RoSid FF: Binding of Love Completed FF - Page 10

Siddhant POV:

i helped her in bringing the Carton boxes inside...

Then we sat on the sofa taking deep breathe...

I bring water bottle and gave to her...

WHen she gave the water bottle to me.. first i thought of drinking it.. 

But i dont know why... i felt its wrong.. i am married to someone else... I should not drink in the bottle drink by her...

I kept the bottle inside and drink water in another bottle...

I kept the lunch ready to have...

'COme.. lets have lunch...' i called her...

'Yes coming... ' she replied and came to dining...

We sat in the dining chairs and started having lunch...

I dont know whether she like my cooking...

When i was expecting her feedback...

'Its tasty.. you are cooking well Sid... your wife is lucky...' she said...

When i was feeling happy on her feedback of being tasty... 

When i was excited when she called me with a short name of 'Sid'.. which i really loved to hear...

She followed with a sentence about my wife... 

My face turned dull...

I didn't tried to talk anything further...

We finished having dinner...

Then came back to hall and switched on the TV...

I was changing channels...

Then kept some sports channel...

It seems like she was not interested...

'Sid.. its boring.. keep some other channel...' she said...

I changed and kept some movie...

I dont prefer watching movie and used to run sports channel only...

But when it is her preference...

I was ready to go as per it...

I wonder what is happening inside me...

I am neither able to accept my wife.. nor able to express my love...

Roli POV; 

We went to have food...

He cooked very tasty...

I enjoyed it and told that his wife should be lucky...

His face expression completely changed...

I felt very bad seeing his dull face...

After lunch we came to watch TV...

It seems he prefer sports channel which is my least interested...

I requested for a movie while he kept it for me...

I noticed he is not interested in the movie channel...

I better switched off the TV and decided to talk to him...

'Sid.. this is weekend.. did you go out to enjoy with your friends... ' i asked...

'Friends.. which friends.. i dont have much friends here... I used to be busy in the office in weekdays & enjoy the weekend relaxing myself at home.. For a change i go out for shopping.. thats it...' he replied...

'I am surrpised... its usual for guys here to roam around with girl friends... while you are telling dont have any friends...' i expressed...

'No.. i dont have any girl friends.. not now.. even in my college days or school days.. i used to be reserve with girls... Yes i do have boy friends of school & college days with whom i chat in FB rarely when they come online... not more than that.. when i come to India.. i meet them if possible...' he clarified...

'Oh.. you dont have any girl friends.. then who am i???' i asked him...

While he expressed a jerk inside him on his look towards me...

Siddhant POV;

I was shocked when she asked 'Who am i..'

What can i tell her...

Can i tell she is my love...

I might have if i was not married to a girl...

Now i lost that rights...

'You are my only friend and you know where we meet and how we become friends.. ' i tried to manage...

'Thats right... we meet in the flight & i added you as FB buddy.. now i requested to share your room as i got transfer here... Am i right...' she asked...

'Yes... I dont have any other friends as girl friend in my life...' i clarified...

'Hmm.. interesting...' she expressed...

I got breathe of relief that the situation is managed...

'You want any help in setting your things in your room...' i asked...

'No.. i will manage...' she replied...

Then went inside to set her things...

Roli POV:

He clarified that he got no other girl friends...

I felt relaxed inside...

I explained myself how i become friend to him...

Its of course me who approached him in FB or for sharing the room... 

Other than meeting in the flight.. he didn't took any steps to come closer to me...

In fact though he didn't accept me as wife.. he was good enough to ask permission for me before letting me to stay with him as stranger...

I smiled...

He asked whether he need help to set my things...

I denied...

I got our marriage dress with me and what if he see to it...

When i kept the related things hided from him...

Yes... i hide my symbol of marriage inside my dress.. 

I wont let him know that i am his wife before the time comes...

I went inside and set all my things myself...

Its late evening almost when i finished and came out of the room to the hall...

He was watching some sports channel...

As soon as seeing me.. he changed to some movie channel...

I smiled...

You are too good darling.. i thought inside...

I thought of preparing dinner for us as he prepared lunch today...

'Sid.. what will you have for dinner.. ' i asked...

'You sit.. i will do something...' he replied...

'No way.. you already prepared lunch and its my turn to do dinner...' i said...

'No no.. why you should do.. you please take rest...' he tried to get up to go to kitchen...

'Then it shows you didn't accept me as friend.. i am not paying guest for you.. i am room mate right.. let me share the words... then only i will stay here.. otherwise.. i will go seeing some other room..' i told to make him accept...

'No no.. not like that... ok.. you cook as you wish...' he agreed...

'Ok thanks.. now tell me what will you have...' i asked...

'Anything as you wish...' he replied with a smile...

I rushed inside kitchen to start preparing the dinner...

Siddhant POV: 

She wanted to prepare dinner while i denied...

But when she was feeling that being room mate she should share the works i agreed...

She went to kitchen start preparing dinner...

I might have felt so happy if she cook for me as my love...

Now i dont know how to take it...

So what.. if i didnt' confess my love yet... she is anyway my room mate... what is wrong in it...

Didn't she had food prepared by me...

I decided...

After sometime...

She called me to have dinner...

We did had dinner sitting in the dining talking something in general...

Then it was time to go to sleep...

We greet a 'Good night' and went to our room...

In sometime.. i got call from her..

Yes.. its call from Roli.. my wife...

i answered...

'Siddhant... how are you.. how is your fingers now...' she enquired...

'I am fine.. my finger is healed.. nothing to worry.. ' i replied...

'So whats special... did your room mate came shifting her things...' she asked...

'Yes.. she shifted today...' i said with a surprise how she is taking it casually and asking me about her...

'Who cook today??? or you had food from outside...' she questioned...

'Lunch i prepared & Dinner she prepared...' i clarified...

'Siddhant... she is lucky...' she said...

I was shocked as she said my wife is lucky while she is telling her as lucky...

'Why' i asked...

'She got chance to eat the food you cooked for her & also to cook and serve you... in that way.. i didn't get both chances...' she expressed...

I maintain a silence without knowing what to reply...

'Anyways... i wish you be happy... are you...' she asked...

'Roli... ' i stopped without knowing what to reply...

'I mean.. you were not interested to accept your wife... atleast accepted your girl friend... may be you feel happy to stay with her more than your wife.. thats why... ' she said in a dull tone...

'Not that.. I dont know what to tell you...' i was stammering without words...

'Its ok.. you need to go to office tomorrow.. good night...' she disconnect the line...

I lay down in the bed to sleep...

But was only turning sides scolding myself for what i am doing to these girls...

I slept nearing the dawn...