baldev love sudha satrupa ANAMI vatsalya or narottam

Do you really feel that baldev ever have loved Sudha
I don't feel so not for a single instance she was just simply his mistake with whom he just like rich boys enjoyed and by mistake narottam born Sudha was just a mistake for badev
Because if he ever have loved sudha he would have loved narottam or at least admit to himself that narottam is his child not saying always I have only one child
You can feel at one glance only he has started to adore ANAMI after knowing she is his daughter
Even the second time when he passed with ANAMI or third time at dining table he has never seen her with hate although he is always crying loudly satrupa or any family member but he love ANAMI or will love her more than even vatsalya
He right now is just in denial mode
Like I can give example when I given my entrance exam I was not sure how much marks I will get and I have not got nice result in previous exam after coming from exam u checked how much I will score and I was getting nice marks but the trauma and fear of not scoring in past two years was very much that's why I never told anyone before result came because I started to give reason what off I would have not filled all bubble correctly in hurry or I have not written my roll no.correctly and thus I didn't want to give hope to myself even and was giving just waste reasons
Thats what happening with baldev he has lost his son and it's cleared that he loved him alot from FB in which he even stopped drinking wine on only remembering how young vatsalya didn't liked it so right now he doesn't want to hope we have to watch his reaction after DNA test I feel even after DNA test he will deny and tell you have given money to doctor or CBI because it's very hard and painful for a person to get another hope when he has lost 3 child
It's a unconscious fear that not allow us to hope again and if it will break it will just not let you live
Even now I feel he will love ANAMI more than anything or anyone or even protect her like anything because it would be his last hope to live
The first dialogue has said only how much he was affected
Baldev loved satrupa or not but now satrupa has become his need it's obvious how much you sent after living with a woman for more than 20 years to make her pregnant twice and loving her child will just develop feeling ya he has not right now admitted to himself but he need satrupa and he is in denial mode like he was not in pagri looks he came only when satrupa came his anxiousness when satrupa gone to Banaras to find her and know what she is doing I don't know but it give me feeling that baldev now can't live without her which he himself don't know or not want to know
This is just my feeling because I love baldev and satrupa as couple as they give real life couple vibes there is no falling catching romance between them they are just individuals with flaw and couple who don't like each other due to others flaw but can't even live without each other which they themselves not know or want to admit due to their ego and bitter past which ithink ANAMI will make them realise
Baldev always take out his frustration or even his feeling everything infront of her and they are just themselves infront of each other I loved it when baldev told satrupa hum toh tumharr Jeevan Sathi hai janam sangini hai hamein sach BATA Sakti ho it's how's that how they know each other and their communication skill
Even satrupa want his support or anything and want to make him understand and want his approval but their ego clashes always

You have explained baldev's character like no other. I was quite confused about him but as you said i think its his fear to love another child and lose her that is making him say those hurtful words

Originally posted by: Paytonlee

You have explained baldev's character like no other. I was quite confused about him but as you said i think its his fear to love another child and lose her that is making him say those hurtful words

If you have read psychology and analysed your day-to-day day life of yourself or people around you then it's easy to understand
There are characters who are beyond my understanding but here in rkc al!l are just well written
Although in very soap and character arejust related to psychology because a person past present is only responsible for what they are and how they react

We are yet to find out what transpired years ago

Originally posted by: anshvi

We are yet to find out what transpired years ago

How did Baldev and Satrupa's wedding happened...was Baldev forced to get married to her

I do think that Baldev cared or even loved Sudha at some point and that is why Narottam lives with him.

Why did he leave Sudha , why does he detest Narottam, why Narottam doesn't live with Sudha, why Sudha doesn't do anything, why is she quiet

It feels like Sudha is still madly in love with Baldev but why hasn't tried to meet him or Narottam

There are a lot of questions whose answers we eventually will get

Baldev might have loved Sudha but now his life and future is with Satrupa...I do think that in some corner of his heart there is love for Satrupa as well and same goes for Satrupa

I think Anami will play a major role in mending their relation

I don't think baldev has brought narottam here if he had brought then how come he never cared for him even after loosing twins

Originally posted by: gaushiv13

I don't think baldev has brought narottam here if he had brought then how come he never cared for him even after loosing twins