Days were passing but two people were still stuck where they were earlier , when everything changed for them and they were not able to find any way to get out of it...shivaay's guilt was killing him inside and anika's pain was hurting her more and more... one week ago when she asked shivaay for divorce was the last time they talked, ohkay it was anything but a healthy conversation still that was the last time they talked...
Shivaay's behaviour was confusing for many...where om and rudra were sure that their Oh so great Wall of Shivaay Singh Oberoi is broken and there is something which has taken away his peace..dadi was way too much happy to get her bahu, she was well aware about her billu's condition but she wanted her grand son and daughter in law to solve it themselves because she now wants to see them together always and it was better if all of them don't get involve in their matter unaware of the actual storm that has shaken them
Anika sat on the couch, there was no tear in her eyes but she wanted to cry, cry her heart out, she was lost, in her own world when out of nowhere she was harshly pulled up by non other than tia's mother, accompanied by tia 'do kori ki wedding planner what the hell do you want?' She asked through gritted teeth, anika frowned 'ji?' She asked as she jerk her hand away releasing herself from her hold, her mother looked angry but anika least cared about it 'now you will act as if you don't know' 'I truly don't know what are you trying to say aunty...and if you actually are here to waste my time and also yours then please leave' anika said irritated
'Ohh look at her attitude...bohat guroor agaya hai Anika tumhe? Tum ho kon? Shivaay's spare wife who was ready to marry with him in replacement of his actual fiance...you have no shame right anika that's why you are still here...am I right?' She asked with a smirk making anika anger reach at its peak 'watch it aunty ji, I am not saying anything doesn't mean that you are allowed to utter whatever rubbish you want to...I didn't marry him with my wish and if your aren't aware of the circumstances then stay away from this matter...' she warned 'this is my and Shivaay's matter...you are in no way allowed to pass on your comments on me' she further added
'Ohh I have all the right...it's about my daughter's life...why are you still here Anika, it was tia's place, give divorce to shivaay and leave' she said sternly and before anika could say anything shivaay jumped in 'whose divorce?' He asked and the trio turned to find a confused shivaay standing there, tia made a face as she walked up to shivaay 'Shivaay baby thank God you are here...' she sighed as she linked up her arms with his 'please try and convince mom na that you will soon close this topic by divorcing this anika so then we can get marry' tia said as she looked at shivaay 'i wanna know shivaay, when you are divorcing this girl' asked tia's mum as anika cringed on that
'Firstly I won't mind repeating it everytime you do this Mrs.Kapoor so let me tell you she isn't any girl, the girl you are talking about is my Wife, Shivaay Singh Oberoi's wife...so better show respect and who is divorcing whom?' He asked as he forcefully freed himself from tia's hold 'shivaay baby' she exclaimed unable to hide her disappointment but shivaay seemed not to care 'see tia you should understand it before it's too late...mine and anika's divorce is none of your concern...and next time your mom want any information ask her to come to mee..no need to disturb my wife in these little not so important matters' he said with poker expression making tia look away with disbelieve, her mom shocked and anika, she didn't really found it different then the daily drama she witness in the name of tia
In no time tia along with her mom was out of their room, so shivaay made his way at the pool side, it was difficult for him to stand in the same room as her's all alone...the silence in between them was killing him but he was unable to do anything...anika noticed how he left and because someone has finally brought up the topic of their divorce so she didn't want to let this chance go thus she followed him out 'shivaay' she called out and he turn to her 'uhhh yes' 'I wanted to talk to you' she said and he nodded unable to answer her anything, she took in a deep breath as she continued 'shivaay I myself want to know that when will we get divorce because I don't think it's tough for The Shivaay Singh Oberoi..' 'anika...I ' he started but stopped 'shivaay why are you making this difficult? Weren't you the one who said you will divorce me the very next day...please shivaay end this matter by divorcing me i can't tolerate all this anymore...' she said desperately and he gulped
'Anika...I will do something about it soon' he finally whispered and she nodded, she was going to leave when shivaay held her hand shocking her 'anika...actually there is something I need to say' he said in a low voice that it was difficult for anika to understand still she came closer making him loose his hold as she freed her hand 'boliye shivaay I am listening ' she said and he went quite...he stopped her to finally confess it to her that how he thought that she and daksh...How foolish of him right ...he knew it well but how will he tell it to her...she will then leave him right now and he would never be able to take it but he need to do it...badi maa had told him to set her free to give her a right to take her own decision and if he is going to do what she wants then she should know the complete truth too...may be it will lessen his guilt because then he would be aware that she knows and hates him
'Shivaay' she called out bringing him out of his thoughts 'anika...I know what I did with you was so inhuman of me...I ruined your life by forcing you for marriage...I have apologized but anika there is more, more about which I want to apologize...I want to apologize again and again for it anika...' he said gazing the floor 'shivaay please come out clear with what you want to say...yeh jalebi ko tarah gol gol batain kyun kar rahe hain?' She said not able to understand even a single word which he said
He took in a deep breath, it was now or never because she deserve to know, she should know what he did, what he thought about her and why did he treat her the way he did..although his main concern was his family's reputation which was at stake but because he knew that she did something he never knew she would, helped him, it made her fall in his eyes, also that accusation broke him, making him become what he became..a beast 'anika i had done really wrong with you...always but this was something which had made me fall in my own eyes and I know you will hate me even more after this' he said as he finally started telling her about what daksh challenged him, how the next day he found her in his room, with him, daksh telling him about those 15 lakhs and at last him believing at everything he saw
He was still starring at the floor when he was done, he couldn't gather that courage to look up and witness hatred in her eyes, for him, no he would never be able to do it...he waited for her to cry, to tell him that she hate him very much and that he shouldn't be call a person with heart...he is heartless, purely heartless but nothing like that came in fact he felt a push, she pushed him and he fell in the pool
It took him a moment to realize what she did but she didn't give him a chance to show his disbelief as she walked away, he could see the tear that rolled down her cheek...
She sat on the bed defeated ... how could he think so low of her...tears rolled down her cheeks as whatever he did, come rushing back in her memories...and what he said to her that day when she slapped him...it all made sense..everything, this was the reason that made him turn into what he became... he never trusted her...never ever...it broke her heart
Khwabon ne hi dil dukhaya Aankhon ka
Hathon mai hai dard juda huay hathon ka
Khwabon ne hi dil dukhaya Aankhon ka
Hathon mai hai dard juda huay hathon ka
She looked up as she felt him there, he stood in front of her completely wet starring at her with guilt filled eyes...she looked away, he took a step towards her making her stand up with a jerk, he stopped and she took a few steps towards her, looking straight at him, the anger and the pain he saw in her eyes broke his heart...he never wished for this...he never wanted to see hatred for him in her eyes...
all their past moment flashed in front of her eyes as she starred at him...how funny it is that the person she fell in love with never trusted her...all their moments now felt like a dream now..something which was never true...
Sath chala jo meray bas wo tera saaya tha
Their hands touch as she came and stood beside him facing the door 'shivaay' she whispered, a shiver ran down her spine at hertouch'i need divorce today...I don't want to stay here with you' she said and walked away while he stood rotted on his spot... 'no' he mumbled as he sat on the floor broken 'i can't do this...I can't let her go'
Sadiyon tujh ko chaha bas do pal ko paya tha
Roiyan Roiyan Ankhiyan Roiyan
Ansuon ke bina roiyan
Roiyan Roiyan Roiyan Roiyan
Ansunon ke bina roiyan
She went in saumya's room and made her straight into the washroom not wanting sahil to witness her in such state...she sat by door hugging her knees...she cried until there were no tears left ...
Roiyan Roiyan Roiyan Roiyan Ankhiyan Roiyan
Ansuon ke bina Roiyan
Pinky who witnessed everything came to shivaay and sat on the floor beside him 'shivaay' she called out softly and cupped his cheeks 'tu pyaar karta hai usse?' She asked and did not missed the whirlpool of emotions in his eyes 'mom why I did this?...how could I mom? She will leave now and this is my punishment...I have to live without her now but it seems impossible mom...it seems impossible to live without her..yes i love her mom' he confessed as he placed his head on her shoulder tiredly
Pinky's eyes moistened as she hugged her son patting his back...she has never witnessed this broken side of shivaay and today it broke her to see him like... she helped shivaay up and took out cloths for him asking him to change otherwise he will catch cold...he did as asked as if he wasn't able to think anything
When anika came out of washroom she was in her old dressing...wearing a black top and jeans she helped sahil change...saumya was confused with whatever she was doing so she hurriedly called om and rudra 'anika' om called out and she looked up 'han om' she said 'ye sab kiya ho raha hai Anika?' he signalled at her and sahil's cloths and she sighed 'we are leaving' 'leaving? Why bhabhi?' Rudra asked and sahil too looked up at anika for answers 'because I can't do it anymore...this is too much for me om...and i can't stay here anymore rudra...please try and understand, me and shivaay, we can't be together and this shaadi, it will never work out' she reasoned
'Anika' it was pinky who came to her and held her hand in her's 'please don't leave...my shivaay, he needs you' pinky requested but anika looked away 'i am sorry aunty but I can't ' she whispered overwhelmed with all the emotions and pinky sighed as a few tears made there way down 'my shivaay...he loves you anika' she said and anika shook her head 'but he did not trust me aunty...without trust there is no love...he is just guilty and waisa bhe this marriage happened under some difficult circumstances and it has to end one day then why not today because it was unwanted since day one and after this divorce you can get him and tia married' anika said 'bade bhaiya doesn't love tia anika didi' saumya said
Anika turned to the other side ignoring them all 'all this will not change my decision...I am sure what I want...I have even asked shivaay to get the divorce papers ready and we are leaving' anika said and sighing all of them left one by one
Shivaay changed but when he came downstairs he came across another shock as a very happy tia came and hugged him, he hesitantly let her do it as he eyed his family...some looked upset and some disappointed as he let tia hug her 'i am so happy shivaay baby...finally anika left' tia whispered and his eyes widened 'what did you just say?' He asked unbelievably 'wo chali gaye shivaay' om repeated for him
He made tia break the hug and came to his siblings 'she left?' he asked again and they nodded 'she actually left' he whispered as his face lost all it's colors, and he took hurried steps back to his room...no one followed him as they knew he needed this time alone
Anika lied flat on her bed as sahil slept beside her, sleep was far away from her ... 'may be I can forgive you shivaay and move on but will I ever be able to forget you?' She thought caressing her mangalsutra... 'you don't deserve my love shivaay but still I can't stop myself from loving you...I can't ' she cried
Shivaay sat on the bed starring at particularly nothing as OmRu came and sat beside him 'I deserved it' he said after sometime passed in silence 'she will come back shivaay...she loves you too' om said 'but it won't change what I did...the way I broke her is unforgivable om' 'bhabhi is different bhaiyaa...she will forgive you...I will request her to forgive my bhaiyaa, and come back...' rudra said 'she shouldn't come...she deserve better...not me' he said with finality as he accepted this fact that now he has to live with this guilt and loneliness...without her he is nothing he has realized that but it's too late now
Days were passing, none from the Oberoi Mansion contacted anika as they wanted Shivaay to bring her himself...they wanted him to do something because it was crystal clear to everyone that the great Stone Singh Oberoi is not at all heartless and has fallen in love with anika but none knew what was he thinking...
It was then two weeks later when he called her... she picked it up as it was unknown number 'hello' she greeted 'anika' was all he said and it did not took her a second to realize who it was and thus she remained quite..she could hear him sighing from the other end before he continued 'you have to come here...one last time...today you will be free, completely' he said sternly but she could still sense his tongue slip as if it was tough for him too 'i will be there' she said after a while and the call got disconnect the next moment
Sahil was a silent spectator of everything...from the day of reception he noticed everything...that day when that bhagad billa asked his didi to come with him he followed them...he saw a broken side of his didi and also that bhagad billa..he was also broken sahil could see that...since that day he noticed the hide and seek of his didi and billu ji...and suddenly they left OM...sahil knew that billu ji is guilty and is no more a bhagad billa but didi was hurt...he could see his didi's hurtful eyes but their was no anger for him, there was just pain and loneliness...she may have forgiven him and may be she think she can forget him too but he knew his didi very much, and he also know that she can never forget her billu ji...after all she loves him and he can't see his didi hurt anymore
'anika didi' sahil called out as she placed her mobile at the table and sat beside him 'billu ji ka phone tha?' He asked and she nodded 'kya bol rahe the wo?' 'kuch nahe sahil' she said as she looked away wiping a lone tear that rolled down her cheek 'anika didi...you have forgiven him...right?' He asked 'that doesn't matter sahil...today we will go there for the last time aur phir sab kuch pehle jaisa hojaega' she said faking a smile 'you should give one chance to bhagad billa...' sahil said and she looked at him surprised 'You want this??' She asked shocked 'i have warned him to never make you cry didi but today you are crying not because of him but for him...didi he loves you...aur ap bhe to pyaar karti ho Na apne billu ji se mai janta hun' sahil told her as a matter of fact but she nodded her head in a no 'he is not my billu ji sahil...he is not him' she whispered as she rested her head in her hands...sahil remained quite
An hour later she stood at the door steps of Oberoi Mansion with sahil...'anika bhabhi ' rudra announced shocked to find her there, in no time everyone gathered in the hall except for him, she sighed as she went to dadi and touched her feet, even pinky met her nicely, no one knew why was she there which confused her... 'tu wapis agaye anika?' Pinky asked 'nahe wo mai...' but she did not get a chance to continue as rudra once again announced the presence of their lawyer... 'Hello Mr Tej Oberoi...shivaay called me here' he answered when tej came forward and shook hand with him asking his reason to come 'for what?' 'He asked me bring his and Mrs.Shivaay's divroce papers for final proceedings'
To say that all were shocked would be an understatement ... om took the papers from lawyer and starred at them disappointed, he was not disappointed from shivaay but from the situation...he knew his brother loved her and even anika love him, it was damn obvious still they both had to go through all this...anika came to him and forwarded her hand, he sighed and handed them to her...she passed a smile, not at all her actual one
'I need to talk to him one last time ' she said to no one in particular, jhanvi came to her and placed her hand on her shoulder blinking her eyes as if telling her to go ahead... she nodded at her and made her way upstairs to meet him...may be for the last time
He sat there on his bed, his hands resting on the bed as she faced his back...it wasn't needed for her to see his face to know that how broken and lost he is...she went towards him and sat beside him silently, he took in a deep breath as he sensed her, she chuckled inwardly, how can he sense her? Always? It was a mystery in itself and he will never tell her that how he always do it
'I am sorry' he apologized again still looking ahead but she remained silent 'i never knew that I will go to such an extent...I wanted to trust you but my every action betrayed me...I am not justifying my sin but still I need to let it out anika...I have never felt such heavy burden on my heart...and it's getting difficult for me to live, peacefully... I have lost my peace anika from the day I witnessed you with daksh...I lost everything...I felt betrayed I felt broken ...I am sorry' he said and she couldn't help but cry helplessly...he heard her sobbing but couldn't gather the courage to look at her
'You did not trust me shivaay' she whispered and he closed his eyes tight hearing her complain...yes he didn't trust her and for that he is ready for any punishment she want to give still he can't utter these same words..he can't tell her to punish him, to leave him, because he can't take it...he want her with him... 'anika...one chance please...please kiya tum ek chance de sakti ho mjhe...mai har roz tumse maafi mangna chahta hun...tumhe yeh batana chahta hun that I love you...aaj se ya kal se nahe bohat pehle se...I love you so much anika and it's so hard and painful for me to let you go...
I know my mistake is unforgivable still I want to be selfish...I want you to forgive me anika...I also know this time it's not about me, it's about you, your pain, your decision still I want to tell you that i love you ...that I need one chance to correct what went wrong although I can't undo my actions...I want to set things right...please i am sorry
He pleaded and she sat there quite listening to him until she looked up at him to see his red blood shot eyes...he has been crying...tears formed in her eyes as she slowly picked the papers she kept beside her and bring it in between them...she could see the pain in his eyes as he saw what he never wished to and then his eyes widened with surprise as she tear those papers in front of him... he starred at her unbelievablely as she cried and hugged him unable to hold back herself anymore 'i love you shivaay...I love you too' she confessed wrapping her arms around his neck...
It took him a moment to realize what just happened before he finally wrapped his arms around her waist hugging her closer... 'i am sorry Anika...I love you' he whispered as he left a kiss on her hairs
'Please never ever do this again shivaay...i want you to love me and trust me...mujhe uske ilawa kuch bhe nahe chahie...kabhi nahe chahie tha' 'I promise anika aesa dobara kabhi nahe hoga...'he promised and they remained their in each other's embrace
This all was witnessed by their families who were happy for them and sent silent prayers to Almighty God to keep them together always before they went downstairs without disturbing them who were totally lost in some other world
Hey friends, thank you so very much for this lovely response you guyz gave me on this TS... I was really happy and this is the only reason I wrote and finished it asap without delaying a single update...thanks a lot for all the love and reviews you left behind...do leave back your reviews on this part too...do let me know what you feel about the end...in the show I don't think any redemption track will come because of new drama by Tia...so may be what I wrote in the TS was way too much to expect from shivaay..so I am done with this story...now you guyz please leave back your reviews and do hit like...
P.S the lyrics added is from Song Roiyaan by Farhan Saeed
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