Saumya was sitting beside the window of her...sorry rudra's room..it was her mistake that she had become used to the warmth of this room and had started considering it as hers..just like this mansion and it's ppl..and him...
Sighing she opened her diary...she had started writing it since she lost her brother..there was no one to listen to her and hence this diary came into play...
It was witness to all her happiness,her grief,her insecurities as a teenager..her cries,her smiles,her desires,her ambition...
Today she was feeling really low..it has been a month since she moved back to oberoi mansion..everyone was happy except this one person..her enemy turned best friend and nw husband .
Everyday she was trying to communicate to him..she wanted to know what was going on in his mind..but he had maintained a poker face all this while...and today actually hit her hard...
In the morning she was going to college when dadi stopped her and told to go with rudra.. she dint want to but rudra couldn't refuse so they went in his car..the whole journey was silent..she couldn't help but blurt out...
Rudra...are you OK?what is going on?u seem lost nowadays...and also regarding our situation...
Our situation????rudra had abruptly stopped the car and started shouting...our situation is nothing but pathetic..I had told u I m not ur husband but still u came back..what were u hoping ?that v l b alright?saumya I don't even want to think abt ur stupidity let alone talk to you...
Saumya was dumbfounded...and hurt..she wanted to cry but she remembered that she s the strong gal ...OK rudra...v have reached the library..
And she got out of the car as fast as she could and ran to library...she spent her whole day in a secluded corner...she dint cry..becoz she was way too much hurt...and came to a decision...
And nw in the middle of the night she was thinking abt everything that had happened in her life..she sometimes thought she was living a dream and she l wake up soon..but it never happened..
So dear diary...I have decided..it is time..
And she just sat there for the whole night staring at the sky...
Next morning saumya had already packed her bags...
As she came down she went directly to rudra,'s room...
As soon as he opened the door he was a little shocked...
Can I come in?I have something imp...
As she came in she started..rudra I have finally decided..I m leaving this om..once and for all..also I have already filed for annulment..the lawyer will bring papers to you..kindly sign them..u r free nw...I m sorry for what happened..and hope the best for ur family...
And with this she went to dadi and announced her decision to her and everyone..
As she walked out of the mansion she realised that she had so much more to do in her life and it is time...to start afresh...
P.s.sorry for this sad os but it is inspired from today's rumya scene..the way saumya was looking at Rudy with hope and his subtle ignorance was sad..