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"If you're infected with poison ;you take the poison again and in Some cases you're cured".
" the only antidote to mental suffering is physical pain "Karl marks
" If there is no way ;create one "
" love is like playing the piano .First you must Learn to play by the rules ,then you must forgether the rules and play from your heart".
" heart !Love is thy bane and thy antidote "
It's longtime I didn't write rekakes due to my state of health and I mustn't do till I'll get better but what to do after watching yesterday episode. I Know previously that I'll be judged that i'm not objective but sympathyzing with Saumya .To hell that objectivity if you think so.I can fell Saumya pains and suffering for her ;Saumya didn't only Shattered my heart but this heart is feeling her and is crying for her.Even me who lived difference and I was blessed by a family who pampered me with love and learned me strength from childhood ;treating me as any normal girl I faced hate and society cruelty...It's me who imposed and proved myself with my family supports and created a way to be respected and loved by fighting ;facing struggles and especially my hard work.Saumya need only love to cure all her wounds and face all the cruelties.
First of all I'm like you ,wish to see in this track of Tashan big concentration in HaYa ; I want to see then fighting with words ;arrowing each other ,watching more passionate and bold scenes (We want to see the husband and wife through the master V gulam)..I'm sure that we wanna see that ..We have to wait because HaYa isn't that normal couple witch everything is easy to achieve ; HaYa are an unconditional couple and their love story is never seen before ..There are things must be cleared ;yesterday episode who didn't get big appreciation from viewers is very important and worth watching .
There is a big highligh in yesterday episode about the sad truth of kinars condition portrayed perfecty and with professionalism by Rubina Dilaik (Saumya ) who nailed outpowering her heart to her Nani and Harman is hearing them gets more pains for his wife condition.
"_Nani:SaumYa ,Saumo Puttar kya hogaya tujhe
_Saumya:Who is Saumya ;I'm Tarana ,a kinnar.
Nani:What you're saying ?Tarana ,Saumya,Saumo ;all are your names.Listen to me and have a sit;
your grand ma loved you before your coming to this life .Me and your mom we loved you when you're still in your mom belly and we prayed for you.I always pray for your happiness".
_Saumya :God didn't never listen to your prayers..
Appki bagwan ke maanga ke mein nahi ho " and in this life I have no father and no mam.God wanted me kinar. Do you know what mean kinar ?You don't know what mean kinar.Only kinars can feel my pains .You don't know what is kinar and their condition.All the world,all world hate them .About what happiness you're talking nani I'm kicked out and I'm sold in Bazar.
Nani cries and said :don't say this Nimmou no more in this life but till I'm alive you're my same Saumya.
_Saumya :don't Say this nani i lost a lot but i won't loose you
There is otheres highlights the most important of them is the dialogue between Harman and chintu:
_Harman to chintu :when Someone gets unwell,we take bitter medicine so that all illness is gone.
_chintu :I understand just one thing that you both love each other a lot.
_chintu :I understand just one thing that you both love each other a lot.
Before begening my analyze for the episode ;I say I know it's a daily soap and you'll say it's for intertainning and why carrying it all this but this daily soap in a reflection of the society and is treating an important topic.A daily soap isn't too for hero an heroine and there are others costars working in it and it's healthy watching them .In a daily soap stories and twists always are stretched and we must make this in our mind.
Yesterday the presence of sides characters is on behalf of Saumya outpowering her heart and it make more impact to her feelings.Saumya life with these unhuman people is a burben and can't support it anymore. I wanna talk about them rapidly in my retake .
The episode start with repeating the scene of splashing water ;I talked about it in jyoti replay and my wish is fullfiled they began from the same scene.
Harman shouted on Saumya angrily and with fire in his eyes ;with his fingers on his mouth ordred her keep quit and added she hasn't any right to speak ;she's his gulam. It was very hurtful watching the helpless Saumya treated ruthlessly and her master was like a predator and hurting her badly .Her angry Malik changes his expressions and modulates his voice showing that he defeated he; he tells her that she wet know and threw the towel in her face saying her '"Jao ke nahao" Saumya keep arrowing him with her angry eyes immobile but Harman bajao with is authoritarian voice" Jao ke nahao";Saumya brings up, looks down and goes to do shower.
After her leaving Harman is heartbroken for being ruthless and tough with gulabo and said:
"gulam ke nahi aap bhi mere gulabo bass tumhare Harman ji ka pyar carne ka tarika badal kya"
This monologue is a highlight showing that Harman is breathing Saumya love but he changed his way to ignite his love in her heart.For all who said that Harman changed with Saumya bcz didn't understand his love;i'll say you'really wrong ;see that Harman himself said that she's his wife and not his gulam ;she's his love who his heart beat for her and he's breathing her love.Harman when all the ways are closed in front of him created a new way (Malik/gulam) .The smart Harman invented this strategy because the best antidote for mental sufferings is physical pains..Harman will hurt his love and will give her physicals pains by making her work as slave for her betterment..It isn't easy for Harman doing this ;his eyes and his sad voice are showing his deep pains treating her like this .Because he loves her and won't her destroying herself ;he gets the courage to fight with her to cure her wounds.
For Maninder house scene and varun/Surbhi scene i'll join them together.
The only thing done by Maninder is cursing Saumya for everything happens with them and his only interess is in his ladly daughter Surbhi ;he's fearing for her but never loved or feared for Saumya .I watched some people saying that Maninder loves Saumya and he showed that when he said to Saya this world isn't good for her and her right place is with kinar.Oh!hello! Is that love for you;sorry to deceive you; love means fighting for your beloved ones ;love means supporting the person you love and giving him strength to face this World.Nemmi loved Saumya but Maninder never do he only though about the mindset about kinar and rejected his own blood;he wanted even burying her alive when she's born.Is it that love?Please open your mouth and tell me .Maninder is a selfish father he think only about his honor in front of society and passed all his life fearing that people discover that his daughter is kinar.He intented several times finishing her life but he failed.When she lived Gudarspur he's celebrating that she' s out of the lifeðŸ˜
Won't talk about this Varun who is still acting and telling Surbhi that he's trapped by Preeto and after finding her sister he's asking her forgiveness. This psycho never change .Surbhi herself is shocked and is immersed in though about her sister.She's hearbroken.I hate Surbhi but if I think rationaly; Surbhi is Saumya sister and she's in trauma of loosing her sister. ( take Surbhi place and have a deep thinking reminding all your life with your sister)
Maninder fearing for Surbhi; he fights with Varun and wants take Surbhi with him.Surbhi stabbed in her place watching the tamsha; bebe said her let's go home. Surbhi said about what house you're talking ;the house where my sister didn't exist.Maninder said her i'm interrested only on you ;you're my responsability.Surbhi answered that's the problem and added I won't go anywhere let me i'm fine and remind the bitter flashback of her sister as a kinar and her rejection. Surbhi is refusing that father who only think about one daughter and who is the cause of her sister fate.Her dialogue with her father ,her sadness reflect that she wished that her father loved her sister like her and took her responsabilities from childhood; that's way her sister life will be totally different; but this father ruined Saumya life.I won't add more the retake itself will be long.
In Harak Singh house Saumya wearing an orange beautiful saree ,is serving the food silently and Harman is sniking a look at her ;they're were amazing especially when she's on his forehead serving him food.Chintu tells Saumya to eat and Saumya answered that she isn't hungry but Chintu adds :since you returned home you're not hungry and you're not eating anything.Saumya is living and Harman bajo with his authoritarian voice "roko".He took his plate angrily and goes towards her. He keep a moment stabbing her with his eyes and ordering her :"munh kolo".
The subborn Saumya resist and won't open her mouth but he shouts on her more with his high voice repeating her to open her mouth saying:
You aren't my wife whom i'll appease and make you eat .You are a slave and you have to follow my orders.
Both Saumya and chintu get shocked and especially Chintu ;I felt very bad .Saumya bring up ,hurted opened her mouth and he feed her forcibly. Harman can't see his gulabo hungry ;he fears for her and he used the master excuse to make her eat or she'll not eat anything. Waw this scene how much is hurting how much is showing Harman care and love his wife through the Malik. Harak Singh and ravi are enjoying Harman treating Saumya as a slave but Preeto as i say usually she's a smart devil and is understanding everything. She said to herself :
"ye Malik or gulam nahi risthey "but your zid ""uski bitch chupa tere pyar ,tere ma hum "you can hide that to all the world but not to your mom."
Preeto understand that tje relation Malik and gulam is for love and her son only changed his method.
Nani comes to see Saumya and Preeto tells her that after roaming in Bangkok she returned again.Nani answered her that she have fear for Saumya because of her plots.
Preeto is selfish ;she has no humanity in her heart and this is shown throw her dialogues.Preeto have idea about Saumya pains and her son's and she knows that they love each other...But she never showed a respect to Saumya as person even when sometimes she told her that she has no problems with her;but Preeto always showing her disgust ,her hate and her maltreatment for being a kinar.She has no plce in her heart for "insan"(human) and never though with humanity.Her mindset is stagned with that idea of rejection of kinars and they have no place in their community.
Coming to the big highligt Who broken me in tears and shattered my heart ;even my tweets are full of mistakes if you noticed that bcz can't concentrate after hearing Saumya; it was a hurtful truth not only shattered Harman heart and makes him in tears but my heart too.
Happy hearing Saumya opening her heart to her nani ;outpowering all her feelings and Harman is hearing them.
"_Nani:SaumYa ,Saumo Puttar kya hogaya tujhe
_Saumya:Who is Saumya ;I'm Tarana ,a kinnar.
Nani:What you're saying ?Tarana ,Saumya,Saumo ;all are your names.Listen to me and have a sit;
your grand ma loved you before your coming to this life .Me and your mom we loved you when you're still in your mom belly and we prayed for you.I always pray for your happiness".
_Saumya :God didn't never listen to your prayers..
Appki bagwan ke maanga ke mein nahi ho " and in this life I have no father and no mam.God wanted me kinar. Do you know what mean kinar ?You don't know what mean kinar.Only kinars can feel my pains .You don't know what is kinar and their condition.All the world,all world hate them .About what happiness you're talking nani I'm kicked out and I'm sold in Bazar.
Nani cries and said :don't say this Nimmou no more in this life but till I'm alive you're my same Saumya.
_Saumya :don't Say this nani i lost a lot but i won't loose you
Saumya :God didn't never listen to your prayers..
Appki bagwan ke maanga ke mein nahi ho " and in this life I have no father and no mam.God wanted me kinar. Do you know what mean kinar ?You don't know what mean kinar.Only kinars can feel my pains .You don't know what is kinar and their condition.All the world,all world hate them .About what happiness you're talking nani I'm kicked out and I'm sold in Bazar.
Nani cries and said :don't say this Nimmou no more in this life but till I'm alive you're my same Saumya.
_Saumya :don't Say this nani i lost a lot but i won't loose you
_Saumya :don't Say this nani i lost a lot but i won't loose you
Saumya when her nani called her with her name is standing fierce and giving her back to her nani ;her expressions; her standing up like this and her modulated voice when she said who is Saumya; i'm Tarana ;a kinar and put infasis in word kinar modulating her voice...The impact was so strong and felt very sad .But her nani answered with love and a teary voice what's you're saying; Tarana,Saumya ,Saumo ;all are your names beta ;I loved before your coming in this life when you're still in your mom belly.I always prayed with your mom for you happiness.Harman is standing leaning himself to the door of their room hearing their speech he's getting more pains for his gulabo state and what shocked her nani and Harman and sure shocked us when she tells her nani that God never listen to her prayers and push her nani hands.It's the top of pains when some says that .The sound effects used here is like daggers. She added to her nani ask your god why I not exist,I have no father and no mom in this life .God choose me being a kinar .Harman hearing That ;his heart is bleeding pains for his gulabo and his eyes are full of tears .the sound effects with the sad music is increasing that pain more and more ..I felt myself suffocated and for sure Harman felt that too.
Saumya told her nani that don't know what mean kinar and what 's their condition ;she adds only kinars can feel my pains. ..Saumya here is true Somewhere only people who have suffered difference can understand her pains and here she's talking about kinar;Saumya herself faced all they stages of struggles of kinars ;but didn't she's anaware that her husband is standing near the door ;hearing her and his heart hugged her heart saying him that he's paining and suffering with her .He's bleeding for her but he will be her Marham who will cure her.
Saumya said to her nani all the word (she repeated the sentence twice modulating her voice) hate kinars and kinars can be kicked out of house and be sold .Saumya remember the bitter flashback of mahrani selling her and men biding for her;who gives the hight bid.Nani is over shocked and said her your mom is Dunya nahi Hai but till i'm alive you'll be always my Saumya. Hearing her ;Saumya gets fear and said her don't say bcz that she have lost a lot and won't loose her and hugged her tightly with tears.Saumya needs love and only love can cure her .Saumya is hurted deeply and can't bear more because she's very tired and she's suffoced with hatred around her and with the cruelty of society with kinars .Saumya who loves Harman refuses giving him place in her heart for his good and for not being hated and rejected by others.Harman after the outpowering of the heart of his wife with his nani gets the diagnostic of his wife situations and discovered how deep are her wounds .He understands why she's pushing him out of her life.
Harman is hurted badly for his gulabo state and he's in tears .Just then Cintu comes and it's another highlight dialogue:
"_Harman to chintu when Someone gets unwell,we take bitter medicine so that all illness is gone.
_chintu :I understand just one thing that you both love each other a lot"
_chintu :I understand just one thing that you both love each other a lot"
We must be thunkfull for Chintu; big lover for his mama and mami who faced his mama and blamed him for treating his mami as gulam but the breathless and suffocated Haman Hundle himself and emprisonned his tears explaining that he's giving her the right medicine. Chintu didn't stopped there but tells that he only knows one truth that both love each other.Harman Similed and said you're right.Chota recharge is very smart and he's transmitting to all viewers that's love war is between two lovers and not Malik /Gulam .This Malik gulam is only an excuse.
I won't talk about plots and Preeto and Saya who are joining hands even knowing that Harman and Saumya are one Soul bcz I talked about them when I analized showbiz article.
Last Scene Harman enjoying eating a delicious apple and watching his father chacha tamasha...Harman takes his time wisely observing them and sure felt something fishy in the air. Harman is eating but he's making an eye and understanding things clearly.Even that He goes with his chacha.HarPreeto give a victorious Smile that Harman quit the house .Harman is Harman he'll make their plan fail.
Wish talk more but it take me a lot of time especially writing all this retake with phone.
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