mine and she started shivering I know I did wrong but don't I deserve second chance is there no future with her for me there is no forgiveness for my sin will she never forgive me will she never love me like I do why why one criminal to get second chance but why I can't tell me Dude why I can't you don't trust me you help me you help my family but don't trust me and I know I didn't do anything to make you trust on me but it is truth Dude that I love her so much and I can't live without her I will die if I didn't get her in my life Dude I always listen my Mind and it is true I was just acting that I am change But my love is not fake I I really want her with me I listen what my mind said me to do and I get success what I wanted I killed those criminals who hurt My family after that I get free from law I have my family support with me now I have you back in My life but today I am unable to listen to my Mind just seeing her scared of me make me feel guilty My heart is hurt to see her scared for me but I don't know what to do.
(saying all this Jalal break down front of Ajay and cried his heart out and seeing him like this Ajay to get teary but listening his words Ajay get surprise to that how come he told everything to him it is his Acting or he is really feeling guilty but he saw truth and honesty in his eyes and he understood that today he is unable to obey his mind and Heart and he need one push so that he could make right decision so he in calm voice).
Ajay said : don't worry everything will be fine but I would like to say one thing it is matter of heart so deal with heart only do what your heart said and you will get everything and just don't think about your wish think about her to remember for getting love or respect from others you have to give respect and love to others so same with her to if you will understand her she will understand you if you will respect her emotion she will respect your emotion to and for that you have to stop hurting or scaring her and I am sure with time she will understand your love or maybe fall for you to but for that you have to really change yourself okay now I think you will able to understand what you have to do and Buddy I can only suggest you but it's your life and you have to take decision so be careful because if you did mistake then you will never get her fore sure now her I brought food for you eat it and take rest.
Jalal said : fine I will try but I am not sure I will able to obey my heart or not but I want her with me no matter how.
Ajay said : in that case I am not sure that you will get her or not because I will not let you force her for sure but in other way you have choice listen your heart and be happy with her and listen your mind forget about her and this is not advice it is warning my friend because if you are my friend then she is My sister get that straight in your little head good night.
(saying this Ajay left to his room leaving thoughtful Jalal behind who and after entering his room he get surprise to see Jodha sleeping in his bed peacefully so he without making noise close the door and goes to bathroom and change in night suit then come out and goes to her cover her with blanket then sit besides her and caressed her head lovingly and smiled at her and thought just because Jalal is here you cant able to sleep alone and come here it make sense that how much scared you are from him and I pity you Jalal that you will have to do lot of hard work to make her fall for you and it will have so much fun to see your action but today for the first time i was feeling bad for you I know you love her so much but as a friend to I am not going to help you because I am selfish for my Angel and for that I am sorry my friend because more then you I want her to be happy well now it's all depend on you that how you are going to make her fall for her by using your mind or heart thinking this he slept besides her caressing her head).
( the morning Ajay woke up first saw Jodha sleeping so he kissed her on forehead then without disturbing her goes to freshen up after 15 minutes he come out getting ready and again goes to window side and keep the curtain left side and because of that whole room filled with sun light and after that he goes to her and very softly patted her cheek and in soft voice).
Ajay said : hey Sunshine wake up it's morning now wake up and let's have breakfast now come on wake up Angel.
(after few minutes she woke up and saw him).
Jodha said : good morning Bhai you here.
Ajay Said : good Morning Angel yes I am here because you slept here in night in my room now get up and goes to freshen up then we will have dinner together.
Jodha said : yes actually I was scared yesterday because of him and can't able to sleep alone in my Room so come here did I disturb Bhai.
Ajay said : no Angel in fact it's okay with me but now I want you to stay strong and face your fear from four months you are living in fear and it have to be stop now it's time you show him that you are strong it's time to show everyone that Ajay Singhaniya's sister is not Weak show him that he can't force you as he want you have to be strong and in this we are here I promise I will not let him hurt you and trust me on that stop getting scared of him just think you have me Veer Priya Ritu with you and we all care for you and what about those people who have no one to support them make yourself strong enough to show the world that Girls are not weak okay.
(listening him she get confident and in determine voice).
Jodha said : I promise I will not get scared of him I will show him that he can't force me I promise I will make you proud on me Bhai I promise now he will see the fighter in me and he will now regret to even lay his eye on me it's promise Bhai.
Ajay said : that's like My Angel now go and get freshen up then we will have breakfast.
(listening him She goes to freshen up and other side Ajay thought poor Jalal now you will see what Jodha really is you saw her as innocent and smart Jodha but now you will see her devil side and it will be more fun to see your situation now after ten minutes Jodha come out after getting ready Both goes to downstairs where everyone were waiting for them in Dinning Area they goes to them and sit on there usual chair Jodha ignore jalal and his family but Both wished everyone good morning and started having there breakfast).
Jodha said : now we can join hospital back right Bhai .
Ajay said : no you all are going to make arrangement for my wedding and for that I already give you both leave.
Ritu said : in fact it's long time we didn't spend time with each other so let's enjoy these holidays what say.
Jodha said : good idea let's go to watch movie.
Priya said : no no let's go to have shopping.
Veer said : no let's go to fun fair.
Kabir said : I think we should go to some night club for party.
Ajay said : shut up everyone I am cursing my self why I given you all leave i mean just look how you all are planning to enjoy for heaven sake you all just come here take rest for some days then plan to go some where.
Jodha said : but we take rest on night right we want to go for movie.
Priya said : yes I want to do shopping and don't you dare to make excuse Monkey.
Veer said : yes we want to please agree with us Dude.
Ajay said : no mean's no.
Ritu said : but why not we are just talking of having some fun what's wrong in that will not you let us enjoy.
Ajay said : fine first we will watch movie then go to fun fair then for shopping after that night club okay.
Jodha said : you are change Bhai just one time Ritu said and you agree with our plan.
Priya said : come on Jodha didn't you heard after marriage boys get change.
Veer said : but he is not married yet.
Kabir said : so what he is going to get married not is it.
Ajay said : do you want to loose your Job Kabir and you all want to enjoy or I change my decision.
(listening him everyone nodded there head in no but seeing his smile everyone started laughing there heart out but in all this they for get that they have audience to I mean Jalal and his Family who were looking at them with open mouth seeing there joyful mood and teasing nature Jalal was so happy to see her smiling he to smiled like fool looking at her and thought I made my Decision baby girl I will do what My heart say no matter how much I have to wait I will do everything to make you forgive me at least if you will not love me then I can make you my friend right now I will show you my real side which I was before becoming gangster I will make you happy just like Ajay make you happy I promise Baby girl.
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