REEL AND REAL LYF FF

There was a knock on the door , sir came in ... he asked r u ready for the shot I came out of my thoughts and said sir , bas abhi aaya .. 2 minute mei ... vo make up karwana hai ... i started reading my script

Script " its night .. thapki is on the terrace ... it started raining and thapki was very happy dat bihan regained his memory ... she started dancing in rain .. and then bihan was finding her in house everywhere and all were slept so he can go silently from his room to meet thapki as nobody allowed him to roam here and ther as they thought he has not recovered up fully ...

He came on terrace and saw thapki there ... fully wet in her saari .. dancing ... bihan got mesmerized with her ... she didn't see him ... he came from behind and slowly put his hand on her waist and then to her stomach ... tingles came in her body as he touched ... she came in front of him ... he hold her even more close to him ... thapki said "bihaaan ... tum bb bimar pd jaoge .. tumhe"he stopped her from saying further by putting his finger on her lips ... they had an eyelock ... as both talked with each others eyes ... and then bihan started gazing her lips and slowly removed his fingers ...and his lips started moving towards hers ... thapki closed her eyes ... and they were just inches left when thapki turned away and started leaving but bihan hold her hand ... And she closed her eyes as tingles went all over her body ...he pulled her toward him and his other hand came behind her waist ... they started dancing sensually ... Gazing in each other eyes ... he held her close from behind ... he was feeling her wet hair ... slowly removed her hair from one side of neck to other side and came close to her that side while thapki felt shiver in her spine and closed her eyes ... he kissed her earring ... she started to leave ... he held her hand .. pulled her .. and lift her up in his arms .. and started leaving terrace and came to his room all time gazing in her eyes ... he slowly put her down and closed the door ... and said "mujme ab tumse durr rehne ki himmt nai h ... " .. tear fell down from thapki's eyes ..and she hugged him . she broke their hug and said "bhgwan b hum dono ko durr nai kar skta " ... they had a smile .. thapki started going in washroom ... he hold her hand ... and came close to her from behind ... and opened her dori of her blouse ... and moved her hand from neck to her hook of blouse ... she started breathing heavily ... then he planted kiss on her neck .. he made thapki to face him ... he kissed her forehead .. eyes .. cheek .. and then came close her lips ...

Suddenly there was a knock on the door ... they started panicking ... thapki went to hide in washroom .. bihan opened the door .. dadi maa was there .. bihan questioned "dadi maa aap ??? iss waqt ... kuch kaam h .. aap btaiye mei abhi krta hun ... dadi maa told "naii beta ... vo to mei dekhne aayi thi ki tujhe kisi cheez ki zaroorat to naii .. or tu gila kaise ho gaya ???

Bihan abruptly told "wo hum naha rahe the .. dadi maa ... dai maa -"kapdo mei " bihan looked at his clothes and worriedly told "haan dadi maa .. vo aaj kapdo ko b nahlane ka mann kiya .. bs isliye ..

Dadi maa - "bihan tu sach mei moti buddhi h ... moti buddhi ...chal mei jaa raii hun sone ... tu b so jaa kapde badalkar "

Bihan "jee daadi maa .."

Thapki came from behind and said " b phor bihan pandey ... Tumko hamari taraf se g for good and n for night ... bihan said "gajaab .. pr iss se pehle hume k for kiss chahiye ..

Thapki surprised by his wish and gave him a quick peck on his cheek and went smiling...

Bihan also left smilng ... and said "I lub u mrs thapki bihan pandey "

Shot over

I turned red by reading this ... All feelings came to me shy , amused , surprised , ... And a wish for it to be true ... I rewinded this dream again and again in my mind ... And went for the shoot ...

I was given a black shirt and jeans ... bhabi and kiran complimented me ... I was looking for the face i dreamt off ... and then she came from corridor ... walking and reading script ... her eyes were so beautiful ... Her curls coming infront of her face and her hand putting it back ... Her lips reading the script ... I have no words for her beauty ... her black saari with silver blouse ... and that's the dori which I have to open ... my heart started beating faster .. and blood rushed all over my body ... my face again turned red ... She was coming toward me looking in the script ... I wished she doesn't look at me .. I wanted to hide my emotion as always ... so I started talking to bhabi's and laugh wid them ... she started going towards sir reading script .. I started observing her from the corner of my eyes ... she too was surprised by the script ... I felt that if this is making her uncomfortable ... I was upset ... I always want to see her happy .. if she is happy wid someone else ... then I am also happy ... and I also know that on earth .. there is no single person who can love her more than I do ... I love her to the core of my heart ... and always want to keep her happy ... despite that she is happy wid someone else ... I m happy for her ..

Suddenly there was a tap on my shoulders and I came out of my thoughts ... she was there ... she told manish lets complete the shoot fast ... We have many more surprises for u b phor bday boy "

And I told "yaa yaa ... sure ... I know b phor buddhi ... hehehaha" she started laughing ... I loved her laugh .. the way she'd laugh ...she said "achaaa mei buddhi ... To tum kya "

Sir came from behind and said "ready ??"and we nodded our heads ... today he was speaking politely .. I think due to my bday ... heehehe ... I wish roz aaye mera bday.

We started heading towards terrace ... I looked at the script once again ... I didn't needed to view it once more .. as it got stuck in my mind... but for hiding my emotions I needed to look at it ..

Sir came and told both of us " 5 cameras are fitted all over so u have to get into character and it is one time take so no break in between and u should now forget who u are ... see I know u laugh a lot and enjoy together ... but we have to become serius ... think if u will go further in ur courier in future film is provided to u ... u have to give your best .. forget all things .. see I will show u something "

He showed us videos of other serials on colors and actors getting cosy wid each other fully ... he told"u r very lucky people ... thousands of people come in industry to settle their future and only few are selected ... so respect it " .. he went away

I kept thinking that he is right ... I felt that she also is feeling the same way ... for my fans who have such faith in me , my parents and my god I will give my best for them ... We both looked at each other and understood each other thoughts .

I felt that I can give my best by opening my emotions fully without thinking anything ... I will feel my love towards her ... and that will be the best part of mine ...

Sir gestured us to be ready ... we nodded to each other ...

As per the script she started dancing getting wet in the rain ... and yeh junoon played my feelings were overpowering me and my entry came .

I hold her waist from behind ... my eyes get closed ... I was feeling her .. feeling her hotness as blood rushed all over her body ... my hand started sliding to her stomach and she was leaning fully on me as if feeling my touch ...she came infront of me her eyes closed ... I started coming close to her and even more close by pulling her body from waist .. we started looking in each other eyes ... I felt that she is also feeling me the same way I m feeling for her .. she told "bbbihan .. tum bimar pd jaoge .. tumhe"I stopped her from saying further by putting my finger on her lips ... I felt that she was hiding something from me and so the dialogue came up .. I again started looking in her eyes ... her eyes were seeing something in me as for searching something that I was hiding .. and my heart gave up and showed her all love that was hidden in me but in the nick of time I broke the eyecontact and slowly removed my finger from her lips ... started gazing her lips ... they were wet and strawberry pink ... she closed her eyes ... I let my lips to do what they want and I closed my eyes ... Her breath came onto my lips and I was just inches far from her lips and she turned to go away ... I held her hand .. I didn't want her to go away from me like before ...she closed her eyes and I felt that she was hurt from me ... I pulled her towards me ... I held her hand and started dancing with helding her close ... we were questioning from each other eyes ... She was asking me am I just ur best friend ?? and I was asking am I not perfect for u ??... her eyes - why u care for me so much if I am just ur friend ?? ..why u get angry wid me ... on silly things when u know me well ?? why don't u compliment me if u are mesmerized wid me ?? do u feel me like any other girl?? ...my eyes - are u happy wid ankit ?? is he a good guy ?? do u trust her more than me ??

I held her close from behind and stopped dancing .. tears rolled down from my eyes but they were not visible as it was raining ...i closed my eyes I was feeling the essence of her beautiful hair and air blow them on my face ... wowww they were so smooth and silky ... first time I have felt her hair so openly ... I opened my eyes .. I wanted to see her bare neck ... I slowly removed her hair from one side to other side ... her skin was glowing ... driplets of rain covered her neck and her earring seemed to be most precious in the world ... I felt the urge to kiss it ... And I came close to her ears ... A shiver ran down her spine as if feeling my breath over her neck and she closed her eyes ... I kissed her earring ... she tried to free herself from me again as if feeling shy ... I pulled her and lifted her in my arms ... We had an eyelock ... she was very close to me ... I was remembering every moment of her wid me ... the first time I saw her in auditions ... Our funny moments ... Bike riding ... our shoots our fight ... I started walking towards my room involuntarily ... remembering every moment wid her looking in her eyes as if we are sharing it together ...

I reached my room holding her ... I slowly put her down .. I closed my door as I don't want her to leave me ... I want to spend my every moment of my life wid her ... We had an eyelock ... Her eyes were questioning me "darwaza kyun band kiya " and I told her "mujhme ab tumse durr rehne ki himmt naii h ..." her eyes moistened and a tear fell from her eyes as she was longing to hear this ...

She hugged me and I was so much happy ... my eyes also moistened and hugged her back ... I was very happy as I got the most precious ..., most beautiful person in this world .., I am the most luckiest of all ,, thank u god ... Thank u jigyasaa thank u for accepting me ... we broke our hug and were smiling looking at each other ... we had an eyelock .. my eyes said her " I will always keep u happy ,, never leave u alone , I am sorry for all my previous mistakes , I was stupid at that time , and I love you to the core of my heart , I cant explain ur beauty , as I have no word for it , I am speechless , no word in dictionary can define ur beauty ,, u have a heart of gold , I will keep it safe with me J !

She felt shy and turned around to leave ... I held her hand ...she closed her eyes ... I came from behind ... She was wet ... I came close to her and placed her wet hair on one side of neck ... Today I wanted this night to be memorable for us ... I looked at the dori of her blouse ... And started opening it ... I wanted to touch her back and so I did ... I ran down my hand from her neck to the hook of her blouse ..she started breathing heavily ... my heart beats grew bigger ... blood rushed all over my body making my body temp. high ... I bent over her neck and kissed there ... She shivered ... I made her face towards me ... Her eyes were closed ... as if allowing me ...I kissed her forehead ... as a sign of my respect towards her .. then her eyes as a sign of not letting tears of sorrow in her eyes ever ... then cheeks as a sign of always being with her in every situation ...

I started going towards her lips ... We were just inches left ... when there was a knock on the door ...

all thoughts rushed in my mind .. it was a shoot ... jigyasa was doing it professionally or does she really feel something ??? whether she was just acting ??? I saw same expressions on her face ...

I came back in reality when sir shouted to open the door manish and jigyasa go hide in wasroom... I hurriedly opened the door and she went in washroom ..

Dadi maa was there and the shot ...

And then again our shoot .. she came out of washroom wid normal expression ... I also controlled my emotions ...

And we gave our shot ... but deep in my heart it pained ... But the kiss she gave me on my cheeks healed it ... and I felt it my all day ... My best gift of my lyf... I smiled J

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