No?? Its fine , I don't mind
I wasn't actually going to write anything but then , I had free wifi and I found this editing app , and got carried away ...I literally edited 17 pics in to 54 .. an I had to retrained my self , so what was the point of all the editing if I was goingto not post it... I shall be posting all the edits later ... but any woo...
Dear cvs
A show once beautiful , has turned into either two things ...
And insult to man kind and its intelligence or a joke horribly gone wrong...
For my sanity I will pick option two and just because I am committed I shall share the laugh worthy moments ...
1) When Mr constipated said atharva's birth was a crime ...
I was like the f**k ... Was phase two tat bad , that even he sleeping when sujata , said she was RK's first wife ...
I am still against how rk shared the property (which reminds me , I haven't responded to jhanvi šµ, I shall get to it ) , but Mr constipated
HOW f**king dare you ... Atharva doesn't want , any of your stinking money ... And what I don't get is this , isn't the property Mr constipated's first , before ramakant , as the person who is elders and still alive , he has every right to contest that will ...
I love how he was all about ravish , ravish , ravish ... And I was like aditi ?
And he was like who's that ??
Dear suman ...
If you spend your time , thinking about vitharv , all the time wondering what they are doing , and jumping to crazy ass assumptions , guest what bitch your a fan ...
Why the f**k was your mind wondering ..
And cvs well done , you have succeeded in making me very skeptical of army officials , I don't plan on trusting any of them any time soon...
So this , man who might have received some medal , in the name of protecting his country and its people , not only tried to murder a handicap man , who is his grandson , but also I really don't know what to call this ...
But good job cvs ...
And Atharva you would be you if you aren't there when vv needs you ...
Yesterdays episode was many thinks but one prominent emotion in me was anger ...
"If you can't be suman's bahu you have no right to live "
That was dadaji's words ... And funny enough , those are also the words of this fandom ...
This fandom who tells vividha , to kill herself , because she doesn't love Ravish , this fandom who believes , that for vv to be alive she needs to love her "h*sband" whom she was forced to marry , yes FORCED no matter what excuse you make this young girl did not marry ravish , out of free will ...
This faandom like ddaji loves taking away vv's free will , her rights ...
If any of you are surprised Mr constipated turned out this way am sorry ...
All his time he spent hating Atharva , the lack of remorse , the superiority complex and the need to control everything , the lack of empathy , these should have been enough of a clue ...
But , the funny part is that , at some poinnt in his life , dadji most have promised to protect his country , to protect the vulnerable and women and children ...
But here he was abusing a woman. Before attemptin to murder her ... All because the feelings of his betaji and betiji were hurt ...
So am guessing this fandom is happy , because here again , we have two people about to lose their lives all for the feelings of ravish and suman ...
We should celebrate, someone is finally loosing their lives over the feelings of others ...
Vividha has been punished ... I hear ...funny concept don't you think ... A person , a man is allowed to do that to another human being , all on te mere basis of hurt feelings ...
This sick and ( I literaaly can't find enough words ) is what we call victim blaming ...
No I do not have the time to sit down now and educate about this term( another day perhaps) just know that is the middle name of this fandom ...
Then I got even angrier at dadaji ... And this time it was about how ddaji was killing the poor girl ...
I say if you are cruel enough to kill the girl for , "reasons" at least do it quickly , but no he kept on bringing her back up and then reemerging her , that says a lot about his psychology , because usually you try to get it over with quickly , so no one catches you , but dadaji wanted to torture first ...
I will just skip everything and go to parts that made me think of blowing a fuse...
By the way this show has cheated me ... I expected a mouth to mouth ... that girl was not suppose to be conscious ... š”
This time Atharva came back guys he came back for...
... but I was almost in tears , because atharva's eyes
You could see the confusion, and wonder as he stared,
While vv was just amazed her Atharva was there... and also in wonder was it really him again...
And as they stared at each other
You could literally feel the wonder, were they really back together was Atharva Sujata back to his Vividha ..
But while everyone was asking these questions, I felt as if he was literally apologizing through his eyes
And this is when almost cried, and the song wasn't helping ...
Vividha this time was ready, you could see her, and this fandom .. trying not to give in ... thinking this time like all the others times Atharva Sujata was back for just second s...
But our Atharva was going anywhere,
He just wanted to know just like her if she was really there with him... And Vividha too...
She too was realizing , THEY were realizing it ...
And then it finally hit Vividha her Atharva wasn't living this time ...
He wasn't going anywhere ...
But she had to confirm
I personally felt that little nod she gave him was a question a confirmation "are you really back??" as her joy took over ..
And all Atharva Sujata had to do was look in her eyes ...
And that intensity alone can make anyone believe in anything ...
And as she pulled him in for a hug
I felt like maybe vikram should have been invited to the golden globes...his eyes alone can make you understand an entire episode ... the pain, the joy and the amazement could be seen ...
His face alone could tell you , he wasn't sure if this was a dream ..
But I giggled a little ...
Because in my mind , Vividha in this sen look like she was saying , "mother-f , YES LORD"
And then we vitharvians and VividhAtharva finslly realized our Atharva Sujata was back and this was not dream ...
But then again as a fandom , our happiness , is always short lived , because dadaji used a stone , on Atharva head , yes his head the exact area , where the goons and terrorist ALREADY hit ...
And then my heart broke all over again ... this man can't get a break , its one tragedy after tragedy ... he seems to never get a break...
That is why I can honestly not feel that bad for ravish ... because there is no comparison ...
Cvs another reason why victim ravish works only 5% on me ... Its Ravish's booboo feelings vs Atharva's entire existence ... and like Vividha that was never a competition ...
I understand ravish , I get his feelings and can empathize with him , but it's really had to always be like poor ravish when Atharva seems to always be in more trouble than him , it's really hard for me cvs , this is the one mistake you made ...
So let me state this right now ...
Someone's feelings over another person's life are never going to be competition...
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Ps: some people are not born swimmers ...
PPs: how could ravish have seen her holding the plate if she never held the plate in the first place ...
And who wants to bet that from today's precap ... Its vv who has lost some screws ... š