Facing your love is like facing yourself

"Facing your love is like facing yourself"

If i would give the true meaning of perfectionism i'll give it to yesturday episode ;it is the top of perfectionism...Hope I have time to do a good retake ..I'm speechless; how can I portray that perfectionism, I feel guilty writing a POV bcz it can affect that beauty and perfect episode .But what do can't be silent and as Ravi says "tum Bol rahe hum bolte hum(hope its Wright ) ;in sens positive . I initiate with SaumYa refusal returning with nani and saying her she was raised with sympathy after that she got Harman sympathy and says now she'll live with her own ..SaumYa is saying all of this with her flashbacks journey(how she was raised tongue tied to her mother pallu and her marriage with Harman) Her voice ,her moist eyes and speaking turning her back to her nani is increasing her pain...Saumya says when things go of hand you shall leave ..This scene is heartbroken SaumYa eyes ,stressed body language ,sadness,her voice are making us crying like nani ;we're heart to see her in this situation. Saumya showing her herself strong & fierce Tarana but can't talk in front of her nani looking at her eyes...She fears getting weak ..Nani as saya advice quit kinars house...As in all love stories devils are roaming ;Raveena & karina call police for Harman to hurt more SaumYa but saya handle the situation and saved Harman ..Saya shocked me ,she treated harman badly and saying him that he's liar ..This hurted more Harman bcz there is no one understanding him..I'm still waiting saya understands Harman and helps him..bcz i'm watching that saya won't harm harman and is shocked & surprised by Saumya behaviours..I noticed that specially when Saumya raised rod in front of Harman and after that in precap. ..Can't judge saya now but she's hurting Harman more and we're angry ..

Harman drowned in sadness and loneliness outside and Humare adhuri kahani plays

Paas aaye..
Dooriyaan phir bhi kam naa hui
Ek adhuri si hamari kahani rahi
Aasmaan ko zameen, ye zaroori nahi
Jaa mile.. jaa mile..
Ishq saccha wahi
Jisko milti nahi manzilein.. manzilein..


Rang thhe, noor tha
Jab kareeb tu tha
Ek jannat sa tha, yeh jahaan
Waqt ki ret pe kuch mere naam sa
Likh ke chhod gaya tu kahaan

Hamari adhuri kahani..
Hamari adhuri kahani.. (x2)

Khushbuon se teri yunhi takra gaye
Chalte chalte dekho na hum kahaan aa gaye

Jannatein agar yahin
Tu dikhe kyon nahin
Chaand suraj sabhi hai yahaan
Intezar tera sadiyon se kar raha
Pyaasi baithi hai kab se yahaan

Humari adhoori kahaani
Humari adhoori kahaani.. (x2)

Jhuk gaya aasmaan

Mill gaye do jahaan

Har taraf hai milan ka samaa

Doliya hain saji, khushbuein har kahin

Padhne aaya Khuda khud yahaan..

Hamari adhuri kahani

Hamari adhuri kahani.. (x2)

Saumya is looking from balcony at her Harman ji and recalling his words.

Waw this parallel scene with the background music is Perfect ..Both HaYa feel that their love story is incomplete but with differents feelings but their pain is one..Saumya feels that her story is incomplete bcz she's kinar and only get sympathy not love (she's thinking so as she misunderstood her husband love)Loving her beauty and not her soul is only sympathy ;she's burned and shattered ;her pain is great bcz she loves Harman..

Harman feel his love story incomplete bcz his gulabo misunderstood and leaved him rejecting his love out from her life..Harman sadness turns him more strong and mad with love and watching the closed Window of his wife room get the idea and decided kidnapping her...

Loved his rapidity in breaking the glass of the window and catches his gulabo before she talks..Loved how is holding her tightly closing her mouth with his hand...Saumya angry eyes and rejection and Harman love are perfect he tells her that their story begin with kidnap and he will kidnap her again their journey is in the beginning ..it's a circle ..Harman takes his gulabo and wants talking with her ..The enraged Saumya refused and says she's Tarana ..Kinars come and Harman rapidly close Saumya mouth and she's resisting to free herself ..SaumYa shocked watching kareena with rode wanting hit Harman ;She turns herself and get the hit in Harman place...Saumya expressions here and the effort she took to turn and save Harman shows that her love is still the same can't see anything bad happen with her hubby...The furious Harman take a rode and warms kinars telling them that no one can stop him to return his gulabo back and says to SaumYa to stand up but Saumya shocked and traumatized Harman with taking a rode in kinar side ...Hurted thunderous; enraged and fierce Saumya says to her love that she prefers kill herself and not returning with him ..Oh God can't imagine this Harman get more pain ;time stopped; she stabbed him directly in his heart with her words and he killing eyes ..For me this scene is the top of perfectionism and is the bested scene..We're too shocked and get same feelings as Harman ..This scene shattered my heart and can't stop crying..How SaumYa is transformed and get strength and attitude but getting it in front of the most person who loves you and he is you rakshak is deeply painful ..Harman with anger tells her to go ;she gives him a killing look a goes with saya ..Harman with sadness says you never think about me and how will I live without you?

Harman pain is transforming him more strong, more crazy lover and stubborn to get his gulabo again bcz Harman knows why Saumya is behaving like that ..He can't get angry from her rage and rejection bcz he have faith in his love and loves her ..He believes in himself and his love ..For this Love he is up to go to an extreme to return his love.

I must say both Vivian and Rubina have done a perfect and skilling performance

"I want to say too Nothing is more beautiful than the love has weathered

the storms of life."

Enjoy Shakti love HaYa journey and support the show

What a apt title Flora 👏 .. so true .. HaYa facing each other is like facing their own mirror reflection .. it must hv been so difficult for both .😭 ..

If u notice carefully then Harman smirked with pride when Soumya picked the rod assuming she will fight for him and with him but the moment she faced him with the rod threatening to kill herself , he got a big blow .. a reality that has hit him hard straight in his heart 😭 ; Harman can fight the entire world for her but how can he fight her ?? This is what was hurting him the most as this time he was suppose to fight her to get her back , something he would hv never imagined in his wildest dreams 😭 .. After Soumya leaves ,he takes a decision never to go behind her but then next moment he feels how can he even live without her when he has dedicated his entire life to her 😭 .. He decides to recharge himself with a vengence and get her back at any cost because his life has no meaning without her and this is where u realise he loves her inner soul and not just outer beauty ; He actually derived more strength and determination from Soumya's rejection which shows how he considers Soumya as his strength and not weakness 👏..And we know Harman will win her back in his life because he is a winner and not quitter 😎

Soumya was equally hurt and also in physical pain after getting hit on her head with the rod but she dint show that pain in front of Harman because that moment she only wanted to protect him from the kinner gang .. She gave the impression as if she will kill herself but wont go with Harman to push him away but in reality she was actually protecting him and this is where u know Soumya too can never become Tarana as her every move is for Harman's betterment , something that Tarana will never do ...She even dint want to go to a doctor so that nobody finds out Harak's bahu is a kinner .. She is still thinking about the prestige and reputation of Singh family which is so Soumya like and not Tarana ...So one cannot say Soumya has become a rebel .. She has not or else she wont care if Harak's family is humiliated or not but the fact she cares is proof enough that she is still the same Soumya we know .. Its just her hurt and feeling of betrayal thats showing when it comes to her Harman ji..Its a typical feeling of a wife ..She is a wife .. Harman's wife .. She is not Tarana

Episode can b called the Clash of the titans or when Fire(Soumya) meets Passion(Harman) 😎 ..Both are stubborn but both cannot see each other in pain either .. Harman cannot let Soumya risk her life , reason why he gave up that moment when she threatened to kill herself and Soumya cannot let Harman do anything silly that can harm himself ,reason why she took the rod in her hand and threatened to kill herself thus making sure kinners cannot cause any harm to him 👍🏼 .. Its a perfect example of fire meeting passion .. If Soumya was the fire yesterday with that raging anger in her eyes then Harman was the passionate lover who was on a mission to claim his ladylove by hook or by crook ,thus making this epic clash really interesting to watch 😎


Now I can totally feel the purpose of this track .. Its to free Soumya forever from the burden of Tarana baggage , thereby making her realise her true identity and also to make Harman realise that he need to fight his fears which is only possible if he faces them as he can never run away from the truth ..By the end of this track I can totally see Soumya's love confession after realising the depth of Harman's love and Harman fighting the society for Soumya's existence after revealing her identity to all without any fear 👍🏼 ...

Superb analysis...very well said...Great post and pictures

Originally posted by: jyoti06

What a apt title Flora 👏 .. so true .. HaYa facing each other is like facing their own mirror reflection .. it must hv been so difficult for both .😭 ..

If u notice carefully then Harman smirked with pride when Soumya picked the rod assuming she will fight for him and with him but the moment she faced him with the rod threatening to kill herself , he got a big blow .. a reality that has hit him hard straight in his heart 😭 ; Harman can fight the entire world for her but how can he fight her ?? This is what was hurting him the most as this time he was suppose to fight her to get her back , something he would hv never imagined in his wildest dreams 😭 .. After Soumya leaves ,he takes a decision never to go behind her but then next moment he feels how can he even live without her when he has dedicated his entire life to her 😭 .. He decides to recharge himself with a vengence and get her back at any cost because his life has no meaning without her and this is where u realise he loves her inner soul and not just outer beauty ; He actually derived more strength and determination from Soumya's rejection which shows how he considers Soumya as his strength and not weakness 👏..And we know Harman will win her back in his life because he is a winner and not quitter 😎

Soumya was equally hurt and also in physical pain after getting hit on her head with the rod but she dint show that pain in front of Harman because that moment she only wanted to protect him from the kinner gang .. She gave the impression as if she will kill herself but wont go with Harman to push him away but in reality she was actually protecting him and this is where u know Soumya too can never become Tarana as her every move is for Harman's betterment , something that Tarana will never do ...She even dint want to go to a doctor so that nobody finds out Harak's bahu is a kinner .. She is still thinking about the prestige and reputation of Singh family which is so Soumya like and not Tarana ...So one cannot say Soumya has become a rebel .. She has not or else she wont care if Harak's family is humiliated or not but the fact she cares is proof enough that she is still the same Soumya we know .. Its just her hurt and feeling of betrayal thats showing when it comes to her Harman ji..Its a typical feeling of a wife ..She is a wife .. Harman's wife .. She is not Tarana

Episode can b called the Clash of the titans or when Fire(Soumya) meets Passion(Harman) 😎 ..Both are stubborn but both cannot see each other in pain either .. Harman cannot let Soumya risk her life , reason why he gave up that moment when she threatened to kill herself and Soumya cannot let Harman do anything silly that can harm himself ,reason why she took the rod in her hand and threatened to kill herself thus making sure kinners cannot cause any harm to him 👍🏼 .. Its a perfect example of fire meeting passion .. If Soumya was the fire yesterday with that raging anger in her eyes then Harman was the passionate lover who was on a mission to claim his ladylove by hook or by crook ,thus making this epic clash really interesting to watch 😎


Now I can totally feel the purpose of this track .. Its to free Soumya forever from the burden of Tarana baggage , thereby making her realise her true identity and also to make Harman realise that he need to fight his fears which is only possible if he faces them as he can never run away from the truth ..By the end of this track I can totally see Soumya's love confession after realising the depth of Harman's love and Harman fighting the society for Soumya's existence after revealing her identity to all without any fear 👍🏼 ...

Originally posted by: jyoti06

What a apt title Flora 👏 .. so true .. HaYa facing each other is like facing their own mirror reflection .. it must hv been so difficult for both .😭 ..

If u notice carefully then Harman smirked with pride when Soumya picked the rod assuming she will fight for him and with him but the moment she faced him with the rod threatening to kill herself , he got a big blow .. a reality that has hit him hard straight in his heart 😭 ; Harman can fight the entire world for her but how can he fight her ?? This is what was hurting him the most as this time he was suppose to fight her to get her back , something he would hv never imagined in his wildest dreams 😭 .. After Soumya leaves ,he takes a decision never to go behind her but then next moment he feels how can he even live without her when he has dedicated his entire life to her 😭 .. He decides to recharge himself with a vengence and get her back at any cost because his life has no meaning without her and this is where u realise he loves her inner soul and not just outer beauty ; He actually derived more strength and determination from Soumya's rejection which shows how he considers Soumya as his strength and not weakness 👏..And we know Harman will win her back in his life because he is a winner and not quitter 😎

Soumya was equally hurt and also in physical pain after getting hit on her head with the rod but she dint show that pain in front of Harman because that moment she only wanted to protect him from the kinner gang .. She gave the impression as if she will kill herself but wont go with Harman to push him away but in reality she was actually protecting him and this is where u know Soumya too can never become Tarana as her every move is for Harman's betterment , something that Tarana will never do ...She even dint want to go to a doctor so that nobody finds out Harak's bahu is a kinner .. She is still thinking about the prestige and reputation of Singh family which is so Soumya like and not Tarana ...So one cannot say Soumya has become a rebel .. She has not or else she wont care if Harak's family is humiliated or not but the fact she cares is proof enough that she is still the same Soumya we know .. Its just her hurt and feeling of betrayal thats showing when it comes to her Harman ji..Its a typical feeling of a wife ..She is a wife .. Harman's wife .. She is not Tarana

Episode can b called the Clash of the titans or when Fire(Soumya) meets Passion(Harman) 😎 ..Both are stubborn but both cannot see each other in pain either .. Harman cannot let Soumya risk her life , reason why he gave up that moment when she threatened to kill herself and Soumya cannot let Harman do anything silly that can harm himself ,reason why she took the rod in her hand and threatened to kill herself thus making sure kinners cannot cause any harm to him 👍🏼 .. Its a perfect example of fire meeting passion .. If Soumya was the fire yesterday with that raging anger in her eyes then Harman was the passionate lover who was on a mission to claim his ladylove by hook or by crook ,thus making this epic clash really interesting to watch 😎


Now I can totally feel the purpose of this track .. Its to free Soumya forever from the burden of Tarana baggage , thereby making her realise her true identity and also to make Harman realise that he need to fight his fears which is only possible if he faces them as he can never run away from the truth ..By the end of this track I can totally see Soumya's love confession after realising the depth of Harman's love and Harman fighting the society for Soumya's existence after revealing her identity to all without any fear 👍🏼 ...

Happy that my story inspired 🥱 and you're becoming more responsible in your life...This enjoys me dear saritu 👏 and thanks for the compliments for my post hope I can trasmit my msgs through those posts to Shakti viewers...I'm alaways taking my journey as a base when making retakes .Dear saritu it's true than H is paining and suffering ...He's betrayed by his own family and his wife leaves him...Hope and wish saritu understand SaumYa (plz read my replay for Jyoti post yesterday (13july) I explained why Saumya is living Tarana and why she must passing trough this phase...All things about her identity will be clear after living Tarana avatar...SaumYa journey is hurful and painful and her unconditional love story with Harman is very difficult to achieve and prove it in front of society...

@Sairitu : Ok this is what I feel the reason behind why Saya is suddenly shown acting like a selfish and like u said she is getting sadistic pleasure seeing HaYa separate ...

this is the reason below .. just my assumption ..

She is acting like a selfish person here who wants Soumya in this world so that she can proudly say others how they hv a beautiful kinner like Soumya in their world .. Mayb this is what makers r planning to show that its not Harman but Kinners who will take advantage of her beauty for their own agenda (which includes mayb selling her to Bangkok too) and this is one reason why Harman was hiding her from this world which actually uses a kinner's beauty for money making but will celebrate that same kinner's death if tomorrow she dies (just like the market incident) ..This is the bitter reality that Soumya might realise later and regret for choosing this world over her Harmanji 🤔 .. Mayb she will then realise Harman was never ashamed of her identity but was scared of the kinner world which takes advantage of her same identity ...But for her to realise this bitter reality and remove all that doubts from her mind completely , it was important that she steps into this world once and then herself realise the difference between who is her own and who is stranger .. In the end she will get the message loud and clear that its only Harmanji who is her real family and wellwisher .. No Saya or anyone ...

And yes bangkok is there .. dont worry .. its just delayed by another week .. but actors hv confirmed it ..

Originally posted by: Pani.Puri

Amazing post Flora 👏👏

@ Jyoti & Sairitu - Nice analysis you girls have made 👍🏼

I am not getting Saya's behavior at all 😆😆 She is looking like a confused soul to me right now 😆😆 But who cares as long as we are getting such episodes with Haya 😆😆

I have said this before also that Both love each other deeply , madly , passionately and its just that the timing is wrong that they aren't thinking properly and are plagued just by the hurt that they witnessed by their beloved (Harman witnessing Saumya as Tarana and addressing herself as Tarana while Saumya witnessing that Harman just loved her beauty) ... But the hurt there beloved gave them doesnt stops either of them from loving the other person and protecting him/her , and we have seen that in previous episodes 😳😳😳

Harman can sacrifice himself for Saumya and same goes with Saumya ... And I hope that very soon we will get a passionate and a possessive side of Saumya once she comes to know the truth ... Whatever Sumya told Nani tells that how she has always felt and its good in a way too see all her insecurities and fear coming out one by one ... Once she completely gets rid of all her insecurities and fear then she can look at herself as a complete human being - like how her Harman Ji finds her to be 😳😳 And probably then we can see a Harman who acts pricey and Saumya who is hell bent on pacifying him 😳😳

Saumya can never become Tarana bcz she is still Harman's Gulabo and we saw that when she took the rod then how she told Saya not to call doctor and then when she told Kareena that she can sacrifice herself for Harman ... And the way Harman authoritatively says this to everyone loud and clear that "she is MY saumya and not Tarana" was superb 😳😳

I want this track to be stretched so that both can show their feelings , concern , anger , love to each other 😛😛

Originally posted by: jyoti06

@Sairitu : Ok this is what I feel the reason behind why Saya is suddenly shown acting like a selfish and like u said she is getting sadistic pleasure seeing HaYa separate ...

this is the reason below .. just my assumption ..

She is acting like a selfish person here who wants Soumya in this world so that she can proudly say others how they hv a beautiful kinner like Soumya in their world .. Mayb this is what makers r planning to show that its not Harman but Kinners who will take advantage of her beauty for their own agenda (which includes mayb selling her to Bangkok too) and this is one reason why Harman was hiding her from this world which actually uses a kinner's beauty for money making but will celebrate that same kinner's death if tomorrow she dies (just like the market incident) ..This is the bitter reality that Soumya might realise later and regret for choosing this world over her Harmanji 🤔 .. Mayb she will then realise Harman was never ashamed of her identity but was scared of the kinner world which takes advantage of her same identity ...But for her to realise this bitter reality and remove all that doubts from her mind completely , it was important that she steps into this world once and then herself realise the difference between who is her own and who is stranger .. In the end she will get the message loud and clear that its only Harmanji who is her real family and wellwisher .. No Saya or anyone ...

And yes bangkok is there .. dont worry .. its just delayed by another week .. but actors hv confirmed it ..