'Forbidden' SuKor SS

She's forbidden for me because she's just 18 years old and I'm 27. She's suppose to be my "Sister-In-Law" after getting married to my brother "Vivaan Rajvanshi". I stil remember, I was 9 years old when my mummy's best friend "Kasturi B-Laal" called her to give her the good news of giving birth to a beautiful daughter. Dad, Mom, me and Vivaan, who was 6 at the time, went to congratulate "Kasturi and Bhuvan". I was least interested in going because I wanted to go play with my freind, who in my father's eyes were "Gali k gundey" . But after mummy requested me I agreed. I would've not even spare a glance at a new born baby but the sweet little voices she was making while playing by herself, somehow made my feet go against my will and I went near her cradle. I looked at her for the very first time and her big round eyes and the cutest smile I've ever seen managed to capture my heart. I wanted to hold her but before I could even reach for her, my father held her carefully and complimented her beauty. Vivaan loved to play with children and asked father to let him hold her. I asked him the same, for the first time I asked him to give me something. He moved closer to me holding chakor but instead of giving her to me when I was reaching out for her with my hands in air, he walked pass me and sate on the sofa where vivaan was sitting and asked him to carefully touch her. I knew he think of me as a useless and clumsy person but for the first time in my life I felt bad by his behaviour. He was always biased toward me and vivaan. But this time, seeing vivaan happily playing with the baby I felt jealous.

Many years passed. The beautiful baby was named 'Chakor Bhuvan Laal". She grew up to be a beautiful person, inside and outside. Her marriage with vivaan was fixed when she was 8 years old. I bet at that time she did't even know what "Marriage" means. But now she does, after all she's 18 years old now. In her early childhood she tried to talk to me, be friendly with me, but all I did was ignore her. Until one night.

She was 12 at that time and I was 21. Mummy called me and asked me to pick chakor up from her friend's house. At first, I denied but accepted mummy's request. It's not that I hated her or something. I just knew that if I get attach to her a little more than I am right now, the jealousy, pain, ego, and LOVE will sparkle AGAIN.I fell in love with her the moment I saw her. A 9 years old boy falling for a new born baby, how hilarious yet ridiculous it sounds. The only information about love I had was observed from movies. I thought my feelings will fade with time. I was 17 when her and Vivaan's marriage was fixed. I again felt, jealous, hurt, angry but called myself Ridiculous and insane for feeling something like this for a 8 years old.And in order to make my dad happy I did everything he asked me to like a puppet.So I burried all the feelings deep down in my heart. The same heart which beats as fast as a bullet train whenever she smiles, whenever she does a mischeive and then hides behind mummy to escape Kasturi's scolding, Whenever she's near me. And my blood boils whenever vivaan's talking to her, touching her or forcing her to follow his orders, which she don't like. She's chakor a free bird. I know she hates vivaan for his bossy behaviour, for his over protective nature and wants to be free but as much as I like her for being a free spirited, mischivious Chakor, I get angry on her for being an emotional fool, and not refusing for the marriage she's getting forced into. Anyways mummy asked me to pick her up so I had to.it was her 12th birthday weekend and she was with her friends. She was waiting outside her friend's house and got into the car when I reached there. "Why are you here instead of dad?" She asked me but I ignored her and focused on driving. till now she tried her best to talk to me and I knew why. She always found me more interesting than vivaan is and I also knew she felt something for me. But the best option to prevent both of us from getting, pain, agony, heart break, from this "Forbidden" feelings was to keep distance.

We were silently sitting in the car when suddenly the car behind us hit something and I stopped my car. She popped her head out of window to see what happened and got terribly scared. When I looked out I saw a puppy, half dead, laying on road and a lady coming out of the car behind us. We also got out of the car, the lady looked terrified. She looked at us and told us she's in hurry to take her sick kid to the hospital and asked if we could help tak this dog to a vet. Chakor immediately agreed and the lady left. I aaskd chakor to bring towels from my gym bag which is ket in car's back seat and she did the same. I wrapped the towel around the puppy and examined it for few seconds. "What are you waiting for lets hurry and take this puppy to a vet" she said with a shivering voice. "Go sit in the car I'll bring it and she left from there and after I heard her closing the car door I strangled the dog, till he took his last breathe. When I turned to go to car and take out a shovel I saw her, looking out of the window from her seat, with tears in her eyes. She came out of the car and held my collar.

"Are you insane ? Why would you do that? I mean How could you do that ? we would've saved it..Why you had to do it ? You monster..You're not human just a monster " She said crying and hitting me. Having it enough I held her hands tightly and shouted.

"Yess I am a monster, and you know what You should'y mess with a monster, not when you're all alone on a isolated road in middle of the night." I said pulling her closer and holding her by waist.

"If I had't killed it, it would have died painfully. There was no hope in taking him to a vet, Instead of giving him a painfull death I just freed him easily. Do you hear that" I shouted again.

Her tears stopped and were replaced by anger and dusgust. She pushed me and sat in the car. I dug a pit a little away from road and burried the dog there and by the time I came back she was asleep.

That was the last night she ever spoke to me. After that She ignored my presence or should I say tried to. Now she had a personal room in our mansion and could come and go easily.

Tommorrow Mummy, papa and vivaan are going on a family vaccation. I'm not included in the family from the day I rebelled against papa, for the first time when I was 21. They wanted to take Chakor with them too but her ongoing exams saved her from this torture. Kasturi and bhuvan were already in londonn for past 3 months and Chakor was living with us since then. The mere thought that she and I are going to be alone in the house, is making me go crazy. No matter how calm, uninterested, ignoring I act, the truth is otherwise. But this truth is better hidden, because these feelings of "Chakor Bhuvan Laal" and "Suraj Narayan Rajvanshi" in the eyes of the world are "Forbidden".

That's it for this chapter. I hope you guys like this. Please do comment and tell me how it was and should I continue it or not ? Don't mind the grammatical and typo errors. Critisism is most welcome. Refarin from using bad language { Which actually no one in this forum does and I'm proud of that }.

Love-Jasmene

9 years of difference but with Sukor everything is right! Even their forbidden emotions!

Continue the story, it will amazing to read!

Why JN is differentiating Vivaan and Suraj?

I think Chakor has feelings for him but anger too. Am I right?

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