Yes Ravish You Have To Be Fine. No Matter What Hell Throws At You. You Will Stand Strong And Will Keep Saying That I Am Fine.
But For How Long? For How Long You Will Keep Denying The Pain You Feel? For How Long You Will Wearing A Facade Of Smiling And Normal Face? For How Long You Will Keep Enduring The Pain Of Knowing That The Person You Love Is In Love With Your Step-Brother? For How Long You Will Keep Your Emotions On Check? For How Long You Will Keep Your Feelings Inside Your Heart? For How Long?
Dont You Feel Tired? Dont Feel Like Giving Up? Dont You Feel Tired Of Enduring The Pain You Are Going Through? Dont You Feel That Even You Need Someone To Comfort You? Dont You Feel That You Are Doing Wrong With Yourself? Dont You Feel That You Need Someone To Tell You 'Dont Worry I Am With You.?' Dont You Feel That You Have A Life Which Is Much More Than Responsiblities? Dont You Feel That You Deserve Happiness Which Is Only And Only Yours? Dont You Get Tired Of Standing Alone With None Standing Beside You?
Yes Ravish Yes You Are Stone-Hearted When It Comes To Your Feelings. Yes Ravish You Are Cruel When It Comes To Your Happiness And Smile. Yes Ravish You Are Inhuman When It Comes To Deal With Your Pain. Yes You Are Bad Ravish Very Bad When It Comes To Yourself.
Why Ravish? Why You Keep Hurting Yourself In Silence? Why You Have To Be Heartless In The Matter Of Your Heart.?
Yes You Are The Shittiest Brother Because You Have Saved Your Step-Brother From Others Many Times. Yes You Are Cruel Because You Gave Up On Your Happiness When You Learnt That The Person You Love Doesnt Give A Damn About You.
You Keep Your Feelings To Yourself Only. Why?
Why Dont You Feel That Even You Need A Shoulder To Cry On.Why Dont You Feel That You Deserve Happiness Too. Why Dont You Realise That Life Is Much More Than Farz. Why Dont You Feel For Yourself?
Will You Ever Show Your Other Side To Her? That Side Which Loves Her Silently. That Side Which Is Alone. That Side Which Has None To Look After You. That Side Which Craves To Be Loved In Return. That Side Which Doesnt Think About Himself. That Side Whose Silence Speaks Volume. That Side Which Is Tired Of Fighting. That Side Whose Wounds Are Open. That Side Whose Scars Are There And The Memories Are Painful. Will You Ever Show Her This Side Of Yours? I Doubt So Because Now You Know She Doesnt Love You.
You Have Seen Your Mother Deprived Of A Love Which She Deserved From The Person She Love. From The Person She Married. As A Son You Must Have Been Hurted. It Must Have Been Painful To See Your Parents Unhappy. Yet You Stood Strong And Grew Up To Respect Every Single Person.
Now When You Faced The Same Situation You Again Controlled Yourself. Unlike Your Mother Who Keeps On Accussing The Person , You Accussed The Circumstances. You Didnt Accussed Anyone. You Proved You Are Different And Have Your Own Sets Of Beliefs And Principles.
When You Love. You Love Unconditionally. And You Have Proved Me Right So Many Times.
Yes Ravish You Have Proved Your Mother Right What She Told Vividha 'He Can Go To Any Extent For You. He Doesnt Say Much But Feels Alot." Yes You Feel Soo Much That You Cant Express In Words.
You Are Selfless. Whatever You Have Done Till Now It Has Always Been For Others. What Have You Got In Return? Slap From Your Mother? Taunts And Accussations From The Person You Love?
And Today When She Told In Clearly How Much Your Step-Brother Means To Her You Stood There Silently And Understood Her And Her Restlessness. You Controlled Yourself Again. You Went With Her And Fought. Fought For Two People. And Warned Those Goons Who Dared To Hurt Them. You Told Her To Leave With Atharv While You Were Stuck Handling Those Goons. Then Your Brother Helped You. You Were Surprised.
You Let Those Two People Sat Infront While You Sat At The Back Silently. You Were Silent When He Kissed Her On Her Cheek. Because You Know They Loved Eachother And Still Do. You Simply Turned Away Your Face Which Reflected Your Emotions. You Turned Away That Face Which Reflected Pain. But Your Step-Brother Made You Smile After A Long Time. You Were Surprised To Know That Apart From Your Mother-Sister There Is Someone Else Who Likes You And Might Adore You So You Smiled. That Smile Reflected Your Inner Happiness On Knowing Your Brother's Cutness And Love For You. None Has Shown You Such Affection And You Were Shocked. But Then You Felt Happy And Smiled At His Innocence.đ
You Still Dont Carry Any Hatred And Malice Towards Anyone. You Walk With Your Morals And Principles And Continue To Do So. You Still Have To Face Many Things And Have A Long Journey To Go Through. Keep Going.đ
P.S.- STRICTLY A RAVISHIAN POST. NO BASHING NO SARCASTIC COMMENTS REQUIRED IN THIS POST. :)