Next day,ishra got up early and went to Temple to take blessings from the deity to start a new journey of their life.
Ishita- hey matarani,mere Raman ko duniya ki saari success dena.itni ki kabhi unhe apna sar naa jhukana pade.hamesha unhe khush rakhna.
Raman look at her and said- saari wishes sirf mere liye.khud ke liye kuch bhi nahi.
Ishita put tika on his forehead and said- mere wish toh aap hi ho.aapke hothon ki muskaan hai.she said smiling.
Raman- u know,I am the luckiest man on earth for having such a loving wife.now let's go home,I should start making project to submit ,so that bank can give me some loan.
Ishita- but u said u don't have anything to mortgage.
Raman- yes but I have my qualification.
Ishita- matlab.
Raman- matlab yeh jaan,I will submit my certificates along with my business plan.then I will get huge loan.they I will not have to sell ur jewelleries. Tumhare paise le sakta hoon but can't sell ur jewelleries. Woh tumhari shaadi ke gehne hai,bahut saari yaadein judi hai usse.
Ishita- jaise,
Raman- jaise I removed them to make love to u.he said smiling making her blush.
Ishita- kuch bhi raman.she said and hide herself in him.
Then they went home,whole day raman was busy in making the business plan.it took him around a week to perfectly make a business plan to submit in bank.at last after a week they went and submit the plan expecting a positive result.but the bank manager get a call from abhi to cancel Raman's loan and his loan request got rejected.
Raman was heart broken.ishita was trying to console him but he was just too shattered ,at last she said- if u think I am the reason of ur failures, tell me Raman.I will go leaving u.she said with moist eyes.
Raman looked at her with shocked expression and said- yeh kya bol rahi ho.
Ishita- I am saying the truth.jab tak main aapke saath rahungi,woh log aapko sukoon se nahi rehne denge.so it's better that I go from ur life.
Raman- aur tumhe kya lagta hai ,phir main sukoon se reh paaunga.no jaan,tum meri zindagi ka sukoon ho.tum nahi toh sukoon chodo meri zindagi hi nahi rahegi.I will kill myself.
Ishita- yeh aap kya keh rahe hai.she said crying .
Raman- it's true tumhare bina jeene se achcha hai main mar,ishita didn't let him complete and hugged him tight crying.
Ishita- I am sorry raman,I am sorry.ab main kabhi aapko chod kar jaane ki baat nahi karungi. Maaf kar dijiye mujhe.
Raman hugged her tightly and pecked her forehead.
After that they sat for hours thinking what to do next,at last ishita got an idea.
Ishita- there was an uncle,who was appa's best friend.shivam uncle,appa aur woh ,dono ne saath mein business start kiya tha,he loved me like his daughter.phir appa aur unka jhagda ho gaya and they became competitors but still he loves me too much.I think we should go to him,show ur plan and ask for help.
Raman- but woh tumhare appa ke dushman hai.
Ishita- main bhi toh ab appa ki dushman ho gayi hoon.waise bhi I am going to him for help.koi bheekh maangne toh jaa nahi rahi.
They discussed for sometime and then decided to visit shivam uncle once.they went to him,he welcomed them warmly.Raman presented his business plan.
Shivam - sorry but I cant give u money.
Ishra looked down and said- it's OK,saying so they were going when he said- I will finance ur project.
Ishra turned and he continued- Raman,to be true,ur proposal is damb good and I want to be ur partner in this.I will invest money while u will work.what say 75-25 partnership.
Raman- matlab mera 25 aapka 75.
Shivam - ofcourse not,tumhara 75 mera 25.aur business meri ishu kanna ke naam hoga.manzur.
Ishra smiled and said- ofcourse manzur.
Shivam- then come and give me a tight hug.ishra went and hugged him.
After that day ,raman started his new business.at starting ishita was with him at every stage ,then things start getting complicated for her to understand as she wasn't a business expert.so she start doing some random things to kill her time,Raman start getting too busy with his work.
One day ,raman came home with lots of packets.
Ishita- yeh sab kya hai.
Raman- tum bore hoti ho naa ghar par.so I thought why not to start ur hobby again.
Ishita- matlab.
Raman- matlab I brought,canvas and colours for u.u can start painting.
Ishita- what,u want me to start painting again.aapko koi problem nahi hai.
Raman- no infact,I am feeling bad as I am not able to give u ample time.so thought ki isse tumhara Mann lagaa rahega.
Ishita- if u want me to be engaged,there r many ways for it.she said coming closer.
Raman- achcha jaise.
Ishita- jaise,let's plan our family.
Raman- u know jaan,I too want it.but abhi main itna busy hoon,tumhari care bhi nahi kar paaunga.please give me sometime.
Ishita- OK but only six months,usks baad I want our baby.
Raman- of course jaan.thanks for understanding. He said pecking her forehead.
Flashback end
Raman was laying beside her thinking all this when his phone rang.he picked it seeing mihir's number.
Raman- hello.
Mihir- hello Bhai,bhabhi kaisi hai.
Raman- she is too weak mihir,naa khuch kha paa rahi hai,aur naa hi kuch bolti hai.samajh mein nahi aa raha kya karun.meri ignorance ne kya haal kar diya uska.don't know what to do.he saud almost crying.
Mihir-dont worry Bhai,everything will be fine.
Raman- kya fine hoga mihir.u know yesterday she was trying to eat sleeping pill.kehti hai uske bina neend nahi aati.Maine kya kar diya usse.samajh nahi aa raha ,kaise sab thik karun.
Mihir- I think u should start from the beginning.sabse pehle unke pills hata dijiye and then start taking care of her like before.
Raman- I think u r right.thanks for being their for me.warna main akele kya kya karta.
Mihir- I am always with u Bhai.aap dyaan rakho bhabhi ka.he said and both hung the call.
Raman got up and went to their room to take out the pills from her cupboard. He opened the cupboard and saw many sarees ,many gifts,that he gifted her .all were kept packed.she never even opened any.
Raman look at them and thought- kyun kholti woh inn gifts ko.aakhir paison ke siva Maine inn par kya kharch kiya.they r not gifts just jewelleries and clothes .he was thinking and caressing them when his eyes fell on the very first dress he gifted her.she had still kept it with so much of love.he took it out and a dairy fell off,which was kept hide in the dress.
Raman took it and open it to found its ishita's diary .
Raman- ishita dairy likhti hai.I never knew it.thinking so he opened her diary to read it.
Dear diary
U know I never wrote diary but today I had to,coz today I got some news which I want badly to share,but Raman nahi hai toh socha tumne bata hoon,u know I am pregnant,main maa banne wali hoon.
Raman was shocked to read this,he checked the date,it was seven months old.he flipped the page to read what happened next.
I am very excited,we r going to have our first baby,hamara bachcha mere ander.uff I am dying to tell this to Raman.but Mr bahut busy hai,aaj unke naye company ki launch party Jo hai.koi baat nahi,wahin bataungi and then I want to see his expression, khushi se pagal ho jayenge woh toh.
Raman read it and was wondering why ishita never told him,even she never reached the party venue.he flipped next page to read.
I wore his favourite blue saree,with my open hairs all set to make his heart skip a beat.bye diary,going to tell him the biggest news of our life.
Raman turned the page to read why she never reached the party.
Sab kuch khatam ho gaya,khushi mein itni baawri ho gayi thi ki pata hi nahi chala kab kadam ladhkhada gaye aur main seedhiyon se neeche gir gayi,I was badly hurt,every nerve is paining,I can see our baby dyinv inside me.with lots of effort I reached to my phone and called Raman.his phone ranged but he never picked it up.slowly I fainted not able to bear the pain.aur jab ankhen khuli,I was in hospital.and I came to know that we lost our baby.
Raman was stunned to read this,they have lost their first baby and he didn't even know about it.he don't have any knowledge about her first miscarriage.his eyes got filled thinking the pain she went through alone just because of him.
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