Raman was just caressing ishita's forehead while ishita was snuggling more into him trying to close all the distance between them in her sleep only making him realise how desperately she want him with her.
He felt bad at his ignorance towards her and said pecking her forehead- I am sorry ishita,i shouldn't have left u alone like this.he said caressing her face.thats when the waiter came with hot soup.he kept it and went out of the room.
Raman caressed her forehead and said-ishita,ishita get up and have some soup.he said shaking ishita a little.
Ishita slowly open her eyes and see him looking at her.her eyes got filled instantly and said-why u r doing this to me Raman.meri kya galti hai.
Raman-tumhari koi galti nahi hai ,saari galti meri hai.i couldn't love u back the way u loved me.but we will talk about it later,first get up and have ur soup.u need energy to overcome ur fever.
Ishita looked away and said-u r not getting raman,i don't need energy but u.mujhe aapki jarurat hai kisi bhi cheez se jyada.par shayad now u don't need me.meri zarurat khatam ho gayi naa,raman aapki zindagi mein.isliye aap mujhse dur bhaag rahen hai naa.
Raman-yeh kya bol rahi ho.aisa kuch ,
Ishita cut him in between and said-let me finish Raman.i know u don't need me anymore thats why u r running away from me but now I can't live without u.main aapke bina jeena bhool gayi hoon.iss tarah aapke liye tadap tadap kar nahi jee paaungi.if u want to throw me out of ur life then tell me clearly,main chali jaaungi.waise bhi it's easy for u ,coz none of us remember our marriage toh aapko divorce bhi nahi lena padega.just tell me once that u don't need me anymore I promise I will go away from u.par iss tarah mujhe apne paas rakhkar bhi dur mat kijiye,i can't bear this separation.she said crying while raman was stunned at her words.dont know how to react or answer.
Seeing him not responding she said again- tell me Raman.what u want.agar aap chahte hai ki main chali jaaun then I should,she was saying getting off the bed when Raman hugged her tight and said-chup ekdum chup.bahut sochti ho aur ekdum bakwaas sochti ho.how could u think that I don't love u.tumse pyaar nahi karunga toh kisse karunga,tumhare uss dumchalle se.i have been loving u since the day I saw u.tab se le kar jab tak mujhe yaad hai Maine sirf aur sirf tumse pyaar kiya hai.aur aaj tum meri baahon mein ho.mere saath ho ,meri biwi ki tarah aur main tumse pyaar nahi karunga.how can u even think like this.i love u ishita,u r my soul ,my breathe ,my life.he said hugging her tight.
Ishita-then why u r ignoring me.she said crying.
Raman-coz I am too disturbed.meri zindagi mein itna kuch ho gaya and I don't remember anything.maa Papa died,param and chachi ji is playing with me,main pagal tha ,I don't remember anything.yahan tak ki hamari shaadi bhi yaad nahi mujhe.i can't touch u without remembering our marriage ishita,i feel like I am taking advantage of ur love.pyaar karna alag hota and making love is different.i feel guilty thinking that I am taking advantage of u.
Ishita look at him and cupped him face lovingly.she pecked his lips and said-even I don't remember anything.u know when I came to u I was also so restless.kuch samajh nahi aata hai ,dard se sar phatta tha,purane dinon ke flashes dikhte the.bahut akeli ho gayi thi main and that time someone helped me.he came to me and took away all my miseries and restlessness.unhone mujhe apne gale lagaya aur main apni har takleef bhool gayi.u know naa who was he.
Raman nodded in yes.
Ishita-he not only took away my all pain but also loved me like noone ever loved anyone.he swipe away the ground beneath me and took me to a new world where all I can see and feel was his pure and immense love.aisa pyaar jahan naa koi rishte ki bandish ho aur naa hi koi guilt ho.hum ek hue raman isliye nahi kyunki duniya ne hume shaadi ke rishte mein bandha tha balki isliye coz we wanted each other.humne ek dusre ko ijazat di thi kareeb aane ki.aur jab pyaar itna gehra ho naa toh kisi bhi shak aur guilt ki jagah nahi honi chahiye.u don't want to come near to me naa as u r not comfortable then take ur time.jitna samay lena hai le lijiye raman but please mujhe mere Raman wapas kar dijiye.
Raman-tumhara Raman??
Ishita-yes my Raman.the one who every morning bring flowers for me ,who was too reluctant to even kiss me thinking unke saare gift khatam ho jayenge.the one who kept karwachauth fast for me,the one who went to office just to show me that he is capable of taking care of me and I don't have to find another man for me.the one whose only solace was me and the one with whom I fell in love.u can't even think how I am feeling when u r ignoring me.
Raman-I understand ur pain ishita.but try to think from my point of view.
Ishita-no Raman u can't understand my pain,coz u can never understand what u meant to me.kyunki aap hamara saath bhool gaye hai jab ki all I remember is our togetherness.mujhe mere woh raman wapas kar dijiye.i won't ask anything more from u.she said crying.
Raman looked at her and said-I promise ishita,very soon u will get ur Raman back.
Ishita-ishita nahi biwi,mere raman ki biwi.raman mujhe biwi bulate hai.
Raman-biwi.ok biwi I promise I will give u ur Raman back.now please stop crying warna tabiyat aur kharab ho jayegi.he said wiping her tears.
Ishita snuggle into him.he pecked her forehead and said-kitna royengi pagal.bahut pyaar karta hoon tujhse ,tujhe chod kar nahi jaane wala.
Ishita-I love u Raman.she said hugging him tight.
Raman-love u too ish naa biwi.i love u biwi.he said hugging her tight.
After sometime raman ordered food for them and feed her.she had a little food ,then Raman pat her to sleep after giving her medicine.while raman was just looking at her and remembering her words.
Raman bend and pecked her forehead and said-i promise I will give u ,ur Raman back.saying so he slept beside her while she hide herself in him.
Next morning,ishita got up and look around only to see her all alone in the room.she called ,raman.but didn't got any response.she got up looking for him when her eyes fell on a note along with a rose.she picked it and read.
Good morning biwi,going somewhere urgently.will come back in some time ,till then u get ready we have to go somewhere ,will be back very soon.rona mat. trying hard to be ur Raman,a flower for my beautiful biwi.
Ishita smiled reading it and kissed the note.she kept the note and rose in her bag and went to freshen up.
After half an hour ,she was all ready wearing a blue saree waiting for him.
Ishita look at her watch and said-uff kitni der ho gayi.raman aaye nahi.she was saying when Raman closed her eyes from behind and said-main aa gaya.
Ishita turned smiling and saw him standing wearing a crisp white shirt with denims.
Ishita-good morning raman.
Raman kneel down in front of her and asked forwarding his hand- will u marry me.
Ishita-matlab.
Raman-matlab mujhse shaadi karogi.
Ishita looked at raman surprised at his words.she look at him and saw him still looking at her forwarding his hand.
Raman-bolo naa ishita.answer me.its hurting naa.
Ishita-what is the need of this Raman.we r already married.
Raman-yes we r married but none of us remember that marriage,u know ishi sorry biwi I thought ,thought and thought and came to a conclusion that neither I am not liking this distance between us nor I am able to close this distance,so this is the only way to close our distances.marry me again.bolo will u marry me.
Ishita nodded and said-yes I will marry u.saying so she held his hand.raman opened his arms smiling and she engulfed herself into his arms.
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