I agree to the persons above.
still i repeat. Please don't commit suicidee. Jaan problem solve nahi hojata suicide karke.
I mean I'm sure your parents do love you and want the best for you. Just go and tell them what you think and want to do. Or just talk to some personal Advicers i'm sure u can find somee around your living place.😊 They could go and talk to your parents and explain how you feel.