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Originally posted by: Sakkiyah
Awesome postđ
Today's episode the pain of Shivaay was heart wrenching.He asked the goons to attack him and bore the pain...In episode number 106 aired in 15 oct 2016...the rescue of Anika from goons ...in that too shivaay bore the pain but when they attacked Anika he fighted with them..Anika was angry with him but when she saw he was attacked by the goons he was bleeding,her emotions changed and she become his super woman Anika..Now too shivaay's eyes is searching his Anika...his love,his strength,his life...But he was shattered when he didn't saw her.Beautifully said Sakkiyah đ She always came like an avenging angel when he's hurt, like a little boy he gets himself hurt to get her attention. But she has insulated herself , the wall around her has even pushed him out.i don't know if i can put this across effectively, but remember their last argument. Just moments before they had hugged and he could see she was upset. Then he proposed , and as usual his mother had to ruin the moment for them. He was waiting for her "Yes, Shivaay", and Pinky came to spoil the moment. Then everything went downhill. Even the First Night he had anticipated so much , was ruined when Pinky knocked their door and marched in uninvited.They had a few arguments like this just days before. When Annika told him his mom brought Nayantara, when Pranka ran off to elope with ACP, both times he yelled and overreacted, and she forgave him in an instant. But this time she went too far, and he overreacted too much, severing all ties between them.But where's the love , the caring between them alone. Did that disappear because of those papers he cruelly threw at her. She flinches at the memory, almost like a physical blow.He regrets his outburst, I'm sure of it. He's equally angry for the terrible things she said too. But he can't explain how she can just stay away from him , when his eyes are restless to see her. Roke Na Ruke Naina...He needs to find the truth. Who can he ask? He wouldn't think of OmRu at all, she insulted them before leaving. Who??Shivaay is waiting for her return in his life.one sorry from her...his anger will vanish.Because he want her back in his life at any cost.The chawl is only a bahana for him.if he buy that place he can come there every day as the owner and he can show his tadi and can share the same air she breath.The air in the oberoi mansion is suffocating him.We all know the old shivaay who was health concious.Always stocked different type of medicines and ate them before the symptoms appear.But now he is badly hurted by the goons but he didn't dressed his wounds nor ate medicine.But he only want that chawl at any cost.And he ignored the tears of pinky.A mother can't see her son in pain but here she is the reason for it.According to pinky Shivaay is kamini's son but she nurtured him..he loved and respected as his mother and he supported and trusted her over his wife.The Nayantara drama is enough to proves he trust his mother over Anika..but she was arrogant.she played a dirty game and seprated Shivaay from his soul.This is result of her karma.And the flash back sequence how much Anika cared about him?Now too he is living in his memories with his wife.He is fighting against his own fate...you snatched me from my Anika but no one can snatch the memories we shared.it was between us.No one can enter in that.Ragini and samar...ignored them and skipped the scenes.The distance Anika is showing to Shivaay is hurting him and it is slowly killing him.He is own the journey of self destruction...but she will come to his rescue soon...I think this journey will make Anika no 1 in Shivaay's life.He will realise her position in his life.She is in his heart and he will find she is his family...After her his brothers..he will short list this soon.
Mr And Mrs Parshuram
