Shivika OS (Dark)- Please come back

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Why did you save me from this humiliation? I am just your responsibility right? You took the bullet instead of me because I am your responsibility. I accept it, but going against your mom just to save me from a humiliation... Are you going to say the same now? Tell me shivaay...''

She shouted at him. As none were present at Oberoi mansion at the moment due to some event arrangement he could hear her rantings as an echo.

'Shut up Annika, just Shut up, Don't use that tone in-front of me. You don't even have a proper family, reputation and a name to be said, and you are talking at this tone with me? With Shivaay Singh Oberoi who has everything which you don't possess''

She stared at him in disbelief... He couldn't face her anymore.. He paced behind her and continued,

'coming to your question, yes you are my responsibility Annika and nothing more. And even if Tia was in your place I would have taken the bullet or would have saved her from any humiliation as she is also my responsibility''.

He looked at her and he felt guilty for saying those words. She was his everything and Tia is nothing compared to her, no there is no comparison between them. He would've just stayed still had a bullet hit Tia. He would have just looked at his mom had she humiliated Tia, He would've done nothing if Tia was in danger. But if it's about Annika he was ready to die for her in-order to save her from any kind of danger.

Without her he cannot even think of leading a life, he will die... "Wait what'' he shuddered at his thought. Why does she mean everything to him? Without seeing her face in the morning he feels incomplete. 'Do I love her''.

He stared at her, 'No no how can I love her'' No way..
He looked at her staring at him teary eyed. He couldn't take it anymore. He went towards her. 'Oh come on Annika, just stop this drama'' he held her by her shoulders.

She jerked his hands away and pushed him away with all her might. 'Is that all what I mean to you. I can't take this anymore Shivaay. I have been tolerating all kind of humiliation and attacks only for you and you are saying that I am just your responsibility. You are not even ready to accept me as your Biwi. Wow Shivaay, I feel suffocated. I can't lead this life anymore with you. I have to leave Shivaay. I feel unwanted and Shivaay, if I continue to live with you under this roof, I will lose my Self-respect. I am leaving Shivaay''. With that she turned away from him.

Shivaay looked at her horrified. 'How can she leave me? I need her for god's sake and without her I can't even think about my future. She is mine and she can't leave me just like that. How dare she feel suffocated by me, being her side? How dare she say that to me? She can't leave me like that''

He marched towards her and turned her towards him and pulled her hard. 'You can't leave me Annika. Do you hear that? You are mine and only mine. You can't leave this house unless I ask you to do so because you are by biw... ah...my... my responsibility. Get that into your thick head''. With that he pushed her back and turned. The least he could do was to push her back, for pushing him few minutes ago. That was his small revenge he thought to himself.

Shivaay... She shouted as she lost balance and rolled down the stairs.

He turned back to see her in that state, rolling down the stairs. He felt his heartbeat escalate. He couldn't breathe as he held his breathe seeing her like that. He stood there at the 1st floor doing nothing. He felt numb to take a step further. He could hear his head throb and he held his chest as he felt something was hammering in.

She laid there with her light pink top and denim, her hair left lose. Holding his chest he marched towards her dragging his numb self down the stairs. His eyes widened and blood shot with the fear of losing her. As he stood there next to her, she held his leg 'Shivaay'' she cried.

He fell down on his knees losing his strength. He saw her crying, tears flowing down. 'You are fine, you are fine. I am sorry Annika, it was a mistake'' he cried. He caressed her cheek and bent down and kissed her. 'That was a mistake Annika, I didn't intentionally push you''. She didn't respond but she held her head and was crying, trying to say something.

'What's that Annika, just tell me''. He wanted her to speak out or lash at him. He felt that she wanted to say something. He wanted to hear it. "Tell me Annika'' he softened
'Its paining Shivaay, my head is aching, my vision is blurring. I can't see you or hear you properly'' she cried holding her head lying there.

'Shhh Annika, its nothing, it's just that you are shocked. See! you aren't even bleeding. Its nothing Annika''. He was confused whether he was trying to pacify her or himself. He bent down and carried her in his arms and took her to his bedroom. He felt her softness on his body.

Trying to control himself he looked at her face, still crying like a baby. 'How adorable does she look'' he thought to himself.

He laid her on his bed and climbed next to her. Caressing her hair he tried to calm her down. She looked at him reducing her sobbing. ' Shivaay is that all what I mean to you? I agree that I don't have any name or family, but I couldn't bear it when you said the same. I want to leave Shivaay'' she cried.
'No Annika, that's not the case. I lo...'' he remembered her rolling down the stairs. He would've died that moment had something happened to her.

He looked into her eyes and caressed her cheek ' I love you Annika'' he said. She stared at him trying to understand what he said. He continued ' I love you, losing you will be my end. If I am alive it's because of you. You are the reason for my happiness. I was just ranting earlier as my ego was sopping myself from telling you the truth. It has been always you since the day I met you. Please don't leave me Annika. I won't be able to bear it'' he said as tears rolled down.

'It's too late Shivaay'' she exclaimed softly.

'No it's not late Annika. We are young and we can lead a happy life from today. I am ready to introduce you as my wife to the world. Even if I have to face a loss in my business, even if I have to face humiliation, I wouldn't mind Annika, because you are above everything''

He noticed her looking at him confused. He smiled and admired her beauty. He bent down to kiss her as she welcomed him. He felt her softness and sucked her lips as she responded back. He was happy to have her, she was his and none can take her away from him, not even Annika, he thought.

He felt something amiss as she stopped responding. He parted away from her and looked at her face. Her lips parted and eyes closed she laid there like an angel. He smiled at her 'you are mad Annika, is this the time to sleep.
I know that you are tired of the incidents that have been happening today.

I will set everything right and I will protect you from every damn thing, be it my family. He kissed her forehead and held her hand entangling her fingers. He slept next to her laying his head on her shoulder. He smiled as he closed his eyes.
...
'Sivaay... Wake up... Shivaay''...

'Bhabhi...''

Shivaay heard Rudra crying. What's wrong with him? He felt someone jerking him. 'Shivaay wake up''. He heard Om shouting at him.

'What's wrong with these people'' he thought as he opened his eyes with great difficulty.
He felt something cold. What's that? Why am I feeling cold? My hands are cold. Did someone push me on to a cold velvet carpet? He felt as if he was placed on a wet carpet. He woke up with a startle.

'Annika... Why her body is cold? Did she fall ill? I have to take her to the hospital. He turned towards her to wake her up and take her to the hospital''.

His eyes widened in horror. She was pale and her ever so soft lips were colorless. Her ears were bleeding as the pillow was covered with blood. 'Annika'' he whispered as reality stuck him.

He felt something strong holding his hand. He bent down to see Annika's hand holding his hand tight. He didn't want to pull that away. He wanted to stay like this forever. He looked back at her face. 'How can you? No Annika how can you leave me?''

He bent down and jerked her... 'Annika...''He shouted trying to wake her up. "You can't do this to me. Please please please. Don't play this prank with me". He felt the pain again in his chest, but he was least bothered. 'Annika please wake up'' he cried. He held her face trying to wake her up. But she didn't move. 'I beg you Annika, please come back. I told you that I need you''.

He waited for her to respond as Om came forward trying to put some senses to him. 'Shivaay she is no more.

Just leave her! We have to inform the police and do the proceedings''. He didn't feel sorry for his brother as he himself saw Shivaay pushing Annika down. Before he could respond he noticed Shivaay dragging himself down and carrying her to the bedroom. He thought Annika was alright until the next morning when Annilka and Shivaay stayed at the room till 10am.

Shivaay was in no mood to listen to his brother. He raised Annika and hugged her. 'No no no... You can't leave me like that'' He cried as he felt uneasy to breathe. 'I love you. You are not my responsibility, but my wife. We have just started our life. You can't leave me now... Please I want you back... Please Annika'' he shouted at her hugging her.

She didn't respond. 'Leave her Shivaay''. Om shouted at him. 'You killed her damn it, you killed her. You never gave her any happiness. You brought her into your life and made her miserable. You used her for your benefit. You never thought about her life. When she wanted to leave, you forced her to stay. When she decided to lead a life away from you, you pushed her down and killed her. This is the result of your obsession Shivaay''. He paused and looked at his brother

''You killed her mentally by marrying her forcibly and now look at the result. She is dead'' he shouted as he pushed shivaay away who was hugging Annika. Om carried Annika parting her away from Shivaay. He left with Annika and Rudra leaving a shocked Shivaay back.

'Yes I killed her, I killed her. He is right. I killed her by bringing her into this hell. I deserve the worst. He held his chest as he felt severe pain. He felt his pressure shoot up as he fell on his bed. He looked at the ceiling ' I can't live without her... A life without her is something that I don't wish to live''. He grabbed a knife from the drawer.

No I have to live. I will live this with her memories. Her smile, her innocence, her scent, her kiss, her tears. I will live through this. A life without her will be the worst punishment above my death. I love you Annika''

He took the pillow on which she slept yesterday which was soaked with her blood. He hugged it tight 'I love you... I miss you Annika, please come back. ' he cried as he kissed her pillow. "I am sorry''

Ps - Sorry for this Dark OS. I wanted a redemption track for Shivaay, but I am highly disappointed with him not repenting anything. Taking a gun shot isn't enough. So though of making him cry at-least in this OS 😆

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Wow, this is tragic stuff ! Felt so bad for both of them. Well written! 👍🏼
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Wow. This broke my heart.
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Tragic But well-written! :)
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That was so sad...good one...
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Deep. And Emotional. Senti kar diya...
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So intense...really nice and emotional...
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woow...this is so emotional n heart breaking... but...its so beautifully written...
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Originally posted by: AnnzSageflower7

Wow, this is tragic stuff ! Felt so bad for both of them. Well written!👍🏼



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deep dark emotional os i am crying after read this os

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