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Banner by me😊It was the day of wedding, wedding of Shivaay Singh Oberoi with Tia Kapoor, clearly none at the Oberoi mansion was happy except for Pinky, because where Tej was uninterested in all this drama and clearly dejected with the fact that this wedding will bring much more success to shivaay's business, Shakti was clueless as always not supporting this neither opposing
Priyanka and Dadi were clearly upset with this so called wedding preparations going on in the Mansion and jhanvi was also upset with this but knew like always none of her words will be heard out or will mean anything, thus she was quite like others and the only man who could stop this drama tagged as wedding was silently being a part of it, may be expecting her to take a step which she wasn't and it was hurting him
Tia was happy, finally she has snatched shivaay from anika, she has taken her revenge from anika at last, revenge of robin's death and also her mom and sister wanted this, downfall of the Oberoi's is near, really near
Anika dressed in a Pink anarkali was busy in doing the last minute preparations, wedding will take place in a few hours and then she will leave from this house, she has decided, she has no right to stay back after this wedding and also their divorce proceedings are almost done, tia's mom even told her that they will get the divroce papers accepted by the court before the wedding so technically all is sorted
She sighed, so much is still left, she has to check the preparations of mandap one last time, hand over shivaay his dress and also has to check on tia before she get satisfied that all is done. Yes she has lost her memory and so she just want to set everything right which went wrong because of her, solely because of her, she is the reason behind everything going wrong and also with what she got to know, nothing was left in her and shivaay's relation, she don't remember anything and he don't want to answer any of her question, he don't want to tell her her importance in his life, as if it doesn't matter but she wanted him to say, tell her everything... 'wo ehsas, wo pal jo humne milke mehsos kiye mujhe yaad nahe par apko to yaad hai na shivaay, phir bhe ap chup rahe ab uske baad mai aur kiya samjhti' she thought wiping a few tears from her cheeks 'mujhe yeh sab nahe sochna chahie, dadi se jakar pochti hun ke mandap mai or kuch toh nahe rakhwana' she told herself and made her way to dadi's room not before asking someone to place shivaay's sherwani in his room
She was about to enter but stopped, the sight before her was something which forced her to stop...she stood outside and witnessed as shivaay placed his head in dadi's lap...she running her hand in his hairs 'no one is here dadi, nor OmRu neither anyone else who would understand me' it was clear from his tune that he was dejected...but about what? Isn't this the right thing to do after the silent treatment she got from her questionning...also he is the father of tia's baby
'Billu, i know sharing your feelings with someone is not your cup of coffee...still i will tell you that i am a very good listener' dadi said with a comforting smile...he smiled a little 'i don't know dadi, anika wants me to marry tia, but dadi even though every proof says that i am the father of her child, my heart don't let me believe it...i don't want to believe it, but i can't do anything about it, anika ko lagta hai yehi sahi hai, wo kuch samajhna hi nahe chahti, maine use bohat samajhana ki koshish ki dadi but she didn't listen...ushe koi farq nahe padhta..or uske wo sawaal, dadi mera pass unka koi jawab nahe ' he said and dadi smiled
'Jawab nahe hai ya dena nahe chahta billu?' Dadi asked and he looked up at her, his eye colour turned into a deep shade of blue as he tried to avoid the meaning behind her words 'why don't you accept it billu which is in your heart...why ? I know and even you know that what anika means to you still you are letting her go...she don't remember anything but you do...and you can feel it too, then why?' 'Dadi it's nothing..i don't get it what you are trying to say..i just want to look after her, she is my responsibility..' he said looking away and she chuckled 'if this is the case then why are you thinking too much..anika has lost her memory but still she is the same independent woman we know, she will take care of herself even after your wedding so stop worrying about her and also your divorce will get approve today and you will marry tia...see all sorted' she said but he remained quiet fighting with the emotions inside him playing havoc within him
Anika quietly walked away from there wiping away her angry tears, 'he can't even accept anything to himself then how will he ever tell me that what was our relation...jhoot kehte hain shivaay, na koi dard hai , na parvah ... na koi ehsas hai or nahi koi pal jo humare bech the...kuch bhe nahe tha..mai bus ek zimedari hun' she mumbling before making her way out of the Oberoi mansion...she can't stay here anymore, she isn't needed...he will get married and will be happy with his kid and family...no one need her, she thought wiping her tears as she stepped out of the mansion, to go away from him
Nazdeek hei dil ke
Phir khun lage mil ke
Jaisa ho milon dur wo
Jazba hai anjaana
Mushkil hai samjhana
Apna hai ya hai gair woh
Ishq mai adhora sa
Ruh mai hai pura sa
Dard hai yeh sari umer ka
Oo Jaana
Shivaay was in his room when khanna came to him with some envelope 'sir it was delivered on your name...' he informed and left after handing it to him, shivaay took out the papers and seeing the content of it sighed, his and anika's divorce appeal was rejected by court and he knew it would happen because he never signed those papers still Mrs.Kapoor submitted them at court not knowing what he did... 'anika mai tumhe kaisa samjhaon, i only want you to be with me and no one else, i don't want to marry tia and i won't do it, i hope tum mjhe rok lo, mai yeh sab sirf tumhe wo ehsas yad dilana ke liye kar raha hun...i hope tum humare darmiyan is ehsas ko pehchan sako...i hope ' he prayed clutching those papers tightly in his hand
Hours passed and it was time for wedding to begin, this wedding was confidential and none had any idea about it thus it was going to take place just within the family ... shivaay descended the stairs in his maroon sherwani with tia by his side dressed as a bride
Pinky smiled and led them to the mandap, all was set, pandit started chanting mantras, but shivaay sat there lost, his mind wandering away from all this, stuck at someone who had eventually became his life yet he can not have her with him forever, unlike those movies, that happily ever after one... pinky shook him telling him to get up for pheras, he nodded and stood up, tia got up after him...his eyes looking around for her, hoping for her to come and stop this
he sighed and started with the first phera and then second, he has to stop it...he eyed dadi, her wrinkled face was filled with worry and stress and prinku was standing right beside her consoling her...he sensed that something was off but what?
That's when he realized, she was no where around, earlier he thought may be she was avoiding the wedding deliberately but it struck him now...his eyes widened at the realization and he stopped... they were going to complete the fourth phera but he stopped 'shivaay baby what happened?' Tia was the first person to ask him that but he just ignored, pinky came forward repeating the same but he ignored her too...his eyes searching for her one glimpse in each and every corner of the mansion but of no use...his worry reached another level when he couldn't find her anywhere
Leaving the pheras in between he went to dadi and held her softly by her shoulders 'dadi anika kahan hai?' He asked 'billu anika is missing...no one knows where she went, she don't even remember anything billu, kahan hogi meri bachi' dadi shared her worry to shivaay whose eyes moistened on just the mention of her as he quickly realized the reason of her sudden disappearance he nodded first gulping down a lump in his throat 'i will bring her back dadi...ap fikar mat krei' he said caressing her cheek but before he could go someone held his hand, he turned to find his mother 'where are you going shivaay?' She asked tightening her hold and he looked away
'Mom you know anika is missing, i have to find her' he said without looking at her 'or tia ka kiya, tere bache ka kiya?' She asked 'look mom, finding anika is important, rest i will take care later' he said in a convincing tune and she chuckled mockingly 'your marriage is going on shivaay...how will you take care of it? Everytime you two try to get marry that anika comes in between ruining it all, but it's good this she isn't here, she is a curse and i am happy that she is gone, now just come and finish your wedding with tia...rest all will get fine itself...trust me' pinky said and tried to drag shivaay towards the mandap but he shrugged away her hold 'why don't you understand mom...jab anika mere sath hogi to mai sab theek kardunga, i need anika mom, i need her to be with me, wo sirf meri zimedari nahe zarorat bhe hai, biwi hai wo meri'
O Jaana
Khoya khoya rehta hai
Dil tadap yeh kehta hai
Tu hai mere jeene ki wjah
O Jaana
'biwi hai nahe the' he sighed 'that's my problem to deal with but get that straight mom...mai anika ko kahin jana nahe desakta...i need to find her mom' 'Par shivaay tia or tera ba...' 'mom please samajhne ki koshish krein...agar anika mere sath hue to mai sab theek kardunga lekin mujhe pehle ushe dhondna hai mom, najana kahan hogi wo' saying so he walked out of the mansion in search of his lady love
O jaana
Khoya khoya rehta hai
Dil tadap yeh kehta hai
Tu hai mere jeene ki wjah
O Jaana
The Shivaay Singh Oberoi was roaming around many random roads in search of anika, today his naam khon khandan didn't matter to him, someone who matter was her and he need to find her, for his own sanity...just few hours without her, and he was feeling incomplete, as if a part of him has gone missing, he had never felt it for anyone except for his brothers but now he feels the same for anika, someone who is his wife and will always be, he won't let anyone take her away from him, not even her and it was decided
Finally after a search of an hour on random roads of the city his eyes caught hold of a girl clad in a pink anarkali seating on a bench in one corner of the garden , as he went closer, he found her lost with her head in between her knees, he sighed as relief wash over him..he made his way to her and sat beside her on the bench, he could hear her sobbing and his heart clenched hearing her cry
'Anika' he called and she stopped crying but didn't look up, may be she was hallucinating, she thought and cried again without looking, he raised his hand and hesitantly placed it on her head 'anika' this time she looked up, feeling a rush of so many emotions as she realized that he was around
Her eyes were red with all the crying, one look at her and his heart cried with her, slowly he placed his hand on her cheek caressing it 'tum theek ho?' He asked and she looked away 'apko isse kiya farq padhta hai shivaay?' She asked looking away and he sighed 'kiya tumhe padhta hai?' He asked back and she looked back at him with hurt evident in her eyes 'apne koi wjah hi nahe di shivaay jisse mjhe farq padhe...mere yadein mit chuki hain, ap kuch btana nahe chahta...mjhe farq padhe bhe to kis baat se..mai to apne yadein hi kho chuki hun' she said a little lost as a tear rolled down her cheek which he wiped away the same instant
'Anika, tumhe sab kuch yad ajaega...trust me' 'trust hi to kiya tha ap par lekin jo badle mai mila usne har umeed cheen li...shivaay hum kyun sath the? na mujhe kuch yad hai or na maina apko koi bhe khushi di hai...tia Apke bache ki maa hai or humara talaaq horha hai...akhir mai apke sath the hi kyun?' She asked overwhelmed with everything she had been feeling since he announced his marrage with tia instead of answering her questions she asked that day and so she asked again
'Tum mere sath yuhi nahe ho anika, tum meri zarorat ho, wo zarorat jo mere zindagi banti ja rahe hai...' he said and she looked at him with moistened eyes 'phir bhe ap mere sawalon ke jawab nahe dete shivaay...us din bhe yehi sawaal kiya tha maina, akhir mai huamre rishtey ko kiya naam dun? Mjhe kuch yaad nahe par apko to sab yad hai na, phir bhe apne kuch nahe bataya shivaay...
may be you yourself don't know anything, may be there was nothing and that is why i am asking you to go and marry tia, something which is right and will bring happiness in everyone's life..' she said looking away 'everyone...hum bhe?' 'You will move on shivaay with your kid and family and there is no need for you to know about me...i will live my life, shayad kabhi na kabhi yadasht bhe ajae par mai vaada karti hun kabhi dobara apki zindagi mai akar aur koi problem nahe create krunge...mai ab aur ap par bojh nahe banunge...it's time for your marriage please go'
Tanha adhora sa
Khamosh lamha sa
Thera hua hai dil yhan
Something broke inside her as She got up to leave although she had no idea where to go still she can't be around him anymore but he held her hand stopping her and made her sit back 'anika...i know you don't remember anything but you should know how i am, mere liye apne feelings kehna bohat mushkil hai anika, i can't...please trust me anika, mujhe ek mauqa do, wapis chalo mai sab theek kardunga' he requested but she didn't respond instead took her hand away from his hold and wiped her tears 'nahe shivaay i can't '
Mehsos karlie tu
Jazbaat ki khushbu
khud se karun kiya mai bayaan
And she stood up again, this time he got up with her and came in front of her holding her by her shoulders 'you have to anika, you can't leave me, never ever will i let you go' he said stubbornly tightening his hold around her, she winced 'you have to, i don't want to stay back, without any relation, without any reason, i don't have any right over you, mujhey yad nahe lekin jo sab dekha jo sab suna, aesa lagta hai ke maina hamesha apko dukh or takleef hi di hai...mujhe jana hai' she pleaded, it was getting tough for her to be around him, yes she doesn't remember anything still whatever she has been feeling in past few days was something new yet has a fimiliar connection to some long lost memory...she can't be around him otherwise it will break her
'No no anika listen...mai tumhe nahe jane de sakti kyun ke shaadi hue hai humari' 'talaaq bhe hogya hai shivaay' ' koi talaaq nahe hua anika, maina kabhi divorce papers sign hi nahe kiye the' and he finally admitted it, her eyes widened as a tear rolled down her cheek, he lovingly wiped it away from his thumb and caressed both her cheeks 'tumhe janna tha na ke tum mere kon ho? Mai btata hun...anika ehsas agar ek rishte ko jodta hai to naam us rishtey ko ek pehchan deta hai, hum dono ke darmiyan bhe yeh jo rishta hai na wo benaam nahe, humare rishtey ki bhe ek pehchan hai anika...tum meri biwi ho, shaadi hue hai humari, humne hamesha sath rehne ki kasam khaye hai or mai tumhe aese janey nahe de sakta, kyun haq hai yeh mera or tumhara farz hai ke tum mere sath raho, agar apni khoye yadon ke liye nahe to mere liye, agar apne khoye hue ehsas ke liye nahe to mere ehsasaat ke liye...mai tumhe nahe khona chahta, pyaar karta hum mai tumse' he finally said it...it was tough yet he was relieved by doing so...
O Jaana
Khoya khoya rehta hai
Dil tadap yeh kehta hai
Tu hai mere jeene ki wjah
O Jaana
Tears freely rolled down her cheeks as she placed her hand on his 'ap sach keh rae hai na shivaay? Nahe chod kar jaenge mujhe kabhi bhe...? ' she asked in a confirming tune and he nodded with determination 'you are very important to me anika and with the amount of love i have for you letting you go is impossible...mai tumhe kabhi bhe nahe janey nahe dunga' 'mai jana bhe nahe chahti the shivaay lekin apne koi option hi nahe diya mujhe' she cried 'bus ab hum is barey mai koi baat nahe krenge anika...tum bus ghar chalo mere sath or ab tum kabhi mjhe chod kar jane ki baat nahe krogi...' he said rather warned in his own way and she nodded 'i promise shivaay...' she whispered 'pinky promise' she added raising her little finger towards him, he smiled slightly and forwarding his little finger intertwining it with her's 'pinky promise' she smiled and without thinking anything hugged him... he smiled wrapping his arms around her...
O Jaana
Khoya khoya rehta hai
Dil tadap yeh kehta hai
Tu hai mere jeene ki wjah
O Jaana
As they started to make their way out of garden she stopped 'How can i come shivaay...apki or tia ki shaadi hone wali the..' she voiced out her fear and he shook his head before making her turn towards him 'relax...tum bus mere sath chalo, mai sab theek kardunga...you trust me?' He asked and she nodded 'ab chalain?' 'Chaliye' and they made their way back home... shivaay was confident because now anika is with him and he will surely sort everything but not at the cost of losing her, he can't lose her now because losing her means losing himself...they will be together now, forever...
Ohkay that's it...hope you people will like it, do leave back your reviews, criticism is welcomed..and sorry for all the urdu and english mixing...
Thank you for reading
-aroo