Such complex emotions !

Firstly, dev-ishwari scene: can't imagine the hell he has gone through every day for seven years (even if he says it's all his fault) and the huge amount of pain he still carries with himself. I teared up as he confesses he has never loved anyone else like he did sonakshi, and neither will he ever be able to! I want this karta tha to change to karta hu soon, dev!

And the most bitter part is that he knows he has no right over her, no right to even feel hurt, angry, betrayed or whatever he is feeling... But he is and he can't change that. He can't stop loving her. He is going through a terrible about of pain, whereas till how sona seems he is just fine. 'mai kaise khush ho sakta hu jab woh khush hai ', and more importantly mere bina. It's implied. This what has been troubling him from day one... He wants to see a reaction from her. He wants to see some emotion from her for him even if anger or hurt like he is feeling. And since sona isn't showing he is getting more frustrated. As he said that day and even today, what has kept him alive all these years is the hate relation with sona, he had thought at least in this point they are together. This United them, this is how he had kept her attached to him. But he realises now if sona really moves on he won't have that right to be angry or rememer her. Then in true sense of he will be left alone, sharing not even pain together( though not together). This is a beautiful portrayal of human mind I must say... Love CVs fit showing this layer of his character.

Second scene was the parallel one with sona, jatin and Bose family. First two extra points for sona. Why would a a women marry if she is financially secure, and can handle herself and her child and his happy with her family. What can bring married give her which she is not giving now? Shaadi kar lene se kya hoga! It's like even after job, good position and success, and in her case even a child... Someone asks you to get 'settled'! Loved how sona answered!

On the other hand there is also that she is deeply hurt from her previous marriage, not having had any time to properly address her wounds, and she won't be able to. Commit it trust or depend on someone emotionally like she did with dev. It remind me if the dialogue from rab ne bana Di jori of Tani... That she has no more love let in her to give! This emotion or state of mind too... Just like dev's is very real!

But then I hope she finds that love again just as Tani did!!!

Here jatin has to be mentioned he really loves soha. And is actually a good friend of sona. I liked his support of sona today too in terms of giving her space.

Finally the cutest, most heart touching dev soha scene. Uff I have a wide smile when I see these too!!

How sona was running to him, little in knowing this is her daddy and how dev immediately rushed to her as she fell. In fact as he insisted on going to the nurse I remembered the Diwali scene when sona had got hurt. Then her Miss Bose wala dialogue reminded dev of sona and their dreams of a chota sonakshi! Just like sona sees dev in sona today he saw his sona in her. He teared up while recovering her in his happiness. Specially the last line that if they wouldn't have seperated, then they would also have a daughter like her! How beautiful that line was!

He really needs to tell all those he says to ishu to sona and he desperately needs a hug from her!

And she one from him... She is too bottled up!

Anyway eagerly waiting for tomorrow! Ishu has again nagged in front of sona from what we gather and this time it's in front of dev as he looks on angrily at mom. This us what sona doesn't know the change in him... I hope hope hope he says sometimes as powerful as he had said that evening when he came back home from hospital!

Waiting!!