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Love is an interesting word in my vocabulary. Love doesn't have a definition of it's own because it's abstract nature is felt differently by everyone but there are emotions that can be adjoined with love. There is tenderness, gentleness, care, generosity and then there is also possessiveness, passion, obsession, delusion and jealousy. The funny thing is, anyone whose ever been in real love would know that none of these adjectives mean anything to love. These motions are heightened because of there association to love but they themselves are never anything close to love. The positive and the negatives are far more closer to the need to desperate validation of power we possess in our community/society or over another person.
That's how half the world functions. Rarely among humans are people who are humble enough to admit that they aren't masters of any craft. They are ignorant.
Today for me, Ishwari and Dev were show-stealers. Not because they were marvelous in there performances. That they are everyday. But because for the first time, these two echoed the most ugliest thoughts they've had outloud in most gruesome manner and put the label of love on it without sugarcoating it.
Ishwari: Ah, an embodiment of everything beautiful and everything ugly within our society. She addresses Suhana as a doll. She addresses her own son as a boy. There is a saying that 'fake it till you make it'. Ishwari lied to herself that everything would be okay after her husband died and she was left with visibly nothing besides four children. You can't fake it to make it. You have to eventually accept the reality. Except, her bubble was stroked enough times that instead of bursting, it became a cage for her. Her brother and her son being the ones to initiate that, quite unintentionally.
Ishwari doesn't have her loyal follower Dev worshipping her anymore. Her son doesn't see her as a Goddess but only as a human who couldn't understand his happiness. However, despite having family, Dev only had relationship with her so she the one he goes to in times of happiness and saddness and when you gotta blame your parents for failing the drivers test the third time. I found it highly amusing that even though Dev's illusion is broken, his threads are still tied in to Ishwari in what he blames her for. [gurl no one taught you to read before you sign shit?] Only a few days ago, Sonakshi had pointed out in most clear words possible that Ishwari knows how to turn the grain of sand into a toy just with words. Ishwari's flws don't need to sneak out anymore. Her desperation of being caged inside her own bubble has created a major flaw. She couldn't see that the 28 year old Dev is already a toy now. There no new molding him anymore. Her desperation to drive the bad puppet who wouldn't move when she pulled the strings was impulsive and not rational.
Ah Ishwari. All in the name of love. and Love is what you won't get.
Dev Dixit: I don't understand how this forum calls him a nice man. He's has never been a nice man. Since Day One. Also being love pushed your other sense to be more in sync. It doesn't change your personality. Dev being nice to Sona wasn't Dev being a nice man. It was Dev exploring the kinks in himself he needed to tweak. - Point is Dev is your traditional man from all around the globe who feels he is entitled to every precious thing in the world. He'll work hard for it or he'll kill for it. But what a man wants, is what the man wants.
Today that man played a beautiful game of seven stops with his ex-wife. A man whose anger subsided only because he saw a vulnerable part of her still in love with him swallowed the fire of pain from the broken promises only because he saw that his lover is burning in the same pit of bitterness and rage and faithfully fulfilling a relationship of if not love, of hate with him.
I loved how he chuckled to himself while in his room and exclaimed that what did Sonakshi think, she gets to keep a part of him and he doesn't?
Sonakshi gets her share of love from Dev from Soha because that little girl is an evidence of a good thing existing in her life from a phase of rollarcoasters. Dev however, doesn't get anything. It comes back to the question Soha asked Sonakshi after she narrated the tale of separation to her on the day they flew out from Kolkata.
The father in Dev is mellowed and calm. He will wait. and traditional men all around the world have a tendency to be in good books of there children. He won't force his child. Not in front of he and not behind her. BUT he will force Sonakshi through threats, court orders and his power to give into giving Soha up. The Sonakhsi he knows wouldn't want her image tarnished. The thing is Dev Babu, Sonakshi has changed. Sonakshi stopped caring. Not just about the world but also about what her dad thinks of her. Sonakshi is just as much of a lone ranger as your are because she no longer looks for validation and there is no threat that can make Sonakshi give up her daughter in exchange of the deal you've asked for. She wouldn't put her daughter out to be claimed like that.
Dev's words were once again in name of love. Not once during his conversation did he say she is his daughter's mom. He mentioned that he will forget that he is a lover. He will forget that she was a wife. The love puppet no longer sings because it control itself.
The question now though is weather or not Dev and Sona would willingly face the mirror peeking into there past to rectify there mistakes towards each other for there daughter and find peace in there decisions, or weather the anger that gave birth to bitterness in both of them would reign a little more longer.
I am excited to see the turnout of the events. All the shades that lead to love are visible but which one would push Sona and Dev to see past the attributes associated with that love into realizing what love really is.
P.S. Pls don't argue about Suhana'a innocence and all the negative shiz here. Constructive comments on character are welcome.
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