Hi friends back with new update .Part 21
Raman hung the call and pulled her more into him ,she too closed her eyes feeling contended ,he too closed his eyes and soon both slept again in each other embrace .After some times when the family noticed that they are not up yet ,toshiji told simmi to woke them as Raman is getting late for office .Simmi knocked the door breaking Ishra sweet sleep ,Raman got up in jiffy ,noticing the time while ishita too got up feeling movement beside her .They saw each other and smiled fully ,Raman went to washroom ruffling his hairs while ishita too blushed recalling their moments .
After sometimes both Ishra cane out if the room ,Raman ready for office while ishita ready for the day ,a very sweet and content smile was there on their faces .Both were stealing glances on each other recalling their moments of togetherness .Soon Raman had his breakfast and left for office not before instructing ishita to take good care of herself .The whole day was a very haply day for Ishra ,Raman was feeling too happy with his new fond feeling .Till now he was trying to feel something for ishira thinking he is his wife ,trying to make her comfortable as he don't want to hurt her but today ,today he was genuinely happy realizing his love for ishita as well as her acceptance for the same .He was trying to concentrate on his work but today he was too much occupied to think anything else than ishita.
On the other hand ishita too was in same state ,she too was too happy as she got her love back after somany days .its not that she was away from him ,but he was not accepting it moreover she too was reluctant to go near to him seeing his indifference towards her .Though she knows that its him but she never get chance to go near to him and now when she went near him ,its doesn't take time for her to recognize that its her love only for whom she was craving for all these months .She was so eagerly waiting for him to come back but seems today time was not passing .Both wanted to talk so much to each other but were not getting words ,the whole day they prepare themselves to talk and mouth their feelings which they had felt all these days , witg and without each other .Finally it was evening and its time for him to return ,everyday ishita was like this but today she wanted to dress herself beautifully for him .Thinking so she took out his favorite blue and gray combination saree which he brought her from his first salary .She draped it nicely , braided her hairs in a beautiful braid, did Lil makeup ,put dark kohl in her dark chocolate orbs and colored her already pink rose petals in lightest shade of pink . She was almost ready when she heard the horn of his car .She checked herself again in mirror before going out and went outside to welcome him with her beautiful smile ,she opened the door smiling fully ,he too entered with same flashing his dimples . She brought water for him when he asked where is toshiji and simmi ,she told that they had just gone to market for bringing some important things .Ishita went to kitchen and made tea for him while he went to room for changing and freshening ,he was still in his room when ishita entered the room with his tea and snacks .
She kept the tray on table and went to him who was brushing his hairs after freshening ,she back hugged him from behind and spoke " Raman we missed you a lot today ".
R(bringing her in front )- achcha you missed me today only not earlier .
I- no I missed you always but didn't had courage to mouth my feelings .
He pecked her forehead and spoke ," I m so sorry for realizing my love so late."
I- koi nahi der jaaye durust aaye.
Raman held her face with his both hands and made her look at him ,she too raised her eyes and saw he ,he already was looking at her both shared a very beautiful eyelock ,Raman bend down and captured her lips without breaking the eyelock ,she closed her eyes feeling his loving touch on her soft skin ,she wrapped her arms around him and took part equally in the kiss .It was a sloe gentle kiss which lasted for long ,finally he broke the kiss when he realized that ishita is in short of breath .
She rested her head on his chest and both smile panting hard when Raman spoke " ishita reports have come."
I- humm .
R- kya humm ,don't you wanna know what's the result .
I- nope .
R- matlab now you love only me .
I- no ,Aman was my first love and will remain one ,I can't forget him ever .
R- achcha tell me whom you love most me or Aman .
I- I love you most ..
Raman smiled fully and raised his collar when she said because you are Aman only ,the reports are positive na?
R(confused )- how did you know .
I- you know Raman, like if person changes his or her face ,he cannot change his finger prints and DNA , exactly like that however you change , your touches and your fragrance of body can never changes ,so as yours . Till now you were running away from me but in morning when you touched me and my body reacted with your touches, I recognized you that you are Aman only .
R(sadly)- means you still loves Aman not me .
Ishita raised her face and saw him ,she can clearly see hurt in his eyes .She cupped his face and spoke making him look at her " nothing like that , listen to me ."
R- no need to clarify it ishita , you yourself had accepted that you love Aman and will love him only and what happened between us was just because you had recognized me as Aman ,haina .
Saying so he turned to other side ,ishita followed him and spoke " Raman how does it matter if I love you or Aman ".
R- it does matter ishita ,you will not understand the pain when the person whom you love says that she loves anyone else as you got me both the time .
Saying so he walked out of the room and before she stops him he was out of house ,she trued to call him back but seems her voice went into deaf ears . He settled in his car and drove away from there while ishita was devastated seeing him going leaving her .He didn't stopped anywhere and directly went to mihir ,he was surprised to see Raman at this hour. He asked him ,Raman told everything to mihir and he too asked same question to Raman that does it make difference for which Raman spoke " yes damn it ,it does make difference . The girl who is my wife doesn't love me rather she loves a person who doesn't exist .wo mujhse matlab ki raman se pyaar nahi karti but she accepted me because I m Aman whom she loved ".
M- still I don't understand what's the difference ,she accepted you na ,she has become your wife in every senses na.
Raman throws the glass which was in his hands and shouted " every time is not physical but some tines IRS about love. its like a arrange marriage in which a girl accepts a person because he is her husband not accepts him because she loves him and I don't wanna live like this how would you feel when someday you will come to know that mihika don't love you rather she is adjusting with you bol kya karta tu ,you don't have any answer na ,so please don't interrupt and take her side.I love her damn it and want her to love me back like Raman not Aman ,isse to achcha hota ki meri yaaddast kabhi wapas hi nahi aati (it would be better if I hadn't got my memory back ).
M- why are you saying this bhai ,if you didn't recalled your memory then how would you met us .
Raman didn't answered him and continued drinking while on the other hand ishita was crying continuously getting worried for him .She was calling him time to time but he was not picking her call .Till now mihir was trying to make him understand but after listening to Raman he got silent.When he couldn't cajole Raman finally he called ishita and narrated everything ,she told that him to bring Raman to house and started waiting for them eagerly .After much time mihir managed to brought Raman back to bhalla house ,he was heavily drunk and was saying same thing again and again " she didn't love me rather she loves that Aman ".
Ishita was shocked to see him broken like this ,till now she has seen a confident ,angry ,caring ,loving Raman but today she is witnessing a broken person that too because of her only . She requested Mihir to take him to their room ,he did same and after that she took him to washroom ,made him stand under shower and opened the knob.The water started drenching both of them , Ishita held his face tightly with her both hands and let him drench so that he can gain his senses . After sometimes , when he gain his senses a bit , he asked " ishita why are you drenching yourself , its not good for you ".
Ishita glared him and spoke clutching his collar " don't show off as you care for me ".
R- why not ,now my care will also look like show off .
Listening to which ishita asked again " then what should I say ,you know very well that I m seven months pregnant ,a little stress would result in any big loss ,then also you went like this ."
R- then what should I had done I m not able to take this that you love Aman not me .
I( showing her palm )- stop this Raman Aman drama here itself . aap bolo what's my fault if I met you as Aman not Raman ,aap bolo its my fault that we got married when you didn't had your memory ,you tell me its my fault if I get pregnant when you left me getting your memory back.Raman please don't make it difficult for me ,I love my baby's father .now you decide if you are my baby's father or not .bolo Raman .
R- main hoon ,I m father of our baby , I love her a lot .I love you a lot .
I- then promise me you will not repeat this again you don't know what I have gone through in these hours thinking about the worst ,last time I managed but don't I m sure I will not survive this time without you .
R- I m sorry , its just you ...
I- I wanna clear you one thing again , Aman was my first love and you as Aman had done many things to make me feel special so he will always have a small place in my heart but that doesn't mean that I don't want you ,I do want you in my life as my husband ,as father of my baby ,I want you to take care of me ,I want to live a happy life with you and our baby .promise me you will not be jealous of yourself further .
Raman didn't answered rather he was looking at her without blinking his eyes when she shook him vigorously and spoke " answer me Raman ".
R- I promise I will love you for all my life.
Ishita hugged him tightly and spoke " I love you too ."
[Authors note - I had tried to clear ishita and raman boths delimma and acceptance ,hope non of you had any further doubt's moreover there is always a room for second Chance .]
That's all for now friends ,hope you like it .Enjoy reading and do respond .
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Edited by Divanru - 7 years ago
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