Akdha dark ff My Love My Possession Epilogue on page 88 - Page 12

(Ajay can't able to sleep he is thinking about Jalal and his fight with him the way he called Abdul and ask about Jalal location the way he gone there with his men and captured all Jalal men and didn't give them time to inform or protect him and the way he fight with him and shot him on his Both legs and hands and the way he ordered Doctor to take some time to operate him thinking all this he is feeling guilty that whatever he did was wrong he don't had any right to shot him yes it's true that he is officer but he to has some limits and as a businessmen he don't have any right to kill anyone to and then he thought about Jalal words he is confused about that should he trust him or not His heart shouted at him help him Ajay he was your friend to and he is not that bad but the circumstances made him bad person and you know about this don't be selfish for your sister he want to change and you should help him. His mind shouted no don't help him it's true that he was not bad person but circumstances made him bad, but you to didn't had very good life to but you didn't become bad person do, you so don't feel sympathy towards him and don't trust him to what if he is planning something to get Jodha or to take revenge Against you because you shot him and destroyed his business so don't help him. his heart said but what if he really want to change then you should help him the you will get your friend back who was best cop uncle Aunty, Mirza and Bakshi Abdul will get there son brother friend back don't you want to see them Happy. His mind said and what about Jodha Veer and Priya will they able to forgive him and what about those people whom he killed don't forget you are an officer and you have to arrest him to and what is the proof that in future he will not become bad again so don't do anything stupid which in future you have to regret. His heart said and what if he never hurt her and really get change so please give him chance to and don't you trust yourself that you can protect Jodha from him come on you are powerful men you can do anything don't you, so help him and he change or not it will his wish but at least you will be free from guilt that he wanna change and you didn't help him and if the result is opposite then you are free to punish him no one will ask you anything. his mind said don't be over confident Ajay and remember dog's tail can never be straightened and his mainly ego is his big enemy and you know it well to I am sure there is something cooking in his mind and what if he in future hurt her and you can't able to protect her will you able to live in guilt your whole life that just because of your love towards your friend make you do that so don't help him.

finally twisting and turning he tried to sleep but the argument between his Heart and mind didn't letting him sleep so he got up and wear his one Jacket and shoes up left for some walk in the garden and in five minutes he reach his garden and saw Jodha there covering herself with shawl so he goes to her and in calm voice).

Ajay Said : I told you to sleep but you are still not sleeping why .

Jodha said : you to can't able to sleep don't you.

Ajay Said : this is not answer of my Question.

Jaodha said : neither mine Bhai .

Ajay said : please don't tease me you very well knew that if I ask something I want answer so tell me what is bothering you Angel.

Jaodha said : I am missing Father he always clear my doubt no matter what it is you know I was very special for him in orphanage he loves me so much you know he is the best just because he didn't had any child of his own he open the orphanage for those kid's who don't have parents and now every child called him father.

Ajay Said : do you know anything about your parents Jodha I mean how did you reach there you lost them something else did you never ask father that from where he got you.

Jodha said : when I was coming from my school one boy come to me and said that I am unwanted child that's why I don't have parents so thought to ask father about this he said I was just two month born baby when he got me from near Railway station garbage and I was hungry and because of that I was crying to and listening my voice some people come there and looking at me but no one come to console me and that time he to comes there seeing people are looking at garbage getting curious he ask one person what is going on and he told him there is one kid so he come towards me and look at me and after thinking something he take me with him for his Orphanage so he don't have any Idea who were my Parents and after knowing this there is nothing to ask so I never thought about this to.

(listening this Ajay get shocked he don't know what to say so he divert the topic and In calm Voice).

Ajay Said : so you were very dear to him then sure you were naughty to don't you.

Jodha said : yes actually he loves me so much and when I become two years old many couple come to adopt me but I always do something to them that they can't take me you know I was playing with my ball when father comes to me and hugged me tight and he was having tears in his eyes and he said you will always remember me don't you I didn't understand anything but one thing I was sure that someone hurt him and that time one couple come to me and take me on there arms and pinch my cheeks and said now you will live with us and I get angry that they are taking me away from my father I looked at him with hurt he understood so he said they will fulfill your wish they and if you will live with them then no body will tease you or make fun of you they will now protect you from everything listening him I get more angry so when they were sitting and completing the paper work with father I burn there hand in tea and they get angry and they were about to slap me when father stop them and said you both can't forgive little girl for her one mistake then how will you both take care of her now I can't let you take her and with that they left from there and like this I always do something like spoiling dress or scaring them with fake spider or lizards whenever someone come to take me and because of my act no one adopt me and I never get away from him .

(Ajay started laughing listening all this and seeing him laughing she to started laughing with him).

Ajay said : you were really very naughty and Angel always smile like this okay well now leave all that and let's go to sleep it is now 2 am of night let's go.

( with that again both left for some sleep and this time both slept with peace and other hand Jalal was thinking about his baby girl and thought what will be she doing right now he want to see her yesterday when she was sleeping in his arms that was the best moment of his life well it was against her wish but it doesn't matter to him he thought I always saw her smiling care free with Ajay Veer and Priya but and concern with her patients only but with me she always get scared or started crying why I am that bad that just looking at me her smile get vanish he thought about the day when he reach Ajay farmhouse where Veer was chasing her and Priya was helping him and they all were enjoying there time with each other and were happy to when Veer grabbed her and hugged her by waist and about to kiss her when he take her away from him and seeing me her smile got vanish In fact everyone got scared of me and veer was about to take her away from me when I punch him and in few minutes we started fighting like hungry lions who just wanted to see the blood of other but she was just crying and pleading to me so that i could Leave him but I didn't heard her and after few minutes of continuous fight Abdul free him from my clutch and she run to him but I grab her before she rush to him and I order my men to tie everyone and they already tied Ajay bodyguards whom he hired to protect them and then the way I slapped her first they get angry on me but they can't do much to save her from me uff and her crying scared facial expression were looking beautiful to I mean whatever the situation she has nerve to attract me towards her for sure and when her lips were started shivering in fear when I very dangerously com close to her I just wanted to kiss those rosy lips uff that was the pleasure to me her shivering body in my arms when I hugged her I can't describe that feeling but I hate to see the love in her eyes which is only for that Veer and that make me angry and I torture her slapped her hard and what not but then come Ajay there uff how I wish to just killed him that time the way I was asking about her to him he was enjoying my pain didn't he and now he talk about helping me bloody rascal I hate him but now I have to pretend like good in front of him and in that way I can get her for sure so wait for tomorrow Baby girl You will be front of me Again and this time you will don't have anyway out from me for sure).