Hola Dearies,
I know I'm late but I'll be kind of like unavailable till 25th march & then only I can visit here as I'll have my exams starting from 16th so, that's why will visit rarely...
Anyways coming back to this OS...
Very Emotional but a peace giving one, actually one or two more OS follow this one but will see to it afterwards.
IMPORTANT :
Please don't ask me at end what happened in her pregnancy as I don't know what happens in pregnancy & the pains will be due to an incident in past which may reveal in another OS.
I DON'T want to show man handling here, so please read it as fiction... I want to only explore emotions deep understanding & depth of it... So please don't bash me here for the OS. I hope I'm clear. Because writing is my passion so its my wish what I should write.
And don't forget to listen to the Song Awargi from Movie Love Games while reading this OS. I am sure you gonna like the song...
So hereby you go to read another kind of rambles...
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^^BANNER BY ME^^
Awargi se dill bar Gaya
Teri gali main rehne alga
Jaise kabhi bhi ki na Kisiki
Teri fikar main rehne laga
SONAKSHI'S POV
I knew somethings needed to be cleared out... Dev was acting just too stupid...Can't believe that he literally spoke out directly on Soha's face that he is her father.
Does he knows that how will this act of his affect Soha? She'll be restless & would only think what to do now? Everything was going perfect but no! you had to come in between, right Mr. Interfering Dixit? As she stomped her foot in annoyance...
I wont let you hurt my daughter Dev! My daughter, words struck her. Really? My or Ours? Nopes, Soha was mine, her inner self said but then another voice answered inside her, Dev is her father... And then Soha's words rang in my ears... "Lekin unke pass toh kuch bhi nahi hai, aapke pass main hoon but he is all alone"...
Its not that she didn't wanted Soha to have her father, Dev would have been the best but his deceit family which was revenging her for just nothing, & was kicking her out... Its Hurts! Very Much!
No,, No, No Sonakshi Bose, Have a grip on your self, that... that man can hurt you again & he said such nasty things that day in the farmhouse still ringing in my ears...
Specially that one, "Accha hai tum Maa nahi ban sakti kyunki agar tum Maa banti toh tum ek acchi maa nahi banti..." It echoed in her ears even today... My Love had questioned me on my motherhood... I couldn't believe it, nor yesterday or tomorrow...
And decided that You Mr. Dev Dixit needs to answer me, & stay away from me & Suhana... She is my daughter, only my...
But do things go on from your POV ever, destiny always changes & Sonakshi doesn't knew whats coming up?
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Tere aansu piyu main
Kabhi tujhko hassaun
Tujhe door se dekhun
Kabhi dil mein basaun
DEV'S POV
"Main bhi yahi kehne aayi thi, We. Are. Over.
"Main tumse itna pyar karunga ki tum sambhal nahi paogi toh isiliye, ek tiny Sonakshi ki zarrorat hogi" "Aur agar...Tiny Mr. Obhodro hua toh?" " To phir...No.2. Tiny Sonakshi" As the giggles echoed with their words...
"Ms. Suhana Bose, daughter of Ms.Sonakshi Bose???" " Matlab Suhana meri...meri beti hai... Sonakshi Maa ban gayi!!!"
"Main tumhara Papa hoon beta"
These conversations ringed in his mind continuously... These words came over again & again... Scenes of their courtship, marriage, nights, breakup, & then...then this... their daughter's birth certificate & moments spend with her... Everything echoed & shouted in his mind so much that he was not able to bear... The only thing he knew was a question that, Why Sonakshi, Why didn't you... you shared this news of me being a father? I know I hurt you & there was an ugly separation but this much big happiness...You didn't feel the need to share... How I always wanted a daughter from you... & you broke my dreams of even informing me... Didn't you think that we would have come again as...
As the intercom ranged & he picked up, he heard watchman say, Sonakshi madam had come! And as kept the intercom, his anger came overpowering his emotions & previous thoughts... How can she? How can she hide his, their daughter from him? She have to answer this question... Come in the hell Sonakshi & you'll know what's my anger today...
With these thoughts she entered in Peach shirt & Pure Black flowing skirt till her ankle with her black stilettoes, looking forever angelic as she came forward & stood infront of him... Anger & Misunderstanging setting a higher notch from both sides... But lets just say, today it's gonna hold up something different...
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Tere khaatir jeeyun main
Kabhi tujhpe lutaaun
Ye jaan meri jaan hai tu..bas tu..
NARRATOR'S POV
"Dev, sabse pehle ye batao aakhir tumne aisa kya kaha Soha se, haan? Jo who itni darr gayi hai? Tumne usse achanak se aise kyu kaha ki tum uske Papa ho?"
And Dev stared at her like has she gone mad. He came forward saying, "Sonakshi tumhe pata bhi hai tum kya bol rahi ho? Huh! Ab tum nahi bataogi ki main uska Papa hoon toh mujhe hi aakar batana padega na, right?" sarcasm dipping at last... He continued saying..." Tumhe sharam bhi nahi aati ki tum ne ek beti ko uske papa se door rakha haan? Kaisi Maa ho tum ki ek bacche ko apne papa se, 6 years, 6 years ke liye door rakha... Thike phir tum ne kar liya jo tumhe karna tha then ab main karunga, by having Soha for me & ..." Before he can continue...
Sonakshi held him by collar & said " Who meri bet hai.. Meri. Beti. Hai. Aur tum usko kabhi cheen nahi sakte because she belongs to me... And don't you dare question my motherhood today, Aaj main ek strong, independent aur bohot acchi maa hoon... Aaj tumne Soha se pucha toh who yahi kahegi, she loves her Mom like anything!" As she jerked him by his collar & let out a sarcastic laugh as Dev stared her with anger & hurt... as she continued," Aur tum...tum Soha ko mujhse cheenoge? Kabhi nahi Mr. Dixit, kabhi nahi kyunki tumse ye saare haq tumhari Maa ne hi cheene hai..."
Dev held her arm tightly & growled which scared even Sona from that voice..."Meri maa ko ya meri family ko lane ki zaroorat nahi hai, Sona. Aaj jo bhi hai humare beech woh hum dono ka hai aur Soha..." Before he continued...Sona shouted," Soha...Soha ko tum na hi lao toh accha hai kyunki usse bhi beech main laane ki koi zarrorat nahi hai..."
Awargi se dil bhar gaya
Teri gali mein rehne laga
Dev started moving towards her as she started taking steps backwards to keep him away from her as he started,"Soha ko laane ki zaroorat hai kyunki yahan baat uski ho rahi hai...Aur toh aur, sabse pehli baat tumne to mujhe ye bhi nahi baataya ki meri ek beti hai, agar main kal tumhare room main nahi aata toh mujhe ye baat kabhi pata hi nahi chalti... Ha! 6 years, god knows 6 years tum mujhe itni badi khushi batana thik bhi nahi socha? Soha, humari beti...As he choked on his words which pained Sonakshi to see him like this...
But soon she felt fiercely being pushed & pinned her hands at the side of her face as she felt the pain of his push & it scared her to look in those bloodshot eyes of his which once shined enough to lighten up her world... Those eyes which had light brown & golden flecks were too capturing & even Soha had those same color's eyes. And she... loved them. As she heard him continue...
" Tumne mujhe suraj aur suryamukhi ki kahani sunayi thi na, aur jab bhi maine pucha ki uss story main tumhara suraj kon hai toh tumne mujhe meri marte halat main bhi batana thik nahi samjhe..." As he gripped her soft wrists in his painful grip more ferociously, " Ab... Ab agar mujhe uss din kuch ho jata toh... toh mujhe to kabhi pata hi nahi chalta ki meri ek beti hai aur agar main uss din mar jata toh tumhe sabse zyada khushi hoti nahi? Ki Dev to zinda nahi hai toh ab Soha puri mere liye hai & all..." as Sonakshi told him to leave her, as it was hurting her...
Tere aansu piyu main
Kabhi tujhko hassaun
Tujhe door se dekhun
Kabhi dil mein basaun
As Sonakshi interrupted him shouting, "Dev!!! Tum...Tum aisa soch bhi kaise sakte ho? Main nahi chahungi ki tum apni beti se milo... Tumhe pata bhi hai ya nahi ki main 6 saal pehle tumhe tumhari beti se milane aayi thi... lekin... tumne toh humse milne tak se mana kar diya tha... Main Soha ko lekar aayi thi, jab wo 6 mahine ki thi..." As he was shocked all over again & loosened the grip on her hands by dropping his arms weakly by his side. She told him the whole flashback of her coming there but when he didn't wanted to believe her, they called Ishwari & there no one else but his own mother admitted that she herself had told her to go out & never return...
This broke Dev but then he thought she didn't try once again or called him & kept Soha away from him & he lunged forward Sona & said, " Jo hua, thike, mera matlab tum aayi thi milwane still who meri beti hai aur kamse kame ek do call kar deti ya..." As he stooped hearing her sarcastic laugh then shaking her head, she said, " Haan Dixits family ka toh ye sabse bada game hai, Blame Game ka nahi, sach pata chalne par bhi, you'll blame me & I'm mad that I have to prove myself every time I tell a truth to you..." As she had a hurt look on her face, " Isiliye you don't need any explaination jo tumhe samjh na hai samjh lena just remember she is my daughter aur usse kuch nahi hona chaiye... Don't drag her in this... Tumhara ye behavior dekh ke I feel you don't deserve her aur wo sirf meri beti hai, sirf aur sirf meri beti..." She finished it with a good bye look...
Tere khaatir jeeyun main
Kabhi tujhpe lutaaun
Ye jaan meri jaan hai tu..bas tu..
As both saw each other in their eyes calmly with their eyes reflecting pain, hurt, lost, betrayed, & not a trace of love still the word tugging their hearts at constant... Strange! Even today they both can make feel each other... (Pausing) Intimidating & passionate... Why? Why Not? Love never fades, just hatred has overpowered so much that it is not visible... Magar chand bhi 14 dino main ek baar nahi dikhta, toh iska matlab yeh toh nahi ki who kabhi nahi aayega apni roshni hum par jhalkane? Jis din Purnima ki raat hoti hai toh andhera cha jata hai, waise hi Dev aur Sona ki zindagi main bhi andhera cha gaya hai, jhoot, galatfamihiya, dhoke hai jo iss andhera ko barkarar rakha saat(7) saal tak... Magar shayad ab naya chand niklega toh firse unki zindagiyan roshan hongi, phirse ek baar unke pyar ka naam ek hoga, phirse unka milna hoga, aur phirse woh sab kuch wapas aa jayega jo unhone khoya aur rishta jo unka toota...Jisne todaa, usse who shakti doobara nahi milengi todne ki, iss ke saath who phirse ek honge...
"Kyunki banane main kayi saal lag jate hai, magar todne main sirf ek pal" But one knows that Distance makes heart grow fonder & maybe 7 years were enough to make them realize what they are for each other & make them realize that why did they let outsiders control them? As their intensity in anger has to now know, that today anger will held the definition of clarity in truth & break through misunderstandings...
Na tu khud ka tha kabhi
Na khuda ka main..
Tu mila toh hogaya
Khudbakhud tera main
Today anger was replacing every thing again, Dev still had anger on her for keeping Soha away even if she came as he doesn't want to believe what she said is true, & Sona has anger on him for today also blaming her for nothing... But as said some storm was truly going to come up & Dev was triggered by her words, " Wo sirf meri beti hai, meri beti..." which she had reapeated so many times from the time she has come that he really doesn't know his next actions can cause her way too much... As he...
As she walked past him but before she can leave him, again... He held her hand & pulled her hard towards him as her back hit his broad chest & she was taken by shock, surprise whatever you can say... He held her hands at front and said in deadly deep voice, " Sonakshi, ye baar baar Meri beti meri beti kehne ka kya matlab, haan dearie, batao?"
Hone laga hai khud pe
Ab mujhko yakin
Imaan badal ke mera
Tu badalna nahi..
She had already sensed anger in his voice, but still she won't show she is weak as she isn't sacred from him but from his anger & in anger he doesn't destroy something or themselves... She spat out with same sarcasm, " Wahi jo uska matlab hai, meri beti matlab, Sonakshi Bose ki beti Suhana Bose. And wait a second tumhe itna gussa kyu aa raha hai? Please, apni maa ke pass jao aur mujhe, meri beti ke saath akela chod do..." As she felt his warm breaths hitting her neck from inside the her collar, as she struggled to free herself out but before she could...
He pulled her more to him by another hand but this time when he pulled, he pulled her by her waist that is he pulled her by keeping his hand on her lower abdomen & very much harshly & in reflex, Sonakshi shouted as pain crept in her abdomen very quickly... But Dev didn't pay a heed & continued, "Woh tumhari beti nahi humari beti hai, so change your words into humari beti, haan Sonakshi, I hope you got it?
Dev pulled her more closing the distance between her back & his chest, as she shrieked in pain & this time pleading him to leave her, she literally pleaded as tears spilled out from her eyes as she tightly squeezed her eyes in order to forget the pain that was raging up every second, physically...
Dev felt he was being way to harsh on her for just nothing but some possessive words & thought may be she is in pain but then he thought he hasn't put on much force, still her tears fell on his hand... He let her go but as soon as he backed out...
Tere khuda se maangu main kya?
Mujhko duaae aati nahi
Tujhse mohabbat kaise karun main?
Mujhko wafa ae aati nahi
She fainted & he held her before she could fall on the ground... Dev saw tears on her face flowing just like that of some pain... Had he held with so much force that had made her wither in pain?
He patted her cheeks in frantic manner, " Sonakshi, Sonakshi, Sona utho na, please utho!!!" As her breathing got heavy & she was resting her head on his chest, hands dropped as Dev held her securely in his arms... He picked her up in bridal style & kept her down on the couch...
She started panting for Dev as he unconsciously kept his hand on her lower waist & that's when she screamed in pain,"Ahhh... Dev, Dev, De...v" Quickly removing his hand, he realized she is in pain due to pressure on her stomach... He thought to call a doctor or else the pain will continue to rise...
He started getting up that Sonakshi held his hand, " Please Dev, ple...ase...Mat jao mujhe cho..chod kar" Dev came & loosened her hold on his hand & said," Ek minute Sona, sirf ek call kar deta hoon doctor ko, who aakar tumhe dekh lenge, tumhe bohot dard ho raha hai shayad"
She let go his hand as she held her stomach & cried in the pain that was creeping... Dev returned after making the call & sat down beside her...
Tujhe dekh ke lekhin
Yeh dil dagmagaaye
AFTER 1 HOUR...
"Doctor, Sonakshi thik toh ho jayegi I mean kya hua usse?" Dev asked getting genuinely concerned...
Doctor replied, " Woh abhi toh thike but mujhe lagta hai uske bacche ki delivery waqt kafi complications the, & then any accident had happened which has lead her to this pain, looked like a 3 to 4 years pehle ka ghav hai magar dard abhi bhi hai..." Which left Dev in deep thoughts as the Dr.'s next question left him zipped..."Kya aap unke husband hai as main janna chahata hoon akhir iss dard ki wajah kya hai,woh aapki wife haina... as woh kuch bol nahi rahi so...?" Dev uttered, "Haan who meri wife hai but we had separated & I don't know what happened in past years..." As Dev trailed of & Dr. not knowing what to say, told him to take reports of her in tomorrow's daytime...
Mujhe aazaan dekar
Tu mujhko jagaye
Mujhe meri nazar mein
Tu mujhko uttaye
Even Dev was now shocked how everything changed in a mere second... They were shouting & jerking each other & in another second he is here holding her hand & caressing her hair...
Both were gazing each other in long eye-lock as if never to break like there connection from hearts which said a different story from what they were shouting few hours ago...
Sonakshi broke the eye-lock & then slowly uttered,"Dev, ummm... I think mujhe chalna chaiye kyunki ghar par sab pareshaan ho gaye honge aur Soha..." She couldn't continue further as Dev kept hand on her mouth saying, " Aaj... Aaj ek baar ke liye Sonakshi tum aur main duniya k ichor apne ateet ke baare main jaante hai... Aaj main tumhe firse janana chahta hoon... Ye janna chahata hoon ki kis dur(time) se tum guzri ho? Kya tumhare saath koi hadsa hua tha jo itna dard hua? Aur sab kuch, I want to know Everything about you in past 7 years..." As he completed, there was a traill of tears left on their cheeks... A fond memory was remembered of the last line Dev spoke was the same he spoke on the first day of their courtship...
Ironical. Facing each other's vulnerability & trying to understand those feelings which they masked in each other's totally different identity... Which had now again peeled off their wounds only to be healed by each other...
"Tum mujhe apni kahani bataogi, aur main sab sunnuga start to end... koi judgement nahi, koi accusation nahi, kuch bhi nahi, sirf tumhara sach mujh se door jaane ke baad" Said Dev.
" Aur tum mujhe apni kahani bataoge jo kuch bhi hua pichle saat saal main, Hmmm?" Replied Sona with dev nodding affirmatively with a soft smile...
Mera imaan meri jaan hai tu..
Bas tu.. Hai tu.. Hai Tu..
Dev sat down & slowly pulled Sona down from couch settling her between his legs in middle as he put hands around her & she rested her her head & back comfortably at his chiseled chest & gazed upwards only to find Dev gazing towards her...
Unknown to them, slowly, slowly... A heartwarming smile crept on their faces, reason not known but yes! Their journey was to start again, this time not bounded by time & relationships but blinded by the beautiful emotion Love & old knots opened & freed by the most valuable emotion Trust & forever named as Soulmates, Will DevAkshi be one?
Stories were to rekindled & flashbacks were to be played like an old movie to see the future & let the moon come up & go down with a sunrise forming a red & yellowish hue called Orange, the name of their Love & moon, the witness of every night & their Story...
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So, So, So Hope you liked this OS.
Tell me in comments below, how did you find OS, Song & Banner?
Constructive criticism is always welcome...
Love,
Anushka
P.S. Another Version Of Banner...
Edited by LoveAnushka - 8 years ago
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