Hi friends,
After approximately two weeks of break from the forum I'm back!
Hope u all r doing great!
Missed u all a lot!
Here is an OS to my come back with few of Chakor's POV over the turning of events before Bhanduva track until after it!
Hope u like it! Let me know it with ur likes and comments!
Happy reading!
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"Chakor" Suraj making her frightened even more
"Hmmm"
"Good night!" said it with a teasing smile hidden by mischievous one.
Once on the bed!
Chakor kept on twisting & turning from one side to other, not getting sleep!
Hearing something fall outside, she opened her eyes to find the dark room with just rays of moonlight falling on Suraj!
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Chakor's POV
Never thought that rays of the moonlight can fall on the fire of the sun!
He was the sun who burnt things around him, burning himself in it and showing just the power of fire to others!
They way he beahaved with basti people, with his family and with me.
For the love of his father, for the power of ruling Aazadgunj and for the satisfaction of dominating me.
Now, he is the sun with the power to destroy his enemies, while shining here & there to bring the light for others!
The concern for his people, the affection for the unborn child and the care for me signified the change in him.
The change in him, the change he is trying to bring in him and the change he is going through changed my pov on him.
One day, he will be the sun that people will be thanking by folding their hands!
(Chakor started to mutter with a smile on her face which is facing Suraj)
I'm sure it will happen one day.
"Hmmm" he said in his sleeping which made me think if I was talking that loud to wake him up.
Then noticed that he was fully slept with a smile which reached his eyes, which I never ever saw before.
(She thought)
I don't know if I will be by your side to see that Suraj, but I will be the most happiest.
You are no more the one I encountered on my 1st day in Aazadgunj after all those years of Dreams (Udaan ki saponon). I don't know if I have to laugh or not, thinking about that day.
You were always behind me : chasing, pulling trying this and that.
Now, I'm just few inches away from you. And you are sleeping without any fuss!
You have changed a lot Suraj.
Both the Rajvanshi brothers are so different except the care for Imli. You will also find a girl of your taste as
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Her train of thoughts were interrupted when she heard some sound oustide their room. Out of fear she pushed herself towards Suraj who is peacefully sleeping and took hold of his left hand in hers.
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Sorry, I have to hold your hand as I'm afraid of animals.
Seeing his face, carefreely sleeping brought a smile on my face. For a second I remembered our talk outisde and I blowed his hair, which made his hair move like bird wings for few fractions.
Holding his hand tightly, I slept few minutes after.
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Chakor's POV
The night he made me drink wine!
After he went towards the couch, I opened my eyes to just see him or may be I don't know if I was admiring him after the sweet words he said thinking I dozed off!
The man on the couch is the man I hated once.
Now, I feel secured and free being with him!
This room was once the hell for me.
Now it's the safest place in this world for me, with him near me.
I'm Chakor, the bird willing to overcome all obstacles on my way.
Never opened my feeling to anybody until today!
I was broken inside-out like a broken mirror!
He stood by my side to support me, to hold me and to care for me!
He's not willing to accept he is changed!
He's not willing to accept the care he shows to me is one of the fact that he's changed.
The care he shows is with no expectations with which he can go to any extent!
I felt a support in him!
I felt a guide in him!
I felt a friend in him!
He said few men like girls like me!
Was he referring to him? If so, why didn't he say he likes me?
Was he saying he likes me? If so, Imli is no more in his life!
Was he just saying about other? If so, y did he get affected by the description of My Mr. perfect.
Why am I getting all these questions? What's wrong with me?
It's spinning! I need sleep to think! I will ask him in the morning!
I watched him sleep peacefully but uncomfortably in the couch!
I smiled remembering his tantrums about the couch being small and not comfortable. I didn't know when I slept but all I know is that I'm not suffering as mush as before for losing the opportunity to participate in Asian Games.
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Since the day he became Bhandhuva.
My nights are sleepless.
My dreams are hopeless.
My care are helpless.
I need support.
I need energy.
I need strength.
I need him by my side to win.
I can't say if my birthday is the best day of my life until now or the worst.
Those gifts made me feel special!
Special for someone!
Special for the man I hated!
Special for him!
What I did in return?
Just cry, beg, support and care for him!
I thinks of ways to get out of this mess!
But nothing gets on the right path!
I don't know what to do!
I'm trying!
He's trying!
We're trying to get solutions!
Solutions to solve our problems!
Solution to make our dream come true!
Solutions to fight the wrong!
Solution to overcome all obstacle together!
Solutions to change nightmares into happiness!
Hope the day comes where the night will be filled with beautiful memories!
Memories for him!
Memories for me!
Memories of our dream for freedom!
Memories of our life!
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Sorry guys if it was boring!
It was something I started before that I just continued!
Tell me ur impression through comments!
Going to catch up with last few eps and forum updates!
See u friends!
- Maithili