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Little do you know
How I'm breaking while you fall asleep
Little do you know
I'm still haunted by the memories
'Nai Arnavji pls don't do this . Nai Arnavji.... 'Khusi looked around only to find herself sleeping in bed and Arnav sleeping peacefully in the recliner that's what she thought.
This has become regular problem for khusi to wake up in the midnight due to nightmares which were not allowing her live in peace.
'Hum tut chuke hai Arnavji 'she whisper to herself tears rolling down her eyes .
Arnavji apne hamare sath yesa kyun kiya was the only thought that keep on haunting her brain. Today eventhough ever one knew about shyam and his true colour and Arnav said sorry about his deeds her life is still paused on the day of marriage or should we say forced marriage.
Little do you know
I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece
Little do you know
I need a little more time
She remembered her talk with Arnav. He wanted to be with her to share her sorrow. She can't take his hand this time . She herself was broken beyond repair. His hurtful word , his behaviour have created such deep wound in her heart which will not heal by simple word sorry.
'Arnavji kash app hamse baat karte wo kadam uthanese pehele..' khusi could not help herself from repeating same word again and again. She knew she need a little more time To hold herself, to make herself capable to believe in other or to say to become old khusi.
Underneath it all I'm held captive by the hole inside
I've been holding back for the fear that you might change your mind
I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight
"Khusi can't you forgive me, can't u give our relation a chance " was the exact word which Arnav said with his eyes full of tears when she hadn't said anything when he had asked for forgiveness. How can she explain him that her heart is completely hollow deprived of any emotion.
'Hum darte hain Arnavji ' she wishper to herself tears would not stop to flow from her eyes. Yes she was afraid . Afraid to give him chance, afraid if he changes his mind , leave her for his sister again afraid if he gets fed of her behaviour . When her heart and mind was full of so many question how will she be happy with him. She might forgive him but was it easy to forget everything so easy . This was the toughest fight which she need to undergo before she move on in her life.
Little do you know
I need a little more time
"Hume aur bakth chaiye Arnavji ' she told herself determined that only time will heal every pain.
I'll wait, I'll wait
I love you like you've never felt the pain
Khusi... She jerked her face from her knee when she heard soft wishper of someone or should she say Arnavji.
Arnav was up with her screaming but could not develop courage to go near her to suppot her. He had promised her that he would wait . He will wait for her forgiveness till his last breath . He heard her every wishper her soft cries and could not stop himself to go near her .Now he knew he was the cause of her sorrow and he need to be her med also. His heart broke into million pieces seeing her in such condition.
'I LOVE YOU KHUSI' he wishpered enough for her to listen.
I'll wait
I promise you don't have to be afraid
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Khusi I love you he repeated his words lying beside her in the same bed. He knew she need assurance . He knew she was afraid who would not be after suffering so much with out any fault.
"Khusi I love you and only you , you need not to be afraid of anything mai tumse appne jaan se bhi zada pyaar karta hu ... "there was little hope developed in her eyes when he uttered these word which provided him enough encouragement to win her back to bring old khusi .
U know khusi I don't believe in seven life or whatever but if there is something like that then I want you beside me in every single life he uttered these word as if giving order to God himself which brought little smile in khusi's face which did not last even for few second. Arnav heart danced with happiness seeing that smile on her face after so many days. I'll wait khusi even if I have to wait till my last breath thinking this he made her rest her head in his left shoulder near his heart as if wanting her listen her name in every beat.
Little do you know
I know you're hurting while I'm sound asleep
Little do you know
All my mistakes are slowly drowning me
Without protesting she listened his heart beat which was unknowingly providing peace inside her heart. Arnav knew today was the day he need to speak his heart to win her back.
"Khusi I know whatever I did can't be forgotten just by my few sorry . I know how much you cried every night. Meri galtiyo ki bajase tumhe bohot taklif hui. Ye mujhe andar hi andar khaye jarayehe khusi. Pls muje mafkardo "he chocked unable to bear her silent. If she was old khusi she would not have allowed him to say sorry. He knew she was crying silently. He let her as he knew these tears will wash her pain to some extent.
Little do you know
I'm trying to make it better piece by piece
Little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies
Main sab thik kardunga khusi ...he whispered to make her more then her to make himself believe that he will be able to correct everything. To make everything as normal as it used to be. I love u khusi he wishpered again only to hear her loud cry this time. He remained silent rubbing her back giving her enough time to counsel herself.
Oh wait, just wait
I love you like I've never felt the pain
Just wait
I love you like I've never been afraid
Just wait
Our love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
App hume phir se tutne nai denge... she asked for the first time though not looking at face. His heart broke into million pieces listening to her question but need to assure her that he will even give his life but will protect her .
I'll kill myself khusi if this time I repeated same thing. That's it she slapped him, here she was trying to think good thing and he is taking about death.
Agar apne yesi baat kahi tho hum appse kabi baat nai karenge... Arnav could not stop the smile that appeared on his face even after the hard slap that landed in his cheek. He was surprised how his little khusi can give such tight slap.
I love u arnavji pls hamare sath hi rehena hamesa... His smile become even more big listening to her confession.
I'll khusi till my last breath till Sun and star shine in the sky. Khusi could not stop chuckling at his flimy talk. Both remain silent which was surprisingly peaceful for both of them .
I'll wait (I'll wait), I'll wait (I'll wait)
I love you like you've never felt the pain
I'll wait (I'll wait)
I promise you don't have to be afraid
I'll wait
The love is here and here to stay
So lay your head on me
Lay your head on me
So lay your head on me
'Cause little do you know
I, I love you 'til the sun dies
Both slept peacefully in eachother arm listening to each others heart beat which was magical in its own sense after the much needed confession from their heart.
Hope u liked it
Sorry for mistake.
And ya pls listen to this song it feels like it is just made for our arshi. Please do hit like n comment if u like this piece of nonsense
Thank u n lots of love
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