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LOVE IS MADE FOR U ONLY ANNIKA!
arz kiya h..
"TANN! TANN! Hota H"
Arey Arey Yeh Tho Gayi Rey
ANNIKA GAYI REY...
kyunki dekha jo shivaay ko yaar
Ghantiyaan bajey hazaar..HAHA!!
Awwwhhh Awwhhh!!!
How can someone not love this crazy girl ! Haha!
Nd THEN how can one not cry with her when she regrets feeling d most beautiful feeling of this world...feeling called LOVE❤️
Dekho zamaane ne kaise
Humein seekhaya h
Dekho zindagi ne kitna
humein tadpaya h
Dekho waqt ne kya kya
Zulm barpaya h
Dekho logoon ne kaise
Rang badal ke padhaya h
Ho jaati h jis jazbe se
Duniya ke zindagi roshan
Woh ISHQ humari aankhon main
Khushi nahin darr ban kar aaya h
Ohhh annika!!! U poor poor girl...
Everyone including shivaay has till now
Seen and understood u as a strong nd crazy girl only but no one knows abt tht seamless sea of pain u carry within u...
Shivaay has till now felt only a glipmse of real you..he still needs to make a long journey of knowing d complete you ...
I call u poor not bcoz I feel any kindaa pity for u...bcoz u dont need any.You possess tht tough exterior earned thru years of living alone in this bitchy world...so everyone thinks of you as self sufficient including shivaay .But,I feel bad for tht alone heart which possesses such an empty void inside. I call u poor bcoz no one really knows abt d pain u carry...u are so lonely tht way.Yes! Saahil is there but he is too young to understand tht kindaa support u need..or shud I say d support u have missed throughout ur life..
Such is d comfort of tht settlement which annika has entered into, with her lonely self (with only saahil there ) tht to now to let anyone IN nd make her feel vulnerable abt him too, is making her scared.
Uff!!! The complexities of d heart.
I had to write something about these two marvellous episodes happening back to back..all dedicated to annika..nd executed to perfection by this extremely brilliant nd effortless actress named surbhi..humari apni bindaas punjaban chandu.
First was d confession nd then d breakdown
Coming to d confession..
Jab jaan pe ban aati h
Tho aksar sach dikhathi h
Aisi hoti h ishq ki galiyaan tedhi medhi
Na kahe ban paati h
Na ruke jee paati h
She took so long to actually say d words nd realize them too.(and tht makes me think tht if she..the actual sane person in human emotions took tht much time than tht insane encylcopedia of khooni khaandani traits will take another billion years..uff!! ..damn! God only bless Our fangirl life..Haha!!)
She had known it since always hadnt she?
She had known it for those first 50 something epis when she was busy giving baths to shivaay
She had known it for next 50 when they were busy dancing behind d moon nd solving issues
She had known while preparing for his marriage
Nd against her self respect..she had still known when he had ruthlessly married her.
Annika has since always loved him..as much as he has too.
But ofcourse then, it passed thru various names of care,attraction,attachment and sexual tension..
all these r love only..arent they?
So it wasnt a shock for us when she realized it..but for us..beauty was d way she realized it.
"Mujhe aadat ho gayi h..aapki kanji aankhon ki..aapki baaton ki..aapki tadi ki..aapko kuch ho gaya tho main mar jaaongi"
She didnt just said it...she meant it.
Ishq ke maamle hote hain kuch ajeeb
Jab ishq jaata h door
Dil aa jaate hain kareeb
Woh koi rabb nahin jo
ishq ko hai samjh paaya
Yeh tho bas woh samjhey
Jisne ishq kar ke dikhaya
Ahh!! Her pain..her need of him..tht tadap.
If only, shivaay could have heard it.
For tht nanosecond when camera zoomed on shivaay, I really thought and wished as if he will wake up nd startle her and ask
"Sach main annika?"
Hahaha!! But then ofcourse..Mr. SSO would never say such a thing nd then its too early for tht..(but I m betting u..nakuul was do stifling a laugh there..lol)
Nd then tht silence..she lying on him..nd touching his face with her lips...awww!! Beauty of grief at its finest.
What a superb execution.
Ofcourse,it had to be her tear to wake him up.
Flashback to tht scene where he cried nd his tear made her wake up.
Symbolic people...symbolic ways.
Tear equals water nd its a fact abt tht #Shivika tht
"paani se hi likhi jaayegi inki kahaani"
Yet again water only becomes d medium.
Nd as d hero wakes up nd forgets himself nd starts checking her for injuries..we ofcourse had to do a mandatory AWWW!!!
Annika="mujhe laga ki maine aapko kho diya"
then as our hero wipes d tears from d face of his lady and speaks
"Shivaay Singh Oberoi ki jaan itni asaani se nahin jaayegi"
Ofcourse our fangirl heart gloated with pride nd we too wiped our tears.
Nd now..she is confused as hell..nd scared to d shit..uff!!..hahaha!!
Tht car reaction nd than tht cupboard reaction till d ghanti rang..TANN!!!
LMAAOOO!!! it shud have been named #MadBaaaz
Annika is one bemisaal nd EPIC person so much so tht even her confusions have a sound...haha!
AND D GHANTI RINGS!!!
LMAAOOO!!!
BUT I bet tht ghanti is so annoying..nd is of exactly Rs. 2 only..urghhh!!!
D way it echoes..nd then echoes without breaks
When he comes real close..omgg!!!
As much as I wait for him to come close to her but if tht ghanti is going to go LADY GAGA on my ears when he does so..shivu u better take ur hawwttt looks nd stay away(had to make d sacrifice for protection of my brain from tht ghanti..lol)
One major benefit of annika's #GhantiChronicles ..haayeee!!! We get to see tht slow motion sexy predator walks of shivaay as he comes closer to annika
Ok! I WILL TOLERATE D STUPID GHANTI FOR THT!
But then when she weeps abt it all..u forget everything nd weep with her.
U know what was best abt annika's breakdown today...tht it was done with saahil..his innocence just cuts through her grief ..way he interprets her deep sadness with his simple brain nd gives an easy solution ..u grin in between d cryings.
First of all his concern is very right..
How can someone call his jeeja.."BAGADJEEJA"
(((LMAAOOO!!!!! hahahahaha))))
Annika..so bad of u..u went so selfish nd started loving d bagadbilla..for not one second u thght abt this real genuine problem of saahil? Lol
(Now I want him to actually call shivaay so..I will ROFL down my bed watching shivaay ke expression)))LMAAOO!!!
Waise I bet he stammered "Jab We Wet"
Yahan bhi paani...lol! Too much!
Someone gift whole 36 teeth to chottu aryan..when hawa goes into d broken teeth
"MET BECOMES WET" haha!! Aww!! Cutest bachha!!
But "JAB WE WET" idea is much better whatsay? hehe!!
Ok! I WILL stop my 2 Rs. Ki peepni(whatever tht means) nd get baCk to annika.
"Kyunki pyaar bahut kahtarnaak cheez h"
Awwwhhh!! Baby!! **sighhh****
How saddening is d fact tht there is this girl who is one of d most loveable creatures nd is so easy to fall in love with but today when she realizes tht she herself loves somebody..she is crying scared by the vulnerabilities attached to it.
This is not her real heart speaking..this is her years of experience with d world taking its toll.
She is scared to feel something for anybody bcoz yup! D fact is truth tht.."LOVE DO MAKES U WEAK" it makes u worried abt tht person..it attaches d cord of ur life with theirs..it makes ur moods dependent on theirs..it makes ur whole existence finding its way through their existence.
BUT she still doesnt knows tht "LOVE MAKES U STRONG TOO".tht s d second half of d fact which she doesnt understands yet..shivaay will make her understand tht with his love one day.
Tht love gives u d strength to worry.
Tht love gives u the life thts
actually worthy of living
Tht love gives wings to ur various moods
Tht love is not just about existence
ITS ABOUT BEAUTIFUL COEXISTENCE
SHE STILL DOESNT UNDERSTANDS THIS AMAZING SECOND HALF.
"Pyaar mere liye nahin h"
How can u say tht annika?
Pyaar sirf tumhare liye hi tho bana h
Main..tum..hum woh log..jo pyaar se abhi anjaane hain..humare liye hi tho bana h pyaar.
Pyaar hi tho humein uss gehrey andhere se nikalega jahan zindagi ne humein roz ki pareshaaniyoon se baandh rakha h[You..Me..We all..all those who r still unaware of love..LOVE IS MADE FOR US ONLY.Love will only save us out of tht deep darkness of life where we r losing it everyday to daily worries of real world]
U have to believe tht annika!
But even after giving this super mushy lecture on love I cant deny d fact tht her worry was so heart wrenching.
"Agar shivaay mar jaatey,tho main bhi mar jaati"
Ahh!! This ofcourse made me start crying .
My most fav words were these...
"Jo mila ni usko khone ka itna darr h ..agar mil gaya tho kitna darr lagega..main kamzor pad jaaongi..pyaar karne waaley chod ke chale jaayein tho dukh hota h..aur mujhe tho har koi chod ke chala jaata h"
THESE WORDS DEFINE D GIRL NAMED ANNIKA!
her pains,fears,vulnerabilities..her shield of not letting herself love anybody ..nd this is all so heart shattering...how can god be so cruel with someone?
Saahil's cute little lecture was so needed at this point..
"Main sso ko rassi se baandh doonga..kahin ni jaane doonga...aap pyaar karke tho dekho..try tho karo"
Ahh!! This bachha is love...nd his cutiepie words r best lessons of life.
But Its not just tht annika is scared of love..there is an addition to tht..she is scared of loving shivaay khaandaani oberoi..quite rightly so.
How can she ever believe for him..D GR8 SSO to love her back who ofcourse wants his dushman to be khaandani too...
Annika may have fallen in love with shivaay..but she hadnt forgotten all d things she had gone thru since meeting him..all d things he had done to her..all d things he threatned to do.
nd all these make her conclusion quite valid..
But then I ..you..we all believe in magic of love nd d wondorous things it can do..so SSO will change to shivaay too..infact he has already changed so much.
Let me answer annika in her own words.
Tum zameen ho woh aasmaan
Jahan dono mil jaayein
Uss sehar ko hi kehte h ISHQ meri jaan!
Khoon aur khaandaan ki sarhad se parey
Jo rooh ko mila jaaye
Uss sehmat ko kehte hain ISHQ meri jaan!
Woh jo naam ki jaat poochey
Woh kaisa ishq
Woh jo bin naam jaane bhi ho jaaye
Uss rehmat ko kehte hain ISHQ meri jaan!
Ishq uski har gehri buniyaad ko hila jaayega
Jab ISHQ APNE PE AAYEGA
THO PATHHAR-E-DIL SE BHI ISHQ KARWAYEGA
woh aasmaan khud zameen pe aayega
Woh har khaandaani shart ko bhool jaayega
Woh apna naam tumhe de jaayega
Woh Tumse hi jee paayega
Woh tum main hi ho jaayega
I HOPE U GOT UR REPLY ANNIKA!
Yeahhh!! I M SUPER MUSHY...BUT BELIEVE ME ..THTS D REAL TURTH OF LIFE..otherwise we all would have been lost long time back.
ITS LOVE THTS KEEPING US SANE.
now I cant wait for tht kiss..more than tht impression of his soul on her temple I m more intrigued to know how he ended up doing tht.
OfCourse it will be last day of planet earth when shivaay will confess his feels to himself..but kiss is a big thing..wht made him do tht..cant wait to know.
Till then..saahil is so right.
Please annika..give up tht 2 Rs. idea of hiding from shivaay..hahaha!!
As much as I m waiting for ur silly antics..I m dreading ur musically annoying ghanti.
BE AN ISHQBAAAZ ND BOL DAALO
(one can always suggest like saahil..hehe!pata h tum nahin manoogi)
For those who r still reading..Thank u..
Aur kya boloon..hehe!
