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Take a leave Moon As Sun is Hers Now
Awwwhhh!!! Today episode of #Ishqbaaaz was such a mushy feast to all d various romantic sensibilities dreamt by my Love'OPhillic heart.
Ishhh!! LOVE. ...D word itself is god.
I SO LOVE 'LOVE'
CAN WRITE FOREVER ON THIS ONE WORD ONLY..so any #Ishqbaaazian splly a #Shivikian can imagine what todays episode did to me (and to them)
I was grinning with joy..tearing up with happiness nd feeling overwhelmed with this closure to darkness in annika's world today.
Maybe even makers/writers/creators cant imagine d depth of beauty nd happiness they gifted to us today.
I was some extra special happy bcoz this fear of darkness of annika had been my fav topic to explore since d very start..took me back to tht day months ago when I wrote first part of my FF.Those who have read it must know tht I had imagined/wanted/hoped for this day many months ago.There, d shivaay of my story had helped her overcome her fear of darkness nd today shivaay of d show promised d same.
AND AS SAID THEN..I TODAY REPEAT..
AND TODAY FINALLY ANNIKA SAW HER LIGHT.
AWWWHHH...D SHEER JOY IN MY HEART
Woh jo andhera hai teri raahon main
Woh darr kaali raaton ka nahin
Unn kaali raaton ke akelepan ka h
Woh jo darawaani parchayi h
tere khayaloon main
Woh darr duniya ka hi nahin
Duniya se akele muqabala karne ka h
Woh jo chaand tujhe himaat deta h
apni roshni se
Aaj usko azaad karne ka din aaya h
Kyunki main hoon sooraj teri raahon ka
Meri roshni se tho chaand bhi jagmaya h
Unn andheroon se pare
Uss akelepan se door
Unn kaali raaton ke saayon se hat kar
Uss matlabi duniya se door
Meri roshni main tera dil muskurayega
Aaj se tum azaad hogi
Apne har andhere se
Har jaani anjaani khwashish
ko pura karne ka.. aaj din aayega
Woh jo sooraj karta h chaand ke liye
Waise haq tum mujh pe rakhna
Main rahoonga khada peechey tumhare ban kar roshni majboot
Tum khoobsurat chaand ki tarah
Chamakati rehna
Dont mind me.. I m super mushy tht way..but just capture d symbolism of their love..
Annika's fear of darkness symblozises not her fear of black dark world alone..it symbolized her every fear in life..fear of being alone,fear of no one around to take care of her,fear of fighting for herself alone,fear of surviving by herself.
Just imagine a girl with no parents,no social background,no one to feed her when hungry, no one to hug her when necessary..how could annika not fear darkness..she has always feared darkness nd today we know what her bracelet did for her .. its brightness acted as light in her dark world nd all those various moons hanging on it..her source of energy nd courage...thts why she always kept it close to herself.
How beautifully shivaay described annika today
"Jab se main tumhe jaanta hoon tab se main isse pechaanta hoon"
Truly this #AntiDarknessSaviour tool of annika has so became a very important part of her identity for us too..
"Tumhari masoomiyat,tumhari bevkoofiyaan,tumhari himmat,tumhare tevar,aur yeh bracelet..yeh sab milkar tumhe ANNIKA banate hain"
DAMN!! SO WELL SAID & DESCRIBED.
Truly she is this all and many more.
But what we cant miss or ignore is this new shivaay..actually d always existing true shivaay who generally hides behind tadi nd #SSOship..how he sheepishly admitted tht he us like this only but d next second his tadi came back nd he said with tashan..tht get habitual with my tadi nd my ways if expressing my love in limited of words..nd what was her reply...
"Achha! Shayad isiliye aapko AWW pasand h"haha!! Humari sachhi jhalli annika and uske innocent conclusions.
Wht followed was sheer BLISS
"Tumhe ab andhere se bachne ke liye chaand ki zaroorat ni h annika..kyunki darte woh h jo akele hote hain,tum ab akeli nahin ho,... "
Can I cry out loud...
GOD GIFT ME MY SHIVAAY...
WE ALL HAVE THT FEAR OF UNKNOWN
ND LOVE IS WHAT BRINGS D LIGHT ABOUND.
GIVE ME MY SHIVAAY
AS I FEAR D DARKNESS OF MY REALITIES TOO(LIKE US ALL)
HE WILL BE MY ANCHOR..
MY SUN..
WHO WILL ACT AS D TORCH TO MY HEART..
ND LET ME THROUGH...
GIVE EVERYONE A SHIVAAY IN HIS LIFE
WHO SAYS SUCH BEAUTIFUL ASSURANCES WITH SUCH CONVICTION
JUST IMAGINE D HAPPINESS OF THOSE WHO GET TRUE LOVE
AS THIS IS MY HAPPY STATE
WHEN THIS SHIVAAY IS JUST A FICTION
AWWWHHH!! I CAN WRITE SO MUCH AS TEARS GO FALLING BY..
IT WAS BEAUTY EXTREME.
As ATTAINMENT OF LOVE IS D RAREST OF PURE JOYS.
AND SHIVAAY'S TRULY MEANT WORDS
WERE BLISS SUPREME.
"Jiske panjey ko ittu sa deeya gira deta h
Usse kya darna jisse jugnu hara deta h"
Who would have imagined tht one day shivaay will say these assuring words of saahil to annika while holding her hand tightly with love..PERFECTION.
AND WHAT HE ADDED WAS ADDITIONAL BONUS OF CONTENTMENT TO MY LOVE SUCKING HEART..
bcoz he is a tashan-e- lover...he was so meant to say it..
"Shivaay Singh Oberoi jugnu nahin h,suraj h,jo suraj ke saath hote hain woh andheron se ni darte"
AWWIEEE MUMMAAA!!!
can he keep being in this mood for eternity...I m in awe of this shivaay.
Out of his sau rang..this is my most fav color...if he continues with this perfection then I will be a mushy pool of goofy eyes nd sighing grins.
His smiles reflected his calm contentment nd uncontrollable happiness today.Annika has brought SUKOON in his life.
Shivaay do a mistake soon..puhleez!! haha!!
Otherwise mujhe PERFECT ISHQ KA OVERDOSE ho jaayega.
Nd then followed d hug..shivaay's first hug was so boyish nd random nd goofy nd possessive..hehe!!
But it was so due.. after tht first actual "Aww" of annika..how could he control ..
Thank gawdd!! She finally learnt..LMAAOO!!
"A man only acts a boy in front of his lady"
Shivaay's vulnerable need to hug annika in this moment proved d theory to be correct..haha!!
And ofcourse we love all d hugs coming..
So when shivaay suggested nd invited annika for a hug..my gawk converted to grin which was ready to brust open my mouth..lol
Dekho SSO is demanding a hug..saying AAO AAO...nd annika is awkward nd shy..hehe!!
Wasnt it a kindaa signal of shivaay..tht we need to stop being so platonic of pati patni nd shud start d next chapter of guttery actual pati patni type of relation(well even if he didnt thought tht deep...I m thinking..its high time we get to see something..my sanskaari heart cant tolerate more skippings of night scenes nd lack of bedroom romance.. #MakeThemConsummate is my demand..haha! Jab se BIWI declaration hua h..raat aati hi nahin..direct subah ho jaati h..yeh koi baat hui..hunhh!!)
Tht awkwardness of annika and shivaay's "aao aao" was so cute...nd finally they hugged ..AWWISSHH!!
Now, editors might mind poor lighting of d scene but for my symbolic writers mind..it signified how shivaay has finally broken all darkness barriers of her today..nd ANNIKA SEES D LIGHT.
P.s. Post is mushy but then I m so emotionally charged today.
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