Coming to the episode , woww what a powerpacked HaYalicious Episode ...It can b called the Clash of the titans or when Fire(Soumya) meets Passion(Harman) 😎 ..Both are stubborn but both cannot see each other in pain either .. Harman cannot let Soumya risk her life , reason why he gave up that moment when she threatened to kill herself and Soumya cannot let Harman do anything silly that can harm himself ,reason why she took the rod in her hand and threatened to kill herself thus making sure kinners cannot cause any harm to him 👍🏼 .. Its a perfect example of fire meeting passion .. If Soumya was the fire yesterday with that raging anger in her eyes then Harman was the passionate lover who was on a mission to claim his ladylove by hook or by crook ,thus making this epic clash really interesting to watch 😎
Let me begin with the starting scene as it clearly gave an indication whats really hurting Soumya so much .. Soumya told Nani that since childhood she has been living under someone else's shadow, first it was her mother Nimmi and then it was Harman ji , so now its time that she accept her identity and become independent which I feel made real sense 🤔 .. Reason why I m saying this is because I feel Soumya need to do a self-discovery first about her actual identity and only then she can actually realise her love for Harman ji or else she would hv always lived with him with a feeling of how she is indebted to him for all that he has given her .. By becoming Tarana , she can actually realise that this is not really her identity and that she will always remain innocent naive Soumya only as outer appearance cannot really change your inner self and from inside she will always remain Harman's Gulabo 😳 .. I always felt Soumya was confused about her identity and somewhere she sort of suppressed all her inner frustrations and questions related to her identity in her heart but whenever Harman asked her to promise that she will never leave him , she never gave him that promise because the doubts and insecurties about her identity always remained in her subconscious mind .. So when finally Harman told her about loving her beauty , her biggest insecurity came out in open ---Will Harman ji really love me if I was not beautiful like other kinners ? Its a valid question actually .. By the end of this track she will get her answers when she will see how Harman will go out of his way for his Gulabo when he always had the alternative option to go for any other beautiful girl .. So for me this track is a good realisation for Soumya about why Harman really loves her , its not just her beauty but he has fallen for her inner soul because just for beauty no man can go the extreme limits Harman will go now 😃 .. And in the process she will also realise that this kinner world was never meant for her .. She was born to b someone's wife and someone's love .. And this realisation was important for Soumya before her love confession as only then it can justify the title of the show which says Astitva ke ehsaas ki .. Realisation of one's real identity 👍🏼...
Loved the Humari Adhrui Kahaan song sequence .. It brought out the longing and pain of HaYa so beautifully with those flashbacks .. Both r burning from inside ..But their hearts r longing for each other .. But the mind sometimes plays cruel games 😭... Harman's words about loving her beauty still haunting Soumya and Soumya's words about addressing herself as Tarana still haunting Harman .. Both r extremely hurt by each other's actions but this painful phase will make their love stronger than before

Finally the moment arrives when Harman thinks ok enough is enough ..Time for me to become a rebel and kidnap my Gulabo 😆 .. So he breaks the window ,enters Soumya's room and puts his hand on her mouth making sure she cannot shout 😛 ; Did anyone notice that smirk he gives while holding her tightly in his arms 😉😳 ; Nothing gives him immense pleasure than holding his Gulabo in his arms even if its a kidnap 😆 ; He then passionately wispers in her ears and reminds her about how their love story started with kidnap and how this new chapter of their life will start with the same too 😉😳 ; Life has come to a full circle for both but only difference is previously it was a mistake but this time its deliberate 😈 ; Last time too she fell for his goodness and charm , this time too same will happen 😳 ; I just wish the kidnap scene was a bit longer and mayb kinner gang could hv come in next episode .. What was the rush ?? 🤔 ; I wanted to see Harman carrying Soumya in his arms and taking her to the kidnap place and then mayb some pull-push and strong confrontation between both , after that kinners could hv come but its weird how Kareena and gang found out the location so quickly ,almost like a blink and miss scenario 😕 .. Nothing to take away from the good episode , but its just that yeh dil maange more when it comes to HaYa scenes 😆😳 ...

So Harman takes Soumya forcibly to some godown type place and tries to explain his POV to her but she was in no mood to listen .. The way she jerks his hand away , u could feel her extreme hurt and anger for him .. She dint even want to look into his eyes .. She was trying hard to look away and go from there .. Because she knows her heart will start melting the moment she look into his eyes 😭 ; Harman on the other hand was trying his best to calm her down ; He even removed his hand from her mouth seeing her cough ; He cant see her in any sort of pain and poor guy looked so helpless there not knowing what exactly to do because she was not ready to listen to him ; Mayb if she did listen to him , he would hv explained his POV to her but then that would mean end of the misunderstanding and no bangkok trip , so in a way good she dint listen to him 😆 .. Harman never really came accros Soumya in such a ferocious mode .. He never really saw such anger and hurt in her eyes .. Its the first time she was dealing with such a headstrong and stubborn Soumya and that itself was getting difficult for him to handle 😆 but this is what will make them equals in future ...Pain , anger , love , hurt all these emotions should never b one sided in a relationship ..So in a way its good that we see this headstrong stubborn Soumya now as she has the right to show this side of hers to someone she considers the closest in her life ... Whether its sparks of love or sparks of hate , both can make a relationship stronger and deep 😳

Finally the kinner gang arrive and as soon as Soumya sees them , she goes onto protect her Harmanji by herself taking the rod on her head ; This is where its clear that Soumya can never become Tarana .. Her instant reaction was to protect her Harmanji , something that Tarana would never do especially when Harman had kidnapped her .. So no matter how many times she tells Harman that she is Tarana , her actions totally show the opposite 😳 ; Here I felt Harman should hv attended Soumya first as she was reeling in pain but instead he was busy playing the "Who will take Soumya home" game with Saya and other kinners ; Though I understand Harman was doing so to protect Soumya from bigger pain in life but it might just give the wrong impression to Soumya that Harman only wants to win her like some prized trophy and not really care for her pain ;

But all said and done hats off to Harman for standing up like a lone warrior against the entire kinner gang just for his Gulabo and challenging them that he will take his Soumya with him just like before 👏👏 ; Loved how he told everyone she is Soumya and not Tarana .. Its only Harman who understands the true importance of her existence and knows well her real identity is Soumya by choice whereas Tarana was forced on her and not her choice 👍🏼

Soumya realised that Harman wont back off and this might result in Harman physically hurting himself as he was ready to fight all alone with the entire kinner gang till his last breath just for Soumya without bothering about his life and so she took the rod in her hand and confronted him with that rage in her eyes , threatening to kill herself if he dont back off 😲.. She knows well that only thing which can stop him is if she tries to harm herself and so she deliberately stood between those kinner gang and Harman , making sure she protects him from the gang and at the same time stop him from doing anything dangerous .. It was such a powerpacked yet heartbreaking moment for both HaYa when she says she will kill herself but wont go with him and he was completely shattered seeing so much hate in her eyes; Its like his entire world came crashing down that moment seeing so much rage and anger in her eyes and mayb first time she raised her voice on him screaming Harman ji which goes onto show the extreme to which she feels betrayed and rejected by her love 😭 .. Harman felt the same betrayal and rejection too that moment and It was enough for him to break him completely and finally vent out in frustration that ok fine he will never come behind her , she can go 😭😭 ...
This following picture beautifully captures the epic clash of both Harman and Soumya .. Just see their eyes .. U can feel both love and betrayal in their eyes at the same time for each other as both r standing at loggerhands for the first time 💔

If u notice carefully then Harman smirked with pride when she picked the rod assuming she will fight for him and with him but the moment she faced him with the rod threatening to kill herself , he got a big blow .. a reality that has hit him hard straight in his heart 😭 ; Harman can fight the entire world for her but how can he fight her ?? This is what was hurting him the most as this time he was suppose to fight her to get her back , something he would hv never imagined in his wildest dreams 😭 .. After Soumya leaves ,he takes a decision never to go behind her but then next moment he feels how can he even live without her when he has dedicated his entire life to her 😭 .. He decides to recharge himself with a vengence and get her back at any cost because his life has no meaning without her and this is where u realise he loves her inner soul and not just outer beauty ; He actually derived more strength and determination from Soumya's rejection which shows how he considers Soumya as his strength and not weakness 👏..And we know Harman will win her back in his life because he is a winner and not quitter 😎

Soumya was equally hurt and also in physical pain after getting hit on her head with the rod but she dint show that pain in front of Harman because that moment she only wanted to protect him from the kinner gang .. She gave the impression as if she will kill herself but wont go with Harman to push him away but in reality she was actually protecting him and this is where u know Soumya too can never become Tarana as her every move is for Harman's betterment , something that Tarana will never do ...She even dint want to go to a doctor so that nobody finds out Harak's bahu is a kinner .. She is still thinking about the prestige and reputation of Singh family which is so Soumya like and not Tarana ...So one cannot say Soumya has become a rebel .. She has not or else she wont care if Harak's family is humiliated or not but the fact she cares is proof enough that she is still the same Soumya we know .. Its just her hurt and feeling of betrayal thats showing when it comes to her Harman ji..Its a typical feeling of a wife ..She is a wife .. Harman's wife .. She is not Tarana

Now I can totally feel the purpose of this track .. Its to free Soumya forever from the burden of Tarana baggage , thereby making her realise her true identity and also to make Harman realise that he need to fight his fears which is only possible if he faces them as he can never run away from the truth ..By the end of this track I can totally see Soumya's love confession after realising the depth of Harman's love and Harman fighting the society for Soumya's existence after revealing her identity to all without any fear 👍🏼 ...
I dint mention anything about Saya yet , just kept it for the last .. I m really disappointed with Saya .. I expected her to b more matured and experienced in this case as she closely saw HaYa relation .. She should hv at least asked Harman once about his POV too before forming a conclusion about him .. In Soumya's case she misunderstood because Harman remained silent even after she repeatedly questioned him but in Saya's case she dint even ask Harman once about his side of the truth and just jumped to a conclusion that Harman betrayed Soumya ..Saya claims she is a mother but a mother always tries to solve the problems of a daughter making sure her house dont break but in this case it looked as if Saya was actually waiting for Soumya's house to break especially when she says I knew Soumya will return back one day .. So it means she was just waiting for HaYa to break up ...She was even brainwashing Soumya about how Harman is same like other people who only expects babies from a woman blabla bla and asks her to forget everything in one day ..is it so easy ?? 😕 .. I dunno why was she further poisoning Soumya's mind without really knowing Harman's side of the story .. And she even ordered Kareena-Raveena to go and separate Soumya from Harman post kidnapping .. Did she forget what all Kareena did and how dangerous she can b ?? 😕.. I was expecting Saya to play the catalyst here and bring HaYa close but that hope is gone now .. so all left to Harman how he gets his Soumya back ..in a way good because I never wanted any third party between HaYa ..let them solve their issues on their own 😆😳 But I expected more from Saya .. Still pinning some hopes on her as she did save Harman from police yesterday by lieing about his presense there ..So mayb she will hear him out someday 🤔
Overall wonderful Episode and some words of praise for Vivian and Rubina again .. Excellent acting guys .. that rage , anger , pain , passion , longing everything was brought out so beautifully by u guys 👏👏 .. And the way u guys emote with your eyes , aahhh just fabulous 👏👏
Precap looked interesting .. Kareena and co were nicely brainwashing Soumya but they had no idea Harman is all set to throw a googly by building a tent outside their house 😆😆
Credit for lovely collages goes to Shakti FC and Dhanraj 👏