Author's note-before updating this part I want to congratulate my little buddy ishmandeewani aka Anjali for turning Goldie.many many congratulations for change of colour.enjoy ur new colour.
PART 4
Raman was shouting when he held his head and was about to fall but ishita held him in neck of time.
Raman tried to shrug her hand but her hold was too firm on him.
Raman-chod do mujhe,leave me alone,he was saying but at last said-dont leave me ishita,and fainted in her arms.
Ishita hugged him tightly and said-yes raman,this time I will not leave u.i will not let u destroy our relationship.ab hum hamesha saath rahenge.she was telling to him when adi said-mumma,papa ko kya hua.
Ishita looked at the faces of their worried kids,she hugged adiru and said-papa ko kuch nahi hua bachchon.he is fine.chalo papa ko bed pe leta de.
Adiru nodded and helped ishita to make Raman lay down on the bed.
Ishita-tum dono yahin papa ke paas raho,main abhi apna bag le kar aati hoon.saying so she was going when ruhi held her hand and said-please mumma ,papa ko chod kar mat jao.unko kuch ho gaya toh.she said crying.
Ishita caressed ruhi's hair and said-baby,i am not going anywhere.main bas car seat apna bag laane jaa rahi hoon.
Ruhi-no mumma mat jao.she said hugging ishita when adi said-mumma main le kar aa jaun.
Ishita gave adi car keys and send him to bring her bag.while ishita was just consoling the crying ruhi.soon she slept feeling warmth of her mother after so long.ishita lovingly kissed her forehead and make her sleep on the bed.in the time adi came with her bag.at first she checked his bp,which was too high.then ishita gave him an injection.she was lost in raman.she was caressing his stubble softly when adi said-mumma I am hungry.
Ishita- do u wanna go home beta.actually he must be alone and want one of us.so I am thinking if u can go.
Adi-ok mumma,aap mujhe drop karwa do.i will go home,shanti aunty will make food for us ,I will feed him and make him sleep too.aap pareshan mat ho mumma.
Ishita opened her arms for adi.he came and engulfed in her arms.she kissed his forehead and said- u know Babu,u r the best.agar tum nahi hote then I don't know how to take care of everything.
Adi-mujhe to aapke saath hona hi tha,coz u r the best mumma.he said pecking her cheek.
Adi-but mumma,papa.
Ishita-i promise I will bring ur papa home.
Adi-sachchi mumma,aur ruhi ko bhi.
Ishita-yes,ab hum papa aur ruhi ke saath hi rahenge.we will live as a big happy family.
Adi-and ichu bhi rahega naa hamare saath.papa aur ruhi kitne khush honge ichu ko dekh kar.naa mumma.
Ishita hugged him tight not knowing how Raman will react to it.
Soon adi went back while ishita was just sitting beside Raman and thinking-akhir aisa kya ho gaya hai Raman ko.woh time tension mein kyu hai.itne tension mein that he fainted.his bp was also too high.aakhir kyu.she was thinking caressing his hair softly.she bend a little and planted a feathery kiss on his forehead.he opened his eyes feeling her touch.she smiled a little seeing him looking at her.
Raman got up at once and said-what the hell u r doing here.kaha tha naa jao.
Ishita-no Raman,u told me not to go.u told me that u can't live without me.kyun Raman aakhir kyun kar rahe hai aap aisa.i know u can't see me in pain,u can't live without me.i know how much sad u r without me.chaliye sab purana bhool kar nayi shuruwat karte hai raman.i am tired,i am tired of taking care of myself.i am tired of pretending that u absence don't make me sad.i am tired of living without u.i want to live in ur world in ur arms.main nahi jeena chahti aapke bina,hamari bachchi ke bina.i want u near me,i want to see ur face when I wake up in the morning,i want to see our kids playing resting my head on ur chest.i want to see u when I came back all tired.i want to see u when I sit to have food with our family.and finally want to sleep in ur arms forgetting the world.mujhe jarurat hai aapki.aapke bina ab karwachauth nahi manana mujhe,aapki photo dekh kar.mujhe aap chahiye,meri bachchi chahiye.mera pura parivaar chahiye.she said with moist eyes cupping his face.
His eyes were also filled hearing her words.he closed his eyes and a tear fell off.she wiped it and rested her head on his chest.
Ishita-raman please forgive me for my mistake.main apni har galti ki maafi maangati hoon.mujhe kuch nahi chahiye siva aapke.she said crying hugging him.
Raman opened his eyes remembering something and said wiping his tears-kuch galtiyon ki maafi nahi hoti ishita.chali jao yahan.i don't want u near me. saying so he broke the hug and looked away.
Ishita went to him again and hugged him from back.
Ishita-raman please don't say like this.galti hum dono ki thi,aapne choti si baat pe rishta tod diya aur maine bhi aapko roka nahi.it was our mistake and for that we have suffered for seven years.please Raman now end this suffering.we can start afresh.
Raman-no I don't want to start anything afresh with u.mujhe apni zindagi mein tumhari zarurat nahi.i don't need u back in my life.just get lost ishita.he said closing his eyes more tightly.
Ishita-raman please.she said crying.
Raman broke the hug and said-samajh mein nahi aata.meri zindagi mein tumhari koi jagah nahi hai.
Ishita-aur adi ki.he want his father.
Raman-then send him with me.
Ishita was stunned to hear his words.
Ishita-how can u even say this,adi mera bhi beta hai.
Raman-then just go and live with ur son.leave me and my daughter alone.
I too want to live with mumma,they heard and turned to see ruhi saying meekly.
Ishita-look Raman,even ruhi want us together.please if not for me then for our kids,please give our relationship a chance.
Raman went to ruhi and asked-ruhi ,u don't want to live with papa.
Ruhi hugged him and said-papa I want both of u.i want to see u happy ,I want to see u smiling.i know u miss mumma.i saw u crying hugging her pic.then why r u behaving so adamantly.aap hi toh kehte hai ki achche bachche zid nahi karte.aap bhi zid mat karo papa.maan jao.
Raman turned and said looking at ishita-ruhi also want to live with u.u can take her.i will give u her custody.he said almost crying.
Ishita-i don't need only her Raman.i want u too.aap bhi ghar chaliye.
Raman-i am not going anywhere with u.le kar jao apni beti ko.he said harshly making ishru cry.
Ruhi-papa.
Raman showed her his palm and said-no need to explain ruhi.u can go with ur mumma.
Ishita-i have promised adi to bring u home.hum aapke bina kahin nahi jaa rahen.
Raman-toh raho yahin.i am going.he said and was going out taking his coat.he turned and see ishru crying hugging each other tight.
Raman looked at them with moist eyes and thought-i am sorry ishita ,but sach mein kuch galtiyon ki maafi nahi hoti.thinking so he went out.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and hit like.will wait for it.
Precap-raman's side of story.
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Edited by cutieruhi - 8 years ago
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