Hey guys! How's everyone?😊
The past few days have been dreadful for me, with so much of work lined up, and I won't be free before next Saturday, but I have luckily managed to take out time to watch the show and had a series of thoughts running all over in my mind. I thought I needed to let them out.😊
I am overwhelmed by all the lovely response that I got for my drabble series, and I know that many of you are waiting for me to update, and I hope to do it soon.🤗
I just thought of letting my thoughts take the shape of an OS before reaching your hearts.😛
Hope you guys will like it and please excuse any kind of mistakes as this is the first time I am writing something very emotional.😛 And, please feel free to post any kinds of comments, but please do comment if you have read.😊
Here u go! Have a happy reading!
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KAUN MERA
"Jis rishte ka koi naam nahi ho, jiski koi pehchaan nahi ho, main nahi chahti ki mere bete aur meri hone waali bahu ke rishte par uss rishte ka asar pade."
"Dekhiye bahaar waalo ki nazron mein to Shivaay ki biwi woh Tia Kapoor hai, naki yeh Anika."
"Aapko mere saath khade hone mein sharm aati hai?"
"Aap humesha se kehte aaye hai ki aapke liye naam, khoon, khandaan kitna zaroori hai, to phir aap mere saath khade kaise ho sakte hain? Mere saath apne rishte ko koi naam kaise de sakte hain?"
"Iss benaam rishte ko, jisse aap koi naam nahi de sakte, usse khatam to kar hi sakte hain?"
ENOUGH.
Shivaay shut his eyes tightly, however, a lone tear managed to escape from his eyes. He stood near the window and stared at the moon, which always shone gracefully in the sky, but today, looked weary and pale as if she had lost something very dear to her. He longed to wonder whether this was real, or it was his eyes which were playing a trick on him, but could not; his mind had the most powerful control over him today. It made him recall each of those words again and again that had pierced his heart right in the centre. Yes, his height definitely has been a very touchy topic till date, but it did not seem to bother him now. Hatred, love, strength, fear, power, truth - his life had become a question which sought certain answers, but they were unable to escape from the maze of his mind, breaking him more and more with every passing second.
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage
Kyun tu baandhe man ke man se dhaage
He turned around and looked at the serene, angelic figure that lay on one part of his bed. She was sleeping, but her closed eyes reflected a sense of worry, pain and fear. He simply stared at her and his mind again asked him the most important question - who is she?
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage
Kyun tu baandhe man ke man se dhaage
Bas chale na kyun mera tere aage...
He walked towards her and sat on the bed, his eyes not moving from hers. His mind kept asking him - Who is she? What does she mean to you? Why is she here? What do you call this relationship that you share with her? What happens to you when she is around? Why do you want to protect her? Why do you want to be with her? - The questions did not seem to come to a halt. At the same time his heart sought answers to the questions that the woman, who lay on his bed, had asked him a few hours ago. She had wanted to know why he could not stand up for her and if he was unable to do so, why did not he end their relationship? And yet again this time, the great Shivaay Singh Oberoi was completely speechless.
Dhoond hi loge mujhe tum har jagah ab to
Mujhko khabar hai
Ho gaya hoon tera jab se main hawa mein hoon
Tera asar hai...
He recalled all those incidents where she had fought with death and freed him from its dreadful clutches, when she risked her life to save him, when she made Tia realise that he was her husband and he belonged to her, when...WAIT A MINUTE, HUSBAND? If he was her husband, she had to be his w...And is where he again stopped. His heart wanted him to find all his answers, but his mind did not permit, or rather, allow him. Her eyes always made him lose into them, and his dry lips wanted to be moistened by her soft ones. She had an effect on him, but he did not know what that was.
Tere paas hoon, ehsaas mein, main yaad mein teri,
Tera thikaana ban gaya ab saans mein meri...
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage
Kyun tu baandhe man ke man se dhaage
Bas chale na kyun mera tere aage
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage...
His heart was tired of losing this battle of emotions again and again. He knew that his heart wanted to be with her, to build a world of its own whose gates would only be open to her heart. He wanted her to be his pillar of support, he wanted to fight against the whole world for her, he wanted to shout out loud and tell everyone how important she was for him. But how could he, when he himself did not know anything? For once, he wanted to forget everything and surrender to her, but once again - Why? What granted him the right to make her his forever?
Chhod kar na tu kahin bhi door ab jaana
Tujhko kasam hai
Saath rehna job hi hai tu jhooth ya sach hai
Ya bharam hai
Apna banaane ka jatan kar hi chuke ab to
Baiyaan pakad kar aaj chal main doon bata sabko...
Unable to stand, or rather, fight any longer, he lay beside her and took her hands in his. They fit perfectly, as if made for only each other. Placing a soft kiss on her hands, he put them on his chest and closed his eyes, with the hope to find the answers to all his questions one day, and that day, nothing in this world would dare to come in between them.
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage
Kyun tu baandhe man ke man se dhaage
Bas chale na kyun mera tere aage
Kaun mera, mera kya tu laage
Kyun tu baandhe man ke man se dhaage...
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Finally done! Turned out to be much longer than I expected as usual! Once again, please post all your lovely comments; it means a lot to the writers. 😊
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Shikha.
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