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Raman smiled noticing that she has become relaxed ,he smiled and went from there after pecking on her lips , she opened her mouth in shock ,while he left .
After that ,days started passing normally as raman and Vicky got busy in their exam .Today they were having their last exam ,both ishra were restless today as after finishing his exams Raman had to go back to his home in Mumbai .Ishita condition was more vulnerable that raman as he always expresses his feeling but she cannot as till now she has not accepted his love .
Raman and Vicky were gone for their exams while Ishita was in home itself ,she has not give office in pretext of doing work from home but the reality was today she was not ok, she was very much disturbed, she so wanted to tell him not to go leaving him or let her accompany with him but cannot. She was sitting in front if her computer screen but all her mind was filled with his thoughts ,his sweet gestures ,his sweet nothing talks to make her worse mood OK ,his ways to make her feel special ,his authority by which he order her to do things as per his will .She closed her eyes and tears started flowing from her eyes which she was holding in her eyes till now ,she burst into tears and spoke " murugan I m so helpless ,I can't even stop my love to go away from me ,main to itni mazboor hoon ki usse kah bhi nahi sakti that I love you ,I need you ,why murugan why you did this to me .if you wanted to send him away from me ,shy did you send him ,why you made him younger than me ,every body has their share of happiness in their life but seems you forget about you ,you hadn't wrote a single happiness for me ."
She cried her heart out in alone as she cannot share this with any one .Any how the day passed ,it was evening the boys entered the house discussing about their paper and saw Ishita making evening tea ,Vicky saw her and asked " arey di you have come early from office ".
I- actually I was feeling a bit sick that's why I worked from home .
V- ohh ,what happened .
I- nothing much just headache .go and freshen up tea is almost ready.
V- ok.
Saying so Vicky was gone but Raman was still there ,he was waiting for him to go ,after Vicky left he went to Ishita and took her face in his hands ,she closed her eyes feeling his touch .He removed all the hairs strands from her face lovingly and asked " you cried a lot today na ".
She opened her eyes listening to him and spoke " nothing like that ".
R- Ishita I will just go for some days , after that I will come back to bother you again making excuse of some project or job .
I- why you think that I m worried about your going ,rather its nice that you will go as non will be there ...
R- to bother you na .
She nodded looking down ,he made her look at him and spoke kissing her forehead ,"you know your words are not going with your expression and body language".
Saying so he went from there ,Ishita touched the spot where he kissed while her eyes become teary again .After that all had their evening tea together while ishra were stealing glances on each other .In night Raman and Vicky were sitting together ,at the sane time Vicky received rinky's call ,he picked the call ,she informed that ,their visa has arrived .They talked dome more and then Vicky hung the call . Bitg the boys remain silent for some times then raman spoke " Vicky I think its high time you should tell about you plan to Ishita ji".
V- even I also think so but ,I know she will never be ready to send me abroad .
R- and shy do you think so .
V- Raman ,naina di has already got married and if I also will go she will be left alone ,that's why .
R- had she ever told you that just because she has taken care of you two ,you have to be with her life time .
V- nope ,never but it I don't want to live her alone ,yaar what should I do ,I thought that if she will get married I can go abroad with out any tension but that also didn't happened .
R- that's doesn't mean that you will make her marry with anyone .
V- wahi to problem hai ,when ever I want to talk to her about marriage she denies saying she don't want to marry anymore .Raman yaar I m stuck ,bol na what should I do .
R- you talk to her ,she herself will give you solution .yaar she is a grown up and successful business woman she will understand you situation ,I m sure she wants you to be successful in your life and will never stop you .
V- I think you are right ,I will talk to her getting a suitable time .
Next day passed in jiffy and today was the day Raman has to leave ,he has packed his bags and was leaving after some times ,was waiting for Ishita to return.She returned from the office, Raman send Vicky somewhere with some excuse as he wanted some lobe time with Ishita before leaving . He entered her room and saw her standing besides the window ,looking out .He walked to her and spoke back hugging her ," my jaan is upset with me ".
I- why would I ,you were guest and have to go one day .
Raman turned her to him and asked making her look at him " Ishita look into my eyes and tell do you actually want me to go forever ".
She tried to remove her eyes from him but he was holding her face so firmly that she can't move her face ,he again made her look at him ,their eyes met and got teary ,tears rolled from there eyes but not stopped ,he pulled her in him for a bone crushing hug ,she too raised her hand to wound him but then left thinking she can't accept him,she was fighting with her emotions when she felt his hot lips on her rosy lips ,she so wanted to push him and also respond him at the same , but as if she has become numb ,her senses were not responding to her mind ,she didn't protest and let him kiss her ,he started chewing her lower lip ,he did this for sometimes but saw bite her lips when he noticed that she is not responding, she opened her mouth wincing in pain dhike he immediately entered into it without wasting anytime marking his victory .He relished all the flavours of her mouth and giuded her arms around his neck ,she started caressing his hairs while he pulled her more into him by her waist . They shared a long passionate kiss and parted in need of oxygen ,he engulfed her in his arms and this time she didn't protest but let him lead .Both remain in sane position for sometimes feeling each other, then Raman kissed her temple and spoke " Ishita I m going now but will be back soon but before that ,I just want to listen that you love me so that I can come back early .I love you a lot Ishita ,I love you ."
Saying so he saw her with hopeful eyes but she didn't spoke anything .He held her face asked making her look at him
"just for once ".
She shook her head negatively .He turned to go ,she stood like a stone in her place just looking at his retreating figure , tears started flowing from her eyes but she can't stop him,before leaving the room he turned to see her ,he then came back and hugged her again , before they could talk something he heard Vicky calling him ,raman went from there leaving Ishita after pecking her forehead to assure her that he will be back .
He was gone ,Ishita dropped herself in bed and broke into tears and spoke to herself " I love you raman ,love you a lot but can't stop you .it will be better for both of us to part as its not right ,I m not suitable for you ,you deserve much better than me " .Saying so she cried again.
It has been a week after Raman left ,Ishita was waiting for his call but he has not called her for once on the other hand vicky was also preparing himself to talk to Ishita for going abroad .He thought to call naina to convince Ishita .
Ishita was a bit more restless today ,she was trying to hold her emotions but seems today's she was missing raman a lot ,her phone buzzed ,she saw the caller but it was an unknown number ,thinking that it must be him ,she picked it immediately but got disappointed to know that it was a different call from the place where she went for meeting with him ,she talked to them and then disconnected the call .After ending the call she dropped herself in bed and cried hiding her face in pillow " why I m exiecting him or his calls when u myself have send him away from me ,he asked me to accept his love but I didn't spoke a word ,then why will he call me ".
Next day naina came on vicky's instance .The sublings were having their normal talks when Vicky spoke " di I wanted to talk to you from many days ."
I- bolo Vicky .
V- actually di, rinky's father want me to study further .
I- that's great ,even me too want you to be successful in your life .
V- Di he has arranged my and rinky's tickets and visa for London .he want us to go and study further .
I- and you .
V- me too want to go there .
I- then go what's the problem .
She said this and her eyes become teary recalling raman ,she thought " the person who claimed that he loves me and will always be with me , has left and never ever thought to talk to me ,then how can I stop you .for him I was everything then also he forget me then how can I stop you after knowing that you are committed to someone else ."
N- Di where are you lost.
I- no its all right Vicky ,you go I will manage alone .
N- Di I so wanted to take you with me but you know my mother in law ,I fear if she say something to you ..
I- arey naina don't worry I m ok. I m destined to live alone ...
She has not yet completed her sentence when they heard " can I come it ".
All looked towards the door to see the person .
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