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Hi everyone!
I am not someone known on this forum but still have been an active member for a quite a while.
My name is Divya and i am a doctor by profession. I got married in 2015 ( arranged marriage) while i was doing my DM from AIIMS. World of television was never known to me, i think, i have never seen any television series after my 12th.
At the time of marriage i came to know the guy was not right person for me but had no option but to go ahead with it, after i completed my DM i shifted to banglore with my husband in april 2016. Nightmare started for me. I am born and broughtup in well to do family but only issue was my father is very short tempered, noone could ever counter his view point or convince him our feelings and my marriage was outcome of same.
In that house there was deficiency of everything from normal things of daily needs to love and care. My husband never even acknowledged my presence in that house, i was just a thing of exhibition to the world. I used to travel alone in that unknown city where i din even understand the language. My husband never supported me emotionally or financially. I was still dependent on my father for finances. I tried to explain my situation to my parnets and his parents but everyone told me all will be fine with time.
I used to sit all alone in that house, crying all day. Only thing i had was a television set. I used to keep on flipping channels whole day. It was on 15th june while surfing, i switched to sony tv and i saw a pretty girl in pink kurti entering a house dancing. There was a different glow on her face and her acting was very natural and different. It was actually that scene when Sonakshi enters dixit house in the morning after the proposal scene.Then came the scene between Dev and Sonakshi in front of Dev's room. Their chemistry and intensity took me off my foot. I started following this show since then.
I din realise when KRPKAB became part of my life, my only companion in that unknown place. I just had two things in life, one to watch Kuch rang previous and present episodes and search for a job. I started to google about Erica and Shaheer to know about them, i was totally mesmerised by their acting and characters. I came across india forum and you all. For long i was a silent reader but then started posted my view points.
I saw the worst of my life in those 8 months in banglore. I lived without food, without any support of my family. My father thought if he wont support me, i will learn to live with my husband and everything will b fine eventually. There were days when i wanted to end my life but u know what made me look beyond, please don laugh but the truth was i always used to think, if i die how wil i come to know what will happen in KRPKAB in the end.
I started living in my world of fantasy of Dev and Sonakshi. I smiled and laughed in their happiness, cried in their pain. Somewhere i was totally disconnected with my reality. My husband and his attitude actually stopped bothering me. My whole day was just to read updates on forum and wait for episode at 9:30 pm. I went back to my college days and started writing fan fiction on the forum. U guys were unknown to me but u were more close to me than my own family members.
Finally in feb 2017, my husband told me point blank that i should leave his house and go and i came back to delhi. In last one year i have seen the worst of my life. My father had a brain haemrrhage, lived thru an attrocious marriage. KRPKAB was my anchor to live thru everything. Dev and Sonakshi's love and dedication for each other, gave me hope for my life and made me smile during worst of my life.
Now after seeing my care for him during his illnesses and my positivity, my father has finally started supporting me. My husband or in laws have never called once in last 6 months. My father has now understood that i have actually suffered a lot in that house and he has decided that he will send divorce notice to my husband. I have joined my job in Delhi. I trying to move on, still lot of lonliness.
Have been very upset with the show since Dev, discovered Suhana was his daughter. Story really lost its logic. The best part of KRPKAB was not only its characters but its story and its continuity. But after that track lot of tracks were brought but ended in haste. I was upset the way Dev's character was butchered and then Sonakshi's. Inspite of everything, never missed a single episode.
But day b4 came the news of abrupt ending of this show, i din believe it till i read Erica's Ig msg. I was all shattered. I really din understand, y was this happening, still so much was left. For me Kuch rang and this forum was sometime i spent just with myself. Nothing can fill this void.
But the truth is show is ending. I don know who is to be blamed the channel or the writers or some actors whose insecurities overpowered the story. Whatever it is. Kuch rang had been a big anchor of my life. If i m alive 2day its bcoz of my few frnds n kuch rang.
Thank u Dev, for making me feel, how a man loves a woman, during the phase when when i was living with a man who had totally disregarded me. I was very angry with u when u left Sona for ur mother but could never hate u, bcoz u r most imperfectly perfect man for any woman. Thanks Shaheer for playing Dev, so flawlessly. I din know you before this show but today i feel u r a part of my life. Every gud or bad news about u affects me. I wish u all the best for all ur future ventures. Must admit u have very expressive eyes.
Sonakshi, u are the woman i actually relate to. We all wait for our prince charming, our fairy tale but never accept any wrong, even if the pain comes from ur prince charming. U as a single earning member for family or as a single mother or as a successful business woman has always impressed me. Erica, u r my reason to even watch kuch rang. I love you little angel. U r not only beautiful outside but inside. Please continue acting, u r a natural talent. U r my girl crush
Thanku, all u beautiful forum people. U all don know me but each of u, ur posts, ur experiences were a pillar of strength for me for last 1 yr.
Bye and thanks all. May v all meet again for a new endeavour of shaheer and Erica. ❤️
I am not someone known on this forum but still have been an active member for a quite a while.
My name is Divya and i am a doctor by profession. I got married in 2015 ( arranged marriage) while i was doing my DM from AIIMS. World of television was never known to me, i think, i have never seen any television series after my 12th.
At the time of marriage i came to know the guy was not right person for me but had no option but to go ahead with it, after i completed my DM i shifted to banglore with my husband in april 2016. Nightmare started for me. I am born and broughtup in well to do family but only issue was my father is very short tempered, noone could ever counter his view point or convince him our feelings and my marriage was outcome of same.
In that house there was deficiency of everything from normal things of daily needs to love and care. My husband never even acknowledged my presence in that house, i was just a thing of exhibition to the world. I used to travel alone in that unknown city where i din even understand the language. My husband never supported me emotionally or financially. I was still dependent on my father for finances. I tried to explain my situation to my parnets and his parents but everyone told me all will be fine with time.
I used to sit all alone in that house, crying all day. Only thing i had was a television set. I used to keep on flipping channels whole day. It was on 15th june while surfing, i switched to sony tv and i saw a pretty girl in pink kurti entering a house dancing. There was a different glow on her face and her acting was very natural and different. It was actually that scene when Sonakshi enters dixit house in the morning after the proposal scene.Then came the scene between Dev and Sonakshi in front of Dev's room. Their chemistry and intensity took me off my foot. I started following this show since then.
I din realise when KRPKAB became part of my life, my only companion in that unknown place. I just had two things in life, one to watch Kuch rang previous and present episodes and search for a job. I started to google about Erica and Shaheer to know about them, i was totally mesmerised by their acting and characters. I came across india forum and you all. For long i was a silent reader but then started posted my view points.
I saw the worst of my life in those 8 months in banglore. I lived without food, without any support of my family. My father thought if he wont support me, i will learn to live with my husband and everything will b fine eventually. There were days when i wanted to end my life but u know what made me look beyond, please don laugh but the truth was i always used to think, if i die how wil i come to know what will happen in KRPKAB in the end.
I started living in my world of fantasy of Dev and Sonakshi. I smiled and laughed in their happiness, cried in their pain. Somewhere i was totally disconnected with my reality. My husband and his attitude actually stopped bothering me. My whole day was just to read updates on forum and wait for episode at 9:30 pm. I went back to my college days and started writing fan fiction on the forum. U guys were unknown to me but u were more close to me than my own family members.
Finally in feb 2017, my husband told me point blank that i should leave his house and go and i came back to delhi. In last one year i have seen the worst of my life. My father had a brain haemrrhage, lived thru an attrocious marriage. KRPKAB was my anchor to live thru everything. Dev and Sonakshi's love and dedication for each other, gave me hope for my life and made me smile during worst of my life.
Now after seeing my care for him during his illnesses and my positivity, my father has finally started supporting me. My husband or in laws have never called once in last 6 months. My father has now understood that i have actually suffered a lot in that house and he has decided that he will send divorce notice to my husband. I have joined my job in Delhi. I trying to move on, still lot of lonliness.
Have been very upset with the show since Dev, discovered Suhana was his daughter. Story really lost its logic. The best part of KRPKAB was not only its characters but its story and its continuity. But after that track lot of tracks were brought but ended in haste. I was upset the way Dev's character was butchered and then Sonakshi's. Inspite of everything, never missed a single episode.
But day b4 came the news of abrupt ending of this show, i din believe it till i read Erica's Ig msg. I was all shattered. I really din understand, y was this happening, still so much was left. For me Kuch rang and this forum was sometime i spent just with myself. Nothing can fill this void.
But the truth is show is ending. I don know who is to be blamed the channel or the writers or some actors whose insecurities overpowered the story. Whatever it is. Kuch rang had been a big anchor of my life. If i m alive 2day its bcoz of my few frnds n kuch rang.
Thank u Dev, for making me feel, how a man loves a woman, during the phase when when i was living with a man who had totally disregarded me. I was very angry with u when u left Sona for ur mother but could never hate u, bcoz u r most imperfectly perfect man for any woman. Thanks Shaheer for playing Dev, so flawlessly. I din know you before this show but today i feel u r a part of my life. Every gud or bad news about u affects me. I wish u all the best for all ur future ventures. Must admit u have very expressive eyes.
Sonakshi, u are the woman i actually relate to. We all wait for our prince charming, our fairy tale but never accept any wrong, even if the pain comes from ur prince charming. U as a single earning member for family or as a single mother or as a successful business woman has always impressed me. Erica, u r my reason to even watch kuch rang. I love you little angel. U r not only beautiful outside but inside. Please continue acting, u r a natural talent. U r my girl crush
Thanku, all u beautiful forum people. U all don know me but each of u, ur posts, ur experiences were a pillar of strength for me for last 1 yr.
Bye and thanks all. May v all meet again for a new endeavour of shaheer and Erica. ❤️
