' I need you, Annika ...' 31.1

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I recalled an old episode where Shivaay was under painkillers and became quite eloquent and expressive of his feeling. He has been dosed many times over in this 1 and half days in the hospital with anaesthesia and sedation, I think his 'Sense and Sensibililities" have been disabled ..😆

So we were right. Pinky DID see Annika under the bed, that look of rage at Om was exactly what we thought it was. She knew, and she got him sedated and removed from the room right from under OmRu's nose and spirited him home. Before that she got to strut like Rajinikanth's mom to taunt Annika on the street also. What awful ugly words she said. She's clearly off the rails also.

Unfortunately, he wakes up at home and knows instantly that Annika isn't there. Rudra ends up driving him back outside the hospital where she was. The same way the mother strut away, the son marches back to grab her. What a conundrum, to be stuck between this mother and son.

Shivaay, still clearly very emotional , walks out to grab her hand to get into the car to go home with him. She pulls back and he is very annoyed to say the least.

I've come to get you Annika...
Just come back home with me please.
I need you, Annika.

Annika never had a reason to stay. She wanted to leave so many times, but ends up staying because she thinks he needs her help/ support. Here the man is telling her he needs her? No, he didn't say, her life is in danger, someone might try to kill her , and he wanted to keep her safe.

He said HE needed her. She promised she would stay by his side, and he woke up and she wasn't there. The childish petulance of a lover was infinitely adorable on his. You always argue and be stubborn. I asked for one thing, for you to be there when I woke up. But you weren't! I'm done with your stubborness, come with me now.

"I can't Shivaay" she promised his mother she would stay away, and the irritation in his face obvious. What is it that I don't understand? Nothing has changed.

"Because of what Mom said to you? I'll talk to her, you come..." Just like that, he dismissed all the nastiness that his mother sprouted at his wife. Everything depends on him. And Annika saw, how when he was unconscious, her place in his life just vaporized into nothing.

"Don't fight with your family for me. Parents are the most precious relationships, one must never break their hearts. Please understand Shivaay, I cannot hurt your mother any further."

What about me? Shivaay's face clearly showed. What about this pain I feel when you aren't around?

"My mother's anger is more important to you, than me?"

Wow, this guy is bordering on obsessive. He has given her nothing to hang on to,but the threat of being tossed out everytime his back is turned. He'd better handcuff her to him at this rate.

"I am a black cloud of bad luck Shivaay, since I came into your life, things always go wrong for you. "

Shivaay looks pained at that statement, Rudra sheds tears.

"You saved me so many times , putting yourself on the line. I stand here today because you saved me. I will get worse if you are not around."

She still refuses to come home with him.
Now, he's hurt and issues an ultimatum, Are you coming , or not?

She struggles with the decision and shakes her head. He lets go of her hand and backs off.

(I bet he tries to tear his bandages off or something, and scares Annika in coming back. 😆)

Whoa... he needs her obsessively, and gets upset that she can walk away. I mean, she told him to his face, "I'm not coming, I'm sorry Shivaay." She wasn't rude or hurtful, in fact she was quite as miserable as he was.

What rights have you given her Shivaay, for her to become your crutch? She's selflessly giving and you've gotten used to it. She's your wife , Shivaay. Hope you got that in that thick golden skull of yours. Time to give her the respect she deserves. Rudra gives it so easily, Om too.

Special mention to the Bhabhi scolding Devar scene. Super se uper cute !! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️

Meanwhile Rudra is having #RelationshipGoals time watching Shivaay and Annika. Importance of family and keeping it together , Annika's speech really touched Rudra.

I'm loving this week's episodes. Pinky is more enjoyable than NBs to be honest.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Ann what a beautiful post. Every feeling that Shivvay felt was so well caught by you.

I am feeling this bittersweet kinda emotion since the shooting episode. I am happy that Shivvay is experiencing what it is to be madly and deeply in love. But he presently lives in this world in which Annika is the reason for his very existence and I am sad that it is going to tear him apart when he has to face facts about what this means to him in reality. I knew this day would come, when he would fall completely in love with her, but the insanity attached to this love is becoming explicitly clear to everyone as time passes because Shivvay it seems experiences 'Separation Anxiety' every time she is not in his immediate orbit. That is very very scary because I worry what will happen if Pinky does manage to separate the two. She is smart enough to target Annika to leave Shivvay, because she knows Shivvay won't listen anymore and I am hoping that this man keeps a close eye on his mother from now on for his sake.
Thank God for one thing though, at least Shivvay is aware that Pinky has it in for Annika. This way he will make sure that he keeps Annika closer to him.

And as for my cutie Rudy I love how he answered, "Meri kya galti hai issmey? Sab chotu ko hi dante hai. Kabhi kabar badon ki bhi galti hoti hai" ❤️
Yes my dear - it is true but it so happens that your Bade Bhaiya and Bhabhi are in love for the first time. Please excuse them 😆
Edited by asya34 - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Ann, lovely post.
just saw the epic and cried... seeing Shivika talk... of needs and promises... broken... made... it was gently uttered without intending to cause more hurt... to the person hearing it.

yup... Shivaay was like a little boy whose fave train has been snatched away or kept out of his reach. He is seeing and even dreaming of Anika now... whoa... the... hospital scenes were too rushed... and Shivaay did have a miraculous recovery... magic tears ka kamaal.

He said the words... to Anika in the middle of the street uncaring of NKK... such a big step for someone who is so fastidious in general...

the scene could have played out better.. rather than in the middle of the nowhere. Anika still walking the roads... n Shivaay had a nap.. n found her.. so quickly. Loopholes...

Now it is Pinky's turn to spout all that hate on Anika and soon will come a time where she will have to swallow the bitter pill and face up that she is good, a great bahu and perfect for her heera beta.

Family dynamics..are coming to the fore..like this...than the NB's... wonder where they scampered off to.. no sign of the witches... brewing more potions...😆

Pinky.. may well end up causing a rift between the Obros... she may have seen... Anika in the hospital n took her son out from Anika's clutches. Her own insecurities of losing her son to her bahu.. rankling her.. shaking her foundations.

Nice... though it could have been a tad slower... more realistic portrayal of a patient recovering from gunshot wound...
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I really enjoy reading your posts makes the episodes more bearable.
The man literally can't stand and is telling her that he needs her but she giving him a lecture instead of questioning his revealing words. His face during her TRP lecture about family was hilarious. Like really? You want to do this now...in the middle of the road? Writers ruined what could have been amazing scene.

Rudra scene was cute. He is ready to do anything for his brothers' happiness. I don't think he's witnessing all their interactions for no reason hopefully the writers transition this into his thoughts about his marriage and how it will affect his family. I don't think he ever doubted Anika for a minute, but hearing her words got to him because despite how they treat her she values his family and their relationships. It's unfortunate she lets Pinky abuse her in the name of family though. Sure he hates Tia, but I was always felt like any women would have been a problem for him when it comes to his brothers. He was afraid someone would take his brothers away from him but now he isn't afraid and wants to respect new relationships. I can wait to see how this more mature version of Rudra plays out in IB and DBO.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I love your post Anisa!🤗
Somehow the episode became more beautiful for me as I read your take.


I love how you pointed out that it is Shivaay who is addicted to her, he cannot spend one waking moment without her. On the other hand her love is so powerful that she was ready to leave him, she was infact strong enough to say no even after the words he said to him - mujhe tumhari zarurat hai, I need you. I hope Shivaay learns something from that, he still needs to learn how to love someone selflessly.

Well I maybe the only one here but I found Shivaay's actions to be insanely selfish yesterday. He's literally toying with the girl's feelings - putting her in such a mortal dilemma, to go or not to go. My heart went out to her as mother and son both blackmailed her in their own ways - if Pinky is a villain then Shivaay is a villain in his own ways too, caring only for his own needs now. Maybe because he is Shivaay Singh Oberoi, he is used to having his way in matters where his own happiness is concerned and he was no different in the last episode. He still has a long way to go, he should start by dealing with his feelings and giving priority to her needs because God knows she deserves it, she has always unfailingly put him and his family first.

OmRu have been stealing the show for me in the last few episodes. I love how they've stepped up as his brothers and are fighting for him, instead of the other way round. These two are so adorable ❤️
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I guess that Daadis words 'look who saved your son' is working on Oh My Mata and she is out to establish her supremacy by excluding all whom Shivay adores. She wants to foist Tia and the so called Waris on her son and proove what a doting mom she is.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Yes, Shivaay was being a total brat today, no? Totally vulnerable, gorgeous looking. Soft and polite, unlike his Boom self. But a brat. The incredulity underlying his voice when he said "you are putting mom's anger over my needing you?" and the hand wave completely dismissing that she is _even_ _trying_ to think that way!
Total. Brat. 😆
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: asya34


Yes my dear - it is true but it so happens that your Bade Bhaiya and Bhabhi are in love for the first time. Please excuse them 😆


😆 Word!
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: asya34

Ann what a beautiful post. Every feeling that Shivvay felt was so well caught by you.

I am feeling this bittersweet kinda emotion since the shooting episode. I am happy that Shivvay is experiencing what it is to be madly and deeply in love. But he presently lives in this world in which Annika is the reason for his very existence and I am sad that it is going to tear him apart when he has to face facts about what this means to him in reality. I knew this day would come, when he would fallen completely in love with her, but the insanity attached to this love is becoming explicitly clear to everyone as time passes because Shivvay it seems experiences 'Separation Anxiety' every time she is not in his immediate orbit. That is very very scary because I worry what will happen if Pinky does manage to separate the two. She is smart enough to target Annika to leave Shivvay, because she knows Shivvay won't listen anymore and I am hoping that this man keeps a close eye on his mother from now on for his sake.
Thank God for one thing though, at least Shivvay is aware that Pinky has it in for Annika. This way he will make sure that he keeps Annika closer to him.

And as for my cutie Rudy I love how he answered, "Meri kya galti hai issmey? Sab chotu ko hi dante hai. Kabhi kabar badon ki bhi galti hoti hai" ❤️
Yes my dear - it is true but it so happens that your Bade Bhaiya and Bhabhi are in love for the first time. Please excuse them 😆


I'm having a fabulous time rewatching the myriad of emotions running across SSO's (Nakuul is epic) face this week. He's clearly at some kind of a watershed point, where he has no control over all the things going wrong around him.

But he holds on to Annika like a life line. The world may burn, but he has her, and things would be fine. Which is probably why it scares Pinky. Her son was this machine-like untouchable strongman, now he is so smitten by this unimpressive (to her) slip of a girl.

Pearl, is it possible to need someone so much, that it transcends the words Love?

I need you, ( like i need Air to breathe. )

That look in Shivaay's eyes, seems to say that. I feel shy to say he needs to say the words Love. Like its petty or something. His eyes are roaring his love. Some men say they love and let their mom's run all over their wives. Here Shivaay is like a boulder for her.

Huge crush on Nakuul's Shivaay these days...
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Originally posted by: nim_var

Ann, lovely post.

just saw the epic and cried... seeing Shivika talk... of needs and promises... broken... made... it was gently uttered without intending to cause more hurt... to the person hearing it.

I mean, Shivaay came back for her. Rudra must be wondering what an amazing change he's seeing in Bhaiya. He just got out of bed and marched out to get her. i was glad that she didn't have time to go sit and cry in an orphanage while he grew a longER beard and hair, looking for her ...😆 Small victories.

yup... Shivaay was like a little boy whose fave train has been snatched away or kept out of his reach. He is seeing and even dreaming of Anika now... whoa... the... hospital scenes were too rushed... and Shivaay did have a miraculous recovery... magic tears ka kamaal.

Yeah, what's in been, 1 and half days? NM did try to look groggy and tired, and i saw that terrible weariness in him when he hugged Pinky (OLV) telling her everybody needs some rest. Evidently he will rest when Annika is next to him. 😉

So imagining him sleeping while holding Annika's hand hostage, finally them transitioning onto the same bed.

He said the words... to Anika in the middle of the street uncaring of NKK... such a big step for someone who is so fastidious in general...

the scene could have played out better.. rather than in the middle of the nowhere. Anika still walking the roads... n Shivaay had a nap.. n found her.. so quickly. Loopholes...

Yeah , the timeline was off. But they had to do it fast, because then he would have no idea where to find her, and they didn't want to deal with all that I suppose..😆

Now it is Pinky's turn to spout all that hate on Anika and soon will come a time where she will have to swallow the bitter pill and face up that she is good, a great bahu and perfect for her heera beta.

Family dynamics..are coming to the fore..like this...than the NB's... wonder where they scampered off to.. no sign of the witches... brewing more potions...😆

I know right? Tia is the so called great Bahu, and she hasn't come even once to see Shivaay? he was shot! She should be using the chance to hover over him with Saasuma's blessings. While we 🤢..

Actually , scratch that. I don't wanna see that.🤢

Jealousy suits Shivaay better than Annika. I want to see Annika stop crying for a while. Poor Surbhi. Poor overworked lacrimal glands.

Pinky.. may well end up causing a rift between the Obros... she may have seen... Anika in the hospital n took her son out from Anika's clutches. Her own insecurities of losing her son to her bahu.. rankling her.. shaking her foundations.

That's another worrying thing. ObBros purists were worrying that Annika would come in between the brothers, here Pinky put up a HUGE wall between OmRu and Shivaay! I find this more upsetting because they couldn't do anything about it, even their Mom was preventing them to be with Shivaay.

WHy is it always Shivaay who has to fight to keep things together? Where is Dadi all of a sudden?

Nice... though it could have been a tad slower... more realistic portrayal of a patient recovering from gunshot wound...

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