Sona's feelings? I m so confused

After the leap, we have only seen how dev is punishing himself don't know for what reason, whether he s angry bc sona left him or he didnt support her?but I feel as if he doesnt want to live. He s drinking all the time and having one night stands, and since sona came back his expressions, jealousy, the way he talks to sona and keeps looking at her all day. When ever he looks into her eyes i feel as if he is trying to see if sona still has some feelings for him or not (noticed it when he came to rescue her and when sona came to rescue him). But I am not able to understand what is in sona's heart, her expressions r so confusing meaning I don't see any love or anger for dev rather I feel as if she has actually moved on meaning she doesn't love him anymore.

Now with jatin's entry we will again see dev's jealousy or possessiveness for sona but when will we get to see sona's emotions for dev? I m not feeling good about this. Did anyone else feely the same or its just me?

1. Dev is drinking alcohol 24x7 - That is not punishment, that's a choice. Devdas has glorified the concept unnecessarily.😆

2. Dev is seeing around women - That is the second vice a man can have. Madira and then Mahila/Aurat😆. Only thing left is Meat what starts with M (the 3 vices that starts with M 😆).

3. Dev is demeaning others' achievements - That is giving him sadistic pleasures.😆He is too happy locking Sona up in an empty office and enjoying Pizza at home, snatching her award and belittling her.

4. He has his company, money and family in tact with him, all alive, all in sound health. He now doesn't love his family hence doesn't spend time with them. From where I can see, Dev is living a BINDAAS life (which he should and should also stay away from Sona) ...

Sona on the other hand is also continuing her life with what's important to her, her morals, values, Soha, family, dignity etc.😆She is definitely not thinking about Dev romantically.😆

God knows how CVs would end up making these 2 together. Doesn't sound right/possible at all.