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FS-|| Aisa Kyun Hai, Maa! ||
Shot 1:"Bheege Naina"
The atmosphere was tensed up at the revelation. Mahi stood in front of everyone accusing Pinky of being the enemy of his life. He accused her of being a black spot at the name of a mother. Shivaay curled up his fingers in a fist as his blood bolied at what was happening. "Enough! Tumhaari Himat kaise hui Meri Maa ke khilaf aise bolne ki.! He walked up to him.
Mahi saw him in anger. " Shivaay! Nahi... Shivaay Singh Oberoi ! Saala, kya kismat hai Teri, hum dono paid a toh saath mein huye lekin zindagi ek dum different! He said in anger, clearly hurting himself more at his own words.
"Tu iska Beta , Ye Sirf TERI MAA! Main toh bad luck leke paida huaa thaa... ! Main hi shaayad bura hai ki mere ko Maa Ka Pyaar Naseeb Main hai hi nahi..! Ek Maa jisne paidaa kiya, ussne toh shakal dehkne se hi Pehle uthaa ke phek diya! "
Pointing to Kaamini-Aur ye doosri Maa jissne apne paas toh rakha, lekin sirf istamaal ke liye.! Ghinn aati hai is aurat ko Maa kehne mein bhi!"
Then turning to Pinky-"Lekin inhe kya kahoon samaj nahi aata...koi apne khud ke khoon ko aise chod deta hai kya..? "
Pinky only had tears in her eyes as she sobbed remembering that day in the hospital, the day her life, her son was born. She had clearly heard two similar cries despite the similarities she could make out the two distinct voices. Though being dozy due to the affect of the sedative drugs she couldn't see clearly.
But later she was told that she had given birth to only a single child who had green eyes. The doctors told her that probably due to the effect of sedatives she was mistaken.
Until a year she could not even sleep properly, she woke up every night hearing two cries. But as time passed she slowly, got used to the truth in front of her eyes.
Pinky-"Shakti jii Maine aap sab se kahaa thaa naa!" She broke into still bitter sobs.
Shivaay was broken seeing his mother like that. More hurt to see that the man in front of him to be precise his twin, standing there devastated. What was happening?
Life had just him a hard slap.
How was he supposed to react?
He looked at his twin with now moist eyes.
Mahi-"Arey ye drama chodo...! Aur aap.." He says turning to Pinky.
"isse acha hota ki maiye paida hi nahi hota , aisi zindagi se acha toh pehli saas ke Pehle hi mauth hoti! Agar main aapko nahi pasand thaa toh jeene kyun diyaa maara diya hota mujhe.! "
Pinky-"Mahi!" For the first ever time she took his name. Guilt in her voice. What kind of mother was she !??
Mahi looked up at her rage in his eyes-"Bas...mere ko aur baat nahi karni hai! Mera naam mat le!"
Shivaay, came forward and spoke up-" ek baar sun to lo inhe bolna kya hai!"
Mahi lost the control and held Shivaay by the collar-"Kya sunu haan Kyun sunu, meri jagah tu hota toh suntaa...saala tu mujhse jeet gaya...ye sab mera bhi ho sakta thaa leken tu ne ye sab apne liye le lia...! Meri hisse ki bhi zindagi bhi Teri hogayi..!"
He left his collar. While his words resonated in Shivaay's ears. He looked at the ground gulping. Mahi was right. What if it was him in Mahi's shoes right now?
Mahi further spoke venom-"Saala tu hota hi nahi toh ye sab problem hi nahi hota! Ab jab main apna haq cheene aaya tab bhi aap sab mujhe , mujhe galat bulaata hai.! Poori zindagi Naajaayas sunke guzaari hai...Nahi Hai Naajayas Ye hai mere apne maa-baap!" He said pointing at the two.
He smacks his forehead continuously-"Arey isse acha toh naajaayas hota..! Yahan toh mere maa-baap hote huye bhi nahi hai!"
Shivaay felt the floor slip beneath his feet.He stood their rooted. No. he couldn't be weak he had to be strong, he had to be the wall, his family, his parents, his mother need him, Right Now!! He couldnt be weak.! But yet he stood their unable to speak , unable to take charge of the situation as he always did.
While OmRu looked from Shivaay to Mahi tears flooding their eyes. Rudra had just held on to Om's hand tightly. Om was way more vulnerable than Rudra not because he saw Shivaay like that or Rudra like that because for once the BOND of BROTHERHOOD was now in question. The bond that came before any other thing in the world for him.The bond he swore by, that bond.
"Zindagi Ki Baazi Kab Palat Jaaye Pata Nahi Chalta,
Kabhi Kabhi Aap Jeet Ke Bhi Haar Hi Jaate Hain!"
Mahi wiped his tears and in rage removed a gun from his pocket and pointed it at Pinky.
"Mai buraa nahi thaa,
Lekin Life ne bahut buraa kiya,
Ab mai bura hai yaan bahut buraa kya farak padta hai,
Is liye ab main bahut bura banega.!
Main jeete ji maraa hai, har saans meri zindagi ki maut baraabar thii, ab Teri baari hai!"
Shivaay's eyes grew wide as he saw his mother at the gunpoint. He immediately pounced towards Mahi to take the gun and they got into a struggle.
Pinky's heart sank at the sight. It would have been better to die a thousand deaths than witness her own sons quarreling and the reason being her.
"Mat lado !" She shouted. The two parts of her were at risk, she wouldn't be able to live without either. She cried. Maybe its all her fault. She would have hurt many hearts maybe that's why she was getting back the worse. Her death would have been better than the scene in front of her eyes.
And the gunshot was heard piercing the silence of the mansion, where all the hearts had forgotten to beat.
OmRu had one of the worst experience of life ever.While Anika stood paralysed, she had just started to live again in love in care, all that was now right before her eyes. Life couldn't do this to her.
Mahi had been shot near the heart in the struggle. Shivaay had tears in eyes and his hands were blood stained as he fell to the floor holding Mahi. Mahi gave an ironical laugh, "Maine bolaa ...thaa naa main ...saala paida ...hi bad luck ke ...saath hua thaa!"
Shivaay--"No NoNo...aakhein khuli rakho ...call thae ambulance "he managed to say as he lifted Mahi up with Pinky's help.
Shivaay and Pinky were in ambulance with Mahi. While the rest followed in the cars.
Pinky-" Aakhein khuli rakh beta..!" She said in tears.
Mahi smiled how he had wished for a mother who called him that, whose only wish was in his life. Life had given him that now when he had just a few heart beats remaining. Just a few minutes, left.
Pinky held Shivaay's hand in one hand while her other hand was holding Mahi's.
She cried and spoke amidst the tears.
"Main tum dono ki ghonegaar hoon,
I am sorry , main best Maa chodo ek sahi Maa Bhi nahi ban paayi, ek bete ki zindagi kharaab kardi apne aap ko usse dhoor rakhe " she said looking at Mahi " toh doosre ki zindagi mein rehke usse, usse hi dhoor kar Dia, humesha tere liye decisions liye humesha tujhe kaha ye kar wo kar, Kabhi poocha nahi ki Shivaay tu kya chaatha hai!"
She broke down as her two sons saw her crying with stone at their hearts. Both couldn't see her like that. Mahi had realised he had been wrong, all though life had wronged him he had wronged the one who was not any fault she was his mother after all. Probably one of those realizations that one gets right before his time in life is up.? Only time could tell.
naina.. jo saanjhe khwaab dekhte thee
naina.. bichhar ke aaj ro diye hain yoon
naina.. jo milke raat jaagte the
naina.. sehar mein palken meechte hain yoon
eyes, which used to dream together,
they have cried such on separation today.
eyes, which used to stay the nights awake together,
they shut such in the morning now...
Shivaay had never been so vulnerable before. Mahi shared Shivaay's situation. Mahi looked at Shivaay and moved his hand towards him, Shivaay immediately held his hand while his other held on to Pinky. For once the trio let out their emotions their anger their hurt all of it flow out as tears. Suddenly the situation had changed from being all venomous and furious to a subtle and heart-aching one.
juda huye kadam
jinhone li thi ye kasam
milke chalenge hardum
ab baanTte hain ye gham
bheege naina..
The footsteps have taken different paths,
which had taken the oath,
to always be together,
And now this pain(of separation) is borne together
by the wet eyes...
jinhone li thi ye kasam
milke chalenge hardum
ab baanTte hain ye gham
bheege naina..
The footsteps have taken different paths,
which had taken the oath,
to always be together,
And now this pain(of separation) is borne together
by the wet eyes...
P.S
I had written this yesterday, wasn't sure whether I should post it, finally I did.
I m keeping Shakti on background as It happens in the serial, really don't have the time to develop his feelings and express tge m appropriately here.
I generally try to write something that instantly brings up a smile on the readers face, and makes them happy.
This is a change. Over to you all to share your views.
Many a times certain stories prick old wounds of the hearts, I m sorry if I did that to someone.
Shot 2- page 5
Shot 3-page 7
