Hello friends I m back again with another part of this story as "Rida" aka " "ishrasoul" wanted it's update .Here's the next update .
Part 6
Raman glanced at Ishita and saw her sleeping like a baby ,keeping her both palms under her face ,he can't stop himself to drop a loving kiss on her forehead .He caressed her hairs and closed his eyes tight to hold the pain he was having now ,looking to her innocent face .The unshed tear rolled from his eyes and fell on her cheeks making her stir in her sleep ,he wiped her immediately before it disturbs her sleep. He covered her fully with duvet and kept his pillow in the couch and layed on it as he don't want to leave her alone.
He looked at her face and thought " I m so sorry Ishita ,I never intended to hurt you but it happened unintentionally. you yourself look like a cute innocent baby and is carrying a baby .its all because of me , you are in this state because of me .I can't undo it but promise I will be with you always. "
Thinking so he closed his eyes to catch some sleep after the troublesome day,soon sleep took over him .It was midnight when his sleep was broken with some voice ,he opened his eyes instantly listening to it ,he got up in jiffy and checked ishita .She was not there in her place ,he got scared of the unknown fear ,he got up from his place and was about to go out of the room when he heard ,loud noise from bathroom ,he went there listening to the sound and found Ishita throwing up.He went inside and supported her holding her shoulder .She was done and was washing her face ,she looked back feeling hold on her shoulder ,Raman closed his eyes assuring her that he is with her ,she turned and washed her face fully, then both came out .He helped her in laying in bed and asked for water ,she nodded .He passed the water to her ,she drank some sip and layed again .Raman patted her forehead so that she can sleep ,but teardrops rolled from her eyes stating that she is crying .He asked concerned
" Ishita are you alright ,is something paining ".
As if she was waiting for this only ,she opened her eyes, got up and cried bitterly hugging him tight .Raman rubbed her back to console her ,while tears rolled from his eyes too .After crying their heart out for sometimes Raman asked composing himself " what happened ishita ".
Ishita tored herself from him and spoke " Raman I always listened that a baby brings happiness in everybody lives ,never thought that it will be painful and shame ."
R- you are right ishita ,but our society has made some rules and norms beyond which everything is called illegal and wrong. we have done a mistake because of which we are going through this pain .
She kept her hand on her tummy and spoke " till now I m not able to believe that a life is growing in me ."
R- abhi kaise he will be so small na that's why .Now you rest and just call me if you need me .
Ishita nodded ,and was about to lay when Raman turned and asked " Ishita had you decided anything ".
Her face fell listening to this ,she gulped her saliva and spoke with great difficulty " I was trying to avoid this question ".
R( smiling meekly )- even I don't want to ask this but we have to take a quick decision because I can't see you suffering like this .
Ishita just nodded and spoke " I will tell you in the morning ".
R- OK
Saying so he went to his place and closed his eyes while ishita was wide awake and thought looking at him " are you real Raman .I know it was not intentional but was a mistake but from that day onwards you are taking care of ,and now you want to marry me just because I m pregnant with your child . but aisa kabhi hota hai kya ,how can we live in a love less marraige only for the baby's sake .He is just pitying on me ,how can we spend whole life like this ,eventhough if he marry me because of this child but I will be never his choice .hey murugan what should I do."
Thinking so she also slipped to dreamland .Next day she woke and saw Raman was all ready for the day and was combing his hairs .He noticed her through the mirror and asked " jaag gayi tum ,go and freshen up ."
Ishita got up from her place and went into washroom without saying anything ,Raman too went to kitchen to prepare tea for them .Soon Ishita showed up till then he was done with tea ,he poured it in two cups and walked to her ,seeing her ,he asked " arey you didn't bath yet ".
I- I don't have any cloths .
R- oh ,have your tea then I will go and bring some cloths for you .
I- kya zaroorat hai ,I had my own cloths in hostel why to buy new ones .
R- ab tumhare hostel na to tum jaaogi na main to kya tumhare kapde khud aayenge.
Ishita smiled a bit listening to him,he too smiled and passed her to her .both drank their tea ,after completing the tea he told ," I m going to bring some cloths for you ,and will bring breakfast also kya khaaogi".
I- kuch bhi .
Raman finished his tea and took his wallet and was going out ,he again came back and asked " ishita what's your size ".
She was startled listening to him while after speaking he realized what he had asked ,both got embrassed Raman spoke correcting himself " actually I want to know size of your dress S,M ,L or XL".
I- its M.
Raman went out and then again came back and told " don't go anywhere I will be back soon ,till then you decide what we have to do further .
Ishita nodded and sat on couch .It was only half an hour when Raman came back with a set of cloths for her and some breakfast for them .She took the cloths and went to bath ,till then he served their breakfast ,at the time of breakfast ishita told that she will not eat anything ,raman looked at her and was about to speak when he saw her,she was shooking her head negatively.Looking to her he confirmed
" you have decided ".
I( with moist eye)- humm .
R- I m with you ishita .
I- but I don't want to be burden on you ,we have not yet settled in life .
R- but ishita .
I- aapko kya lagta hai raman Maine socha nahi ,I have thought a lot ,even I too don't want to kill my baby but ...
R- its ok ishita ,you don't need to give any explanation. you have something then we will go to doctor ,let me search for some best gynic ,lil far from here .
He said pulling his phone out .Ramn booked a cab for them, soon they were on their way to doctors clinic.After a drive of about one and half hour they reach the doctors clinic .it was a gynics clinic ,ishita settled there while Raman went to fill the form and complete other formalities .Ishita was sitting there and noticing the people around them ,she saw many pregnant ladies who were happy ,they were holding their tummy while standing and sitting ,so that baby shouldn't get harm .She saw some posters and notes where many treatments and other medications was written for the couple who don't have babies after a long married life .
Ishita was witnessing all this ,she also held her tummy and tried to feel something but can't, she was silent as she was having a battle in her mind and heart .Mind was saying that what she is doing is right while the heart was continuesly screaming that its not right , how can she kill her first baby .She was still lost in her thoughts when Raman came to her and kept and called her ,she didn't responded .He shook her a little which broke her trance ,she looked at him .He spoke
" ishita come papers are ready they are calling you ".
He completed his sentence but she didn't reacted and was looking at him without reacting to his words ,he too looked at her their eyes became teary ,he again called her and asked " ishita kys hua ".
I- Raman what you want .
R- ishita its not about me but for you .
I- why isn't it your baby .
R- ofcourse but you have to carry it and it will effect your life more than me .
Ishita nodded and got up from her place ,Raman showed her the direction ,she walked slowly towards the ward .They reached their ,she was about to enter ,she has almost stepped in and then suddenly she turned in jiffy and was about to fall when Raman catch her in nick of time .She straightened herself and hugged Raman tight mouthing " mujhse nahi hoga Raman ".
That's all for now friends, hope you liked it .Enjoy reading and do comment .
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