Shivika OS|| Khudko main haar gaya tumko main jeeta hoon

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Posted: 8 years ago
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so i've never written any FF/OS before, this is my first ever so plz forgive me if you don't like it and if it is silly and stupid which i'm sure it is. i am not very good with this stuff so bear with me . i just had to because i am too hyper and excited for this upcoming track and i want the angst to be 10 folds in reality yahan thoda sa dheema kar dia maine caz at the end i don't want to be disappointed. Enjoy and do give your feedback, you never know i might even continue

oh and the title caz well anika is finally getting to hear him admitting it to himself and also her that it is love. 😆 and him realizing that he really has harooed himself over her however, in the actual episodes i want him to take his time in realizing it😃

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At Oberoi Mansion

Boom

The loud, rippling sound of the gunshot sliced through the air

And then there was pin drop silence in the hall, slowly after few secs everyone opened their eyes to see what happened there a few secs ago. They were shocked to see the visual of a bleeding Anika in Shivaay's arms and called out her name Anika and ran towards her to check upon her because Shivaay was Numb due to shock. The boy was unable to process what just happened, Rudra touched his shoulder and jolted him Bhaiya dekho Bhabhi ko goli lagi bhaiya kuch karo the words echoed in Shivaay's brain, he slowly looked at rudy as if to make sure he heard that right Rudy nodded and he looked down at Anika who was covered in blood and was murmuring his name Shivaay. He looked down at her, tears started falling down his eyes, he held her face and said a Anika, tum mere saath aisa nahi kar sakti, tumhein kuch nahi hoga, I am right here main tumhein kuch nahi hone doonga plz stay with me, listening to this she gave the slightest of smile and said dard ho raha hai shivaay, and passed out , listening to which shivaay got so overwhelmed with he screamed are someone plz call the doctor, rudy , mom, dadi,dad, anika ko kuch nahi ho sakta please do something and looked at everyone around him helplessly.. pinky who was standing right beside him kept her hand on his shoulder and assured him : anika ko kcuh nahi hoga huamri bachi theek ho jayegi tu fikar na kar ache logon ke saath kabhi buran ahi ho sakta, caressed her face and covered her wound with her dupatta to stop the bleeding , while shivaay couldn't function and kept talking to an unconscious Anika " Anika tumhein kuch nahi hoga tum fikar matt karo main tumhein kuch nahi hoen doonga, tumhari jaan itni aasani se nahi jaa sakti, tum shivaay singh oberoi ki biwi ho.

On the other Hand Tej got kamini, acp and mahi arrested and told the police commissioner on the chodiye ga nahi in logon koinki himmat kaise hui humari bahi pe goli chalane ki inko kadi se kadi saa milni chahiye, ek toh humare saath fraud kia upar se attempt to murder, inko ache se sabak sikayiye inko samjh aa jay eke oberois cheez kia hain.

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At hospital

The whole Oberoi family was pacing restlessly outside the OT, waiting for some news from the doctors, except Shivaay who was smeared in anika's blood and was sitting silently on a bench staring in the air not knowing what to expect and had only one thought going on in his head What IF just What If he ends up losing his Anika to fate how will he be able to survive without her? He was shaken, he wanted to just run to Anika and hold her in his arms and never let her go ever , he wanted her to be up and running right in front of his eyes, tease him, fight with him, just do anything she wanted t but just be ok. He had flashbacks of all the time spent with her, all the happy times, the time he tortured her and married her, the times he was unfair to her and then there was her who always kept him ahead of herself , who was ever ready to put herself at stake for his sake , who would not even blink before giving up her life for him and then the last visual he saw of her came to his head and he held his head and went No just No , aisa nahi ho sakta and broke down. Suddenly he felt a hand on his shoulder he went no rudy no not now meri anika ka itna khoon beh raha tha I can't keep calm plz abhi kuch matt kehna mujhe akela chod do. A voice interrupted him before he could say anything further and said Mr SSO he immediately looked up and found that it wasn't rudy instead he saw little Sahil standing right in front of him. Seeing Him he couldn't keep his emotions in control he hugged Sahil real tight and said I Am sorry champ, I couldn't keep my promise of keeping your didi safe I am sorry I am sorry plz forgive me and continued crying on sahil's shoulder. Sahil slowly stroked his hair and broke the embrace; Shivaay still couldn't gather the courage to look in his eyes. He was not in state to give any answers to this lil baby brother of Anika, he was afraid of those piercing eyes he was afraid what if he asked her any question for which he has no answers right now what will he tell him how will he be able to say anything to him as his whole world in only his didi so he avoided the eye contact and kept shaking due to crying so much. Sahil offered him a bottle of water, he didn't look up and refused then Sahil touched his chin and lifted his face and slowly wiped his tears away and said Mr SSO, pehlwan ne mujhe sab bata dia and aapka koi Qusoor nahi hai, Plz aa paisa matt sochein, aapne mujhse pinky promise kia than a ke aap didi ko kuch nahi hone denge, and didi ko Kuch nahi hoga aap paani peeo. Shivaay took the bottle from his hand took a sip of water, and tried to hold himself together, and looked at this little boy so full of courage, he got amazed at his emotional capability to hold it together even when his whole world is crashing.

He then looked at him with eyes full of hope and asked Sahil, Anika ko kuch nahi hoga na ?? Sahil shook his head in a no and said Mr SSO, meri didi bohat bahadur hai aisi choti moti goliyan uska kuch nahi bigaad sakti meri didi Ko kuch ho hi nahi sakta kyonki uske paas aap jo ho aur aapka poora parivaar. Didi ek dum theek ho jayegi, shivaay again looked at him with hopeful eyes and Pinky promise?? Sahil held his finger and said Pinky promise and smiled at him seeing this a small smile appeared on Shivaay's face too and he held Sahil tightly in his arms as if to absorb his positive vibe and whispered Thank You Sahil in his ear

At the hospital

The doctors walked out of the OT, shivaay ran upto them and asked how is Anika? The doctor replied, we've removed the bullet but due to a lot of blood loss she's still critical we will have to keep her under observation. Shivaay asked the doctor if he could see her the doctor allowed him to go and check upon her.

He walked into the room and saw a frail Anika laying in her bed unconscious, he walked up to her caressed her forehead and planted a delicate kiss on it and sat beside her holding her hand, he kept looking at her with his eyes filled with tears trying to figure out what to say. After a long while he gathered the courage to say something and he started Anika, mujhe pata hai ke tum mujhe sun sakti ho, anika main bohat time se tumse kuch kehna chahta tha but kabhi himmat nahi hui, samjh nahi aa raha tumse kaise kahoon, but ab mujhse se apne andar nahi rakha jayega , nahi Ssshhh isse pehle ke tum utho aur kuch kaho aur phir main kuch keh na paoon let me say it, Anika aisa kyon hota hai ke hamesha main tumhare dard ki wajah banta hoon, Main jitna chahta hoon and try karta hoon ke tumhein meri wajah se koi takleef na ho utna hi hamesha fail ho jata hoon aur hamesha tumhein meri wajaah se itna dard sehna padta hai, aisa kyon hota hai mujhe batao na and sobbed with all the Flashbacks of times he ended up hurting her going in his head. After a pause he said Anika mujhe nahi pata ke tumne mujhe maaf kia ke nahi ya tum mujhe maaf kar sakti bhi ho ke nahi us sab ke liye jo maine tumhare saath kia but aaj mujhe kehna hai I am sorry, I am sorry for everything us sab ke liye us har cheez us har lamhe us har pal ke liye jo tumhein meri waja se dard sehna pada, us chip kaand se lekar us shaadi stunt tak aur uske baad us divorce papers se le kar sahil se ki hui har badtameezi tak ke liye I am sorry, tum mujhe maaf karongi na, anika utho aur bolo tumne mujhe maaf kia, anika main tumhare bina nahi jee sakta, mujhe nahi pata yeh kia hai kyon hai but ab tumhare bina ek pal saans lena bhi mushkil hai, jab tumhein kuch hota hai mujhe lagta hai mera saans ruk raha hai, chot tumhein lagti hai dard mujhe hota hai, jab tum khush hoti hai mujhe lagta hai main aasman main udh raha oon, anika tumhare bina rehne ka toh ab sawal hi paida nahi hota, anika agar tumhein kuch ho gaya toh main jee nahi paaonga khatam ho jaoonga, Anika mujeh lagta hai mujhe pyar ho gaya hai tumhare saath and took a brief moment to pnder over what h just accepted and smiled and repeated haan mujhe pyar ho gaya hai anika tum sun rahi ho na ? and then pleaded Acha mere liye nahi toh Sahil ke liye uth jao plz tum sahil ke saath aisa nahi kar sakti , aaongi na tum ? anika Plz aa jao, Uth jao ab bas bohat ho gaya and he slighthly shaked her hand anika kiya kar rahi ho? Bola na I am sorry ab utho bhi na, the scene slowly got blurred with him pleading to her to wake up

Next morning

Anika slowly open her eyes and whispered Shivaay's name and look around the room, and then she spotted Shivaay sleeping with his head on her side still holding her hand tightly in his hand, the tears marks from last night still could be seen on his face and the bedsheet was still wet from his tears from last night, she tried to recollect the events from last day in her head and figured what happened but that was not it in addition to the part where she got shot she also recollected Shivaay's voice in her head asking for forgiveness and also admitting that he loves her, a small smile came on her face and she shook her head in happiness and looked at him sleeping in that awkward position she whispered shivaay bhi na and ran her fingers in his hair and said maaf toh maine aapko kab ka kar dia tha kyonki main bhi aapse pyar karti hoon..

And the scene faded

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Beautiful ❤️
Waiting for all this!
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This was beautiful!! I hope we get this and much more ..can't wait !
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Shail comforting Shivaay touched my heart..wish the CVs show something like this...
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It'a amazing ❤️ like so beautiful
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awesome Loved it
I hope we will be able to get this scene in the show
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Awesome good job 👏
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You listened to me? 😛😆
I wanted that "ab dard hua" sooo bad! Actually this way is nicer! ⭐️😆

Loved it! Ab toh expectations have become x tiffany 😆
I do hope you continue this in a sort of a drabble way - throughout this recognition/confession phase 😳👏
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Amazingly beautiful..
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Awesome OS Fary, you should write often.

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