Yes. Where Will You Go Now? Border? Hmm..Not Yet!
Soo Many Questions...Unexplained Answers!
Why Are You Getting Your Ex-Wife And Your Brother Married?
Maybe Because You Promised Vividha That You Will Get Them Married.
Maybe Because You Want To See Them Together..Finally..
Maybe Because You Love Them Enough To Get Them Married Infront If Your Red-Eyes..
What About These Red-Eyes?
Why Are They Crying? Are They Searching Anything? Why Are They Soo Red?
Oh Got It!
They Are Crying Because You Are Making Your Heart Bleed..
They Are Searching A Way To Stop Crying..They Are Searching A Way To Make That Bleeding Heart Stop Bleeding..They Are Just Searching...
They Are Red Because They Are Tired...They Are Red Because It Hurts...They Are Red Because What Now They Will See Will Be The Last Blow To His Heart..They Are Red Because From Then It Will Not See That Gorgeous Face...That Silly Smile..That Big Pretty Eyes...Anymore..
Because Now They Have Lost All The Rights On Her..They Have Lost Her Long Back..And Now They Have Lost Her In Every Possible Ways..
Those Eyes Are Just Showing..50 Shades Of Red Of Your Eyes..
They Are Reflecting Your Heart..
They Are Just Being Genuine..
So Dare You Hurt Your Eyes. Anymore..Just Dont!
50 Shades Of Red? Happiness Or Saddness? Smile Or Sorrows? Evens Or Odds?
What?
You Are Simple..Sorted..Yet So Complicated..
At One Point You Are Genuinely Happy..
But At Another You Are Broken..Like A Kid!
Just Mend Your Heart..Its Tough..But Seeing Them Married..Infront Of Those Beautiful Broken Eyes..It Will Hurt..But It Might Give You A Reason To Forget Everything..And Move On..Its Tough..But Its Okay! Take Your Time! :)
Its Said A Child's Pain Cannot Be Hidden From A Mother..
From Sujata To Uma To Suman..
All Mothers Know You Are Hurt And What You Are Doing Is Hurting You..But You Being You..Just Tell Them To Continue Their Work..He Will Manage! :)
And Then Comes A Mother-Son..Heart To Heart..Pain To Pain Talk..
Its Tough To Imagine What You Went Through..Your Child Also Goes Through Same..Its Painful..(Suman Please Wake Up. Just Support Your Son. Nothing Else Will Help Him!)
And Then You Open Your Unhealed Wounds Of Heart Infront Of That Person..That Person Who Has Been Your Support Till Now..YOUR MOTHER..
That Small Ravish Memory Was Beautiful..
You Want Her To Hold Your Hand..That Hand Which Doesnt Have Anyone...That Hand Which Is Empty..That Hand Which Cannot Hold Her Hands..Anymore..
And You Know You Have Lost.And Its Just Unexplainable!
You Clearly Wants Those Two People Happiness..
And Their Happiness.Might Give You Pain.But In A Way It Will Be Good For You Too.
And Suman A Mother.Understands That You Need A Support.
Its Said You Value Those Feelings More Stronger When They Are Not Returned Back!
And You Value Them.
The Value Of Loving.And Being Loved Back.
Because You Know When Its Not Returned What You Feel. That Feeling Is A Fire. That Fire Which Burns All Those Beautiful Flowers. Those Red Petals And Turns Into Something ..Something Like Ashes. Colourless. No Shine. No Spark.
Had She Loved You Back..Even A Percent..You Would Have Fought For Her..You Would Have Fought For Your Heart..You Would Have.
But You Cannot. No Matter How Much You Want Her. You Just Cannot Go Against Your Broken Heart. You Just Cannot.
And You Lost!
In Your Matters..You Keep On Losing.
You Lost Your Father.
You Lost Your Helper Whom You Trusted Alot
You Lost Your Wife. With Wife You Lost Your First Love. First Feelings. First Happiness.
Then You Lost Your Grandfather!
And He Shamed You! And Your Eyes Were Ashamed Of Him!
You Have Been Losing And Losing.
Yet Its Said You Have Everything!
Funny!
And In All This Mess That Smile Is Lost..
That Smile Which Used To Shine With Your Happiness.. That Smile Which Was Just For Yourself..That Smile Which Used To Have Your Happy Heart Smile..
Wheres That Smile Gone?
Lost In Somewhere Deep.
Deep Enough That If You Think Of Searching It You Will Be Lost. Again.
But Wait..You Are Still Smiling..Yet Thats A Different Smile!
But That Smile Is Half Broken.. And Half Smiling..
Broken For Yourself..Smiling For Others..
Wheres That Smile Which Used To Smile For Yourself Gone?
Will It Ever Be Found?
Divorce? Pinching Reality? Isnt It?
Accepted Everything. Yet Diffucult To Move Your Hands!
Ofcourse. You Dont Like Showing Your Emotions To Anyone! So You Went To Your Room. Took An Ink Pen. And Your Hand Just Stopped. Your Hand Was Refecting The Struggle Of Your Heart ! And Then Came Out Those Tears For A Girl Who Has Just Given You Tears. And These Tears Started Flowing!
That Sign..Hard To Do..Because That Will End Everything. For Once And All.
And You Did!
And With All Your WillPower.
You Signed! But Even That Will Power Couldnt Control The Damage Of Your Heart!
And That Walk? That Conversion Of Smile Into The Mess You Are? What Was That?
I Guess It Was Just Ravish. And His Favourite Hobby!
Masking Your Emotions!
And Vividha? Whats Up With You?
Why Are You Asking His Whereabouts?
Are You Feeling Sad For Him? Or Guilty?
You Dont Have To.
He Doesnt Want That!
If You Wanna Give Him Something.
Then Give What He Wants!
Either Accept Him Or Just Be Genuinely Happy Getting Married To The Person You Wanted To! :)
And Yes Ravish. With A Smile Answers Her That Where Will He Go? Afterall He Will Apply Haldi On Her, First !
And Yes. You And Eye Talks!
Very Much Familiar!
You Assure Her With Your Eyes And Your Smile That You Are Here..And Then You Assure Her Again Regarding Your Brother That All Is And Will Be Well!
That Smile That Happiness That Heart That Feeling That Wishes That Dreams All Are Lost For Now!
Everything Is Just A Beautiful Mess.
A Mess That You Have Turned Yourself Into! But For You Its A Beautiful Mess. And You Dont Blame Anyone For It Maybe Because You Have Learned To Live With It..Maybe Because You Have Got Accustomed To It.. Maybe Because You Have Found A Beauty In It Too.. Maybe!
A Pain..A Heartbreak..Unfulfilled Wishes And Dreams Are Not Ugly. They Are Beautiful In Its Won Way.. They Make Us Value Them Even More..And You Are Going Through That Phase..And When You Will Get What You Want..You Will Value Them More Than Before!
Its Just A Phase. Be Strong. And Go With A Flow. Everything In The End Will Turn Out To Be In Your Favour Too! :)
But Wait Has Those Tears Destroyed Your Signature?
We Will See That! :)
For Now See Yourself Ravish!
What Mess You Have Made Of Yourself?
Its So Painful To See You Suffer At Your Own Hands. Making Others Happy. Fulfilling Yoir Promise. And Giving Others The Happiness They Wanted!
Life Isnt A Straight Lane.. There Are Many Other Lanes Too. And You Are Going To Face Them Too. Soon! π
P.S.- SHASHANK VYAS I HATE YOU SOO MUCH! I DONT LIKE TEARS! BUT I LOVE TO SEE OTHERS CRYING.BUT I DONT LIKE WHEN YOU CRY. OHKAY. I AM JUST BLABBERING! ππ THANK YOUU FOR SUCH AMAZING SCENES!π³π
Edited by Shanky-Ki-Biwi. - 8 years ago