Dard ho reha hai, kya? , a concerned Dev asked sona while fixing a wooden splint on sona's sprained leg . Haan, ho rehi hai..tume koi farq padta hai ? Sona looked into dev's eyes. He paused for some seconds , turned his face away from her saying, " muche kyun farq padega ? Tum hoti kaun ho mera ? Btw, if u take this" , he offered her a drink after a taking a sip , "it'll ease u'r pain though u can't get rid off it fully. I've been practising the same for the last 7 yrs." "Pichle 7 saal ne muche bhi dard bardaasht karna sikhayi hai " sona denied his offer. But she cudn bear the pain & she took a sip exclaiming, " kitni kadvi ho, yeh kaise tum pee lete ho ? " "Jab zindagi khud itne kadvi ho, toh baki cheezein kadvi nahi lagte ", dev retorted spontaneously . "Muche bhi zindagi ne bahot kadvi sach pilayi hai, dev " , sona too was adamant .
Kadvi sach...kaunsa sach , sona ? "Dev, I don want to go back to those bad memories which r haunting me every now n then. Mein sab bhool chuki hu aur dobara uss me fasna nahi chahti " . "But I need to talk sona, I really do... Tume pata hai ki hamare beech ka main problem yeh dha ki hum baatein share karna bhool gaya dha...tum bhi aur mein bhi.. lekin aaj I need to talk to u.. mein jaan na chahta hu ki mere tumhare saath rehne ka faisale ke bavjut tum ne muche akele chod kar kyun chali gayi ? Meine sab kuch chodkar tumhare, sirf tumhare ,saath rehne ka faisla kiya dhaa...lekin tumne muche aise hi chodkar chali gayi.. I need to know sona "
" Dev, muche un yaadon me vaapas nahi jaana.. jo kuch bhi huwa, hum badal toh nahi sakta..isliye behtar yehi hoga, usse aise hi chod diya jaay . "
" I know that v can't change watever hapnd but now suhana is also there. If v want to go with the co parenting, I don want suhana to feel that her mumma n papa r @ loggerheads so I'm looking forward to break the ice . I want to giv suhana a beautiful life every child want to hav. A happy family. Loving parents. I luv her immensely sonakshi.. aaj tak mein ne kisi se bhi itna zyada pyar nahi kiya sivay tums..." He paused suddenly. "But I need an answer sonaa.."
Tum kya jaan na chahte ho, dev ? Tum yeh jaan na chahte ho ki meine tumse door kyun chali gayi ? mein aur kar bhi kya sakti dhi, dev ? Vicky ne humare ghar me aakar sab ko vaha se naikal diyaa, voh bhi tumhare kehne par. Meine tume call bhi kiya dha lekin tune toh voh call cut diya . Ek baar bhi call bak karne ki koshish nahi ki. Vicky ne hume bataya ki jab apne maa ki baat aate ho toh dev bhai kuch bhi kar sakta hai. Mein bhi jaan gayi dhi dev, ki tum apne maa ke khilaf kuch karna kya, sun na bhi nahi chahta.. "
" Ek second, ek second sonakshi.. meine aisa kuch kiya , muche bilkul yaad nahi sonaa kyun ki mein nashe ki haalat me dhaa ...tume lagta hai ki mein aisa kuch kar sakta hu ? tume lagta hai ki mein tum sab ko sadak pe laakar khada karta hu ? Mein utna bhi bura inzaan nahi hu, sonakshi.. mein kisi ke baare me aisa kuch shayad soch bhi nahi paa reha hu.. kyun ki humne bhi aise halat bahot dekhe hain. Aur rehi phone ki baat toh, phone us waqt mere pass dha hi nahii.. meine koi ringtone nahi sunaa dha . I'm admitting that I was in an inebriated state but I'm sure I didn get any ph calls. I'm telling u the truth sonakshi, trust me.."
Pata nahii dev, lekin I did called u & somebody cut the call too. I came to c u in the farm house bcoz aapki maa ne muche phone karke batayi ki aap vaha pe hai.Vicky ne muche voh prenuptial agreement dikahyi , jisme aap ka singnature dha. Vicky ne muche bataya ki aapne shaadi ke pehle hi voh sign kiya dha ..
" Kya ? Vicky ne tume dikhaya ? I gav that paper to him for destroying it... But he showed that to u ? "
" Jo bhi ho dev, signature toh aap hi ka dha naa ?? "
"Nahii...matlab haaan, signature mera hi dhaa lekin I didn signed it knowingly. Maa ne uss par muche dhoke se sign karvaya dhaa.. sach soankshi, I didn do it knowingly. I can swear in suhana's name, if u want since u know that how much I luv my beti now. Maa ne apne parivar ke liye voh sab kiya lekin voh apne bete ki khushi ke baare me ek baar bhi nahi sochii.. tumhare chali jaane ke baad, meine sabhi se door ho gaya..maa se bhi..I've started living outside away from all. Muche laga, mere saath dhoka huwa hai..voh bhi un logo se jinhe mein apne dil ke sab se kareeb maante dhe.. tum aur maa. Tum jaante ho sonakshii, mein ek aisa zindagi jeene laga jise dekhkar sab ko yeh laga ki mein ek naya admi ban gaya hai lekin sach toh yeh hai ki mein ab bhi vaha khada hu jaha tum ne muche 7 saal pehle chod kar chali gayi dhii... "
Dev , mein maanti hu ki muchse bhi galti huyi hai. I didn trust u. Wen u said all those harsh words to me , I didn realise that u're equally hurt. Wen u asked me to get out, I didn look bak bcoz of my pride & wounded ego. Wen u pushed me , I accidentally pushed maa . It was never intentional, dev . But u got hurt . Wen v luv some one immensely , the hurt cause by them too become very deep . Then v r nt in a condition to think rationally . Now I'm able figure that out but alas !
I agree sona.. I too had done so many mistakes. I too didn trust u.. I didn share things with u ... I accidentally slapped baba . I shudn hav done that. It was an unpardonable act. But I didn do it deliberately . Trust me..Wen I saw maa in an agitated state, I didn thought bout other things . Sonakshi, I cudn c maa in any trouble. She had done so much for us . She single handedly raised all of us. V always indebted to her. That was the reason for my sudden reaction on that fateful day. Then all other things followed & I lost my luv, the very existence of my life . But now I've detached myself from my family , the only solace is my golu.
"Dev, I think v shud go bak. Soha n golu will b worried" . "Haan sona , chalo, mein tumhari madad karta hu " "Nahi, I can do myself .." " Dekho, muche tumhari help karne doh.. agar tume fir bhi kuch ho jaata toh ? " .. "Toh aap ko kya farq padta hai ??" " Farq padta hai, daammitt , padta hai kyun ki mein aaj bhi tumse utna hi pyar karta hu jitna pehle karta dha , samchi tum ?" "Dev !! ???" He lifted her up in his arms & started walking bak to the camp.
" Ab tum chup reho aur muche suno...wen I saw u for the first time after these long 7 yrs, I really felt angry . Wen I saw u'r name board as sonakshi bijoy bose, I felt uneasiness. Then u'r friend jatin came ,I jst cudn bear the mere sight of him. I found out that soha is our daughter & thought u hide our daughter from me. But wen u said that u did came with my choti si sona to show me & was denied meeting me bcoz of my maa, I was devastated. I know , my maa is highly insecured. But I'm assuring to u sonaa, I'll talk to her . Before that I need to c Vicky. I know, Vicky is good for nothing but never thought he'll stoop to this level. Since v've opened up ourselves, I'm feeling more relieved. Sonaa, will u giv me one more chance to become Mr. Aubhodro in u'r life ?? At least, suhana ke liye ..."
" Suhana ke liye ? I don want an aubhodro papa for soha " "Okayy, mere liye.. I want u for myself . Tumii akdom impossible, Ms Bose !! "
Sona felt as if she was travelling bak to their lost 7 years. She found the peace n comfort in dev's arms after a very long time ..she said to herself ," yesss I too want u for myself ! " 😳
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