"Mobabbat toh asal mein ek sailaab hai rehbar, Bhadka de achaanak se shola,yeh woh halki si chingaari hai.
Is ishq ki aag mein jhulasna hai un dono ko baraabar,
Kal SHAMMA jal rahi thi,aaj PARVAANE ki baari hai."
So this one I am writing for Sukor's longingness for each other.The two fell in love with each other when they were together,and loved even more after being separated...
For days they have been continuously together,day and night,being with each other,standing by each other through kith and kin...and after suraj got free from the shackles,they could not be together for even 24 hours and were brutally separated,put forth by a condition,for every body sake of happiness THEY HAD TO BE SEPARATED...and the two not knowing how it will be going to be,consented...
And then DISTANCE GAVE THE DUO A REASON TO LOVE EVEN MORE HARDER...and the two duffers,even when being told,are not accepting the fact known to the entire universe that Sukor are totally,madly,deeply IN LOVE with each other,I had once heard dialogue in a movie..."jab kisi ko pyar hota hai toh,saari duniya ko pataa chal jaata hai,par jise hota hai,woh khud anjaan ban kar rehta hai...!
So true,even 'The evil trimurti' knows,that the duo are in love but they are just not acknowledging it.
So,this is what they were up to,Suraj had to find himself a job tosustain himself,but the BIG PROBLEM was how would he manage to do it without HER?...
Even when Suraj managed to find the job without her help,he could not complete it without her help and was continuously blabbering "CHAKOR HAME TUMHAARI ZAROORAT HAI...!".
on the other hand,she was wondering hoe would he manage to find any work for himself without her,but at last she ended up helping him.
After the kids were safely rescued,and Chakor came back to her room and found a hand written note by him,then only I GOT TO UNDERSTAND THE REAL THING,that oh this was it.
Actually,both the duffers are very much convinced that the reason that fact that they had been together for so many days,had a PARTICULAR REASON,that they were together just for HELPING SURAJ,it had nothing to do with what they felt for each other.After all you need a reason for some purpose,and that was it,both of them had the false affirmation that if they had been together,it was helping Suraj,otherwise they dont need to be with each other...
That is why...that is why Chakor felt a little jealous,when she got to know that Suraj had managed to find job for himself WITHOUT HER HELP...and at last, that is why she was sooo happy that after all,she finally got to help him.
That is why,when the kids got disappeared,he was saying ,"Chakor,hum tumhaare bina kuch nahi kar sakte.."...and the note,"AGAR TUM NA HO,TOH HAMAARA KYA HO...!
It said it all,that finally their oh so particular REASON OF BEING TOGETHER WAS AT LAST FULFILLED.
Not aware that it is JUST SIMPLE LOVE that is making the two long for each other...
"Ishq ki gali,,,,,,,,Ishq ki gali,,,,,,,,,Hai makhmali...Rabba...!
Mere dil ko tumse,,,,,,,,KITNI MOHABBAT...poochho na sanam
Deewanagi mein,,,,,,,,,,KAISI HAI HAALAT...!
Separation in love is like a wind for a fire,and the value of love is indeed realized in separation...First of all we got to witness Chakor's longing for Suraj...first off all she was angry at Suraj that he so easily agreed to the separation condition and frustrated even she also consented.But it all was just not as easy as was seemed initially.
At first,she was unable to sleep properly,then how the hell she got to know what actually lead her to a peaceful sleep.she opened her suitcase,and took out HIS JACKET...[people who are unable to sleep properly,normally do not bring out stuff like that]...
And then the next morning,she was seen to be cleaning it thoroughly...[a Chakor doing household chores,is not a typical thing to expect].
she was constantly thinking of only HIM,what must he had been doing?,whether or not he got any job?..If he was alright?..etc,etc.
Lost in her thoughts,she ended up burning her dress as well..But she was so stubborn to accept the fact that SHE WAS DESPERATELY MISSING HIM...not because she cared for him,but just because she helplessly fallen for him.
and when he actually,entered the premises of the haveli,SHE FELT IT...here I am going to share a very filmy or cliched thought,but I truly believe in it..."when you have madly and hopelessly fallen for someone,and if your feelings are genuinely true,then yes,even nature also comes along your side,giving you instinctive feelings,regarding your beloved"...yes thats what happened with her also,that she could feel his presence when he was actually there.
"Meri tanhaayi mein...Meri parchhayi mein...
Tera ehsaas hai dil ki gehraayi mein...
Zindagi,ek adhoori kahaani lage...
Bin tere jeena ek,beimaani lage...
Mujhko chain kahin na aaye,milne ki chaahat tadpaaye,
Dil mein dhoop chhaon ke jaise,mere saath hai tere saaye...
MERE SAATHI...MERE DIL KI HAI YEH DUA...ISHQ MEIN DARD KI...ISHQ HI...HAI DAWAA...
And then comes Suraj's turn,at first he without thinking twice,and any hesitation was very quick to agree the condition of bring separated...But as the donkey he is in matters of heart...If only he had known,how would it actually feels to be away from her,he would have never agreed to the condition...Their is a famous quote by Kahlil Girban,"AND EVEN HAS OT BEEN KNOWN THAT LOVE KNOWS NOT ITS OWN DEPTH UNTIL THE HOUR OF SEPARATION..."
Just as in the night Chakor had his jacket,by fortune,he had her photo with him...and the way he was looking at her,was oh so cute...Then his day started,at first he was unable to find a job for him,and was seen cursing himself..."Sharm kar Suraj,Chakor ke binaa tu kuch bhi nahi kar sakta"...but then his efforts were paid off,he got to baby sit three children,but then when they slipped from his hands,he could constantly think of only her,IF ONLY SHE WOULD HAD BEEN BY HIS SIDE LIKE ALWAYS,HE COULD HAVE FINISHED HIS TASK IN NO TIME...
And then finally,the eureka moment came for him he got to see her,and the surprisingly amazing smile that adorned his face at that moment,it said a lot OF HOW HE SOOTHINGLY BEAUTIFUL WAS THE ONE SIGHT THAT HE GOT A GLIMPSE OF HER,,,,
And later on the in the night the dumb idiot finally realized that 'it was his fault' only,he must not have agreed to the challenge...and his monologues only revealed ten percent of the uneasiness and storm,he was actually feeling inside..."Ab tumahaare bina,ek pal bhi rahaa nahi jaa rahaaa"...and this one is my fav,"Aisa lag rahaa hai jaise,jeene marne ka sawaal hai..."
If only he could have realized,what was actually tearing him inside..this one I had written in my last post as well,,,,He has body of iron,but heart of wax,give him tortures,he will withstand it,subject him to physically draining tasks,he will do it,,,,,BUT BEING AWAY FROM HER JUST SUCKS HIM...he is rendered useless...
"Jaane kab kis qadar tujhpe marne lagaa,
Had se zyaadah tujhe pyar karne laga...
Aasmaan se zameen tak teri aarzoo,
Zarre,zarre mein bas dil ke hai tu hi tu...
Chaahe bheed mein ho ya akele,teri yaadon ke hai mele
Meri aankhon mein rehte haintere hi sapno ke rele...
MERE SAATHI...MERE DIL KI HAI YEH SADAA...ISHQ MEIN...DARD KI...ISHQ KI... HAI DAWAA...
The moment when they felt each other;s hands on both side of the wall,even unaware of the fact that the other one has also placed its hand on the wall...was a real,heart striking moment..."they have touched each other,hugged each other so many times,but sometimes a mere distant feeling of the beloved presence and touch seems be so soothing,so what,that even an entire day had not fully passed after the separation..."
and what to comment on the dream,it was so deep that if get to analyze it then an another long post would be dedicated to the dream itself...their tears,their expressions spoke volumes of the intensity they have for each other...
The separation had so much,dont know what will actually happen,when they get to meet each other once again...
I had written this one before also,but this post is really crying for it,so here I am once again writing it...
"Koi DEEWANA sa kehta hai,toh koi PAAGAL samajhta hai...,
Magar DHARTI ki bechaini tih bas BAADAL samajhta hai...
Tu mujhse door kaise hai,main tujhse door kaise hoon...
Yeh TERA DIL samajhta hai,yeh MERA DIL samajhta hai."
-Rabia.😊
Edited by KUTUR - 8 years ago